I only feel alive when i'm feeling sad

• Mecha_bOi

  15 Mar 10, 00:57

  just wanted to know whether anybody feels this way too.

  its like, only when i'm sad and depressed do i feel like this is life,i like the bitter and melancholic feeling, i like to feel hurt and to feel despair.

  i dont know whats this really.

• seotiblizzard

  15 Mar 10, 01:01

  I think u need a shrink.

• Mecha_bOi

  15 Mar 10, 01:06

  okayy noted

• gr33ndoll

  18 Mar 10, 10:05

  well.. something wrong with you.

  You should consult a psychologist.

• ShrodingersCat

  18 Mar 10, 10:13

  That's cos its a pretty self centred way of living~feeling melancholic and thinking all about yourself and how bitter and sad you are... . Like you know, you are the starring in the centre of some melodramatic taiwan series....

  Also because you probably don't have anything that is really important making you feel really in pain inside your heart and the real despair of loss of something that means everything to you.

   

  But don't worry, its normal teenage angst.

  When you grow up, you will stop worrying about how you feel all the time, but rather, how someone you care for will feel instead.

   

• parn

  18 Mar 10, 15:47

  Originally posted by Mecha_bOi:

  just wanted to know whether anybody feels this way too.

  its like, only when i'm sad and depressed do i feel like this is life,i like the bitter and melancholic feeling, i like to feel hurt and to feel despair.

  i dont know whats this really.

  
  Is it because the pain constantly reminds you that you are still alive?

   

  Go cut off your ku ku bird ok? Then you will feel alive everyday whenever you go toilet.

   

  Melancholic? Try enjoying your life and "feel alive" when everyone around you is trying to take advantage of your friendliness one way or another. And you cannot be rude to them cos that's not what you were brought up to be.

• ^Acid^ aka s|aO^eH~

  18 Mar 10, 15:51

  Originally posted by parn:

  
  Is it because the pain constantly reminds you that you are still alive?

   

  Go cut off your ku ku bird ok? Then you will feel alive everyday whenever you go toilet.

   

  Melancholic? Try enjoying your life and "feel alive" when everyone around you is trying to take advantage of your friendliness one way or another. And you cannot be rude to them cos that's not what you were brought up to be.

  
  Melanchoy of suzumiya haruhi...

• gunner77

  18 Mar 10, 17:07

  You need some bondage love.

• littlemissbonkers

  18 Mar 10, 17:12

  U must be a 'M'

  Why dun u hire me to insult you everyday? I'm sure you'll feel more alive! Better than chicken essence!

• Dondontan

  18 Mar 10, 17:13

  Sadism

• littlemissbonkers

  18 Mar 10, 17:19

  Well is there's a 'M' then there will be a 'S' to complement and balance. Result--->world peace

   

  

• Mecha_bOi

  18 Mar 10, 21:47

  okay thanks i really needed that kick up my ass, thanks forumers haha

  im sick of this melancholic shit that is me, time to make changes.

  once again thanks all (:

   

• Mr Milo

  18 Mar 10, 21:50

   

  the world needs change!............by Obama Milo

• Bus&Soccer l0v3r (VO3x 1)

  19 Mar 10, 13:26

  i dun leh

• Arapahoe

  20 Mar 10, 09:42

  You are suffering from a  chronic negative attention seeker syndrome.  

  we all seeked attention but attention comes in both negative and positive, but unfornately you only get in all the negative attention you are so used to it is like drugs.  

  so pull up your socks and said from now on you are only going to mix around people with positive atitude. Fill yourself with energy.

  Your 2010 should always look at more positive of life to draw energy from it.    

• dangerboi

  23 Mar 10, 11:06

  Slight depression you have there. A shrink will help you.

• Shorter ninja

  23 Mar 10, 11:37

  Originally posted by Mecha_bOi:

  just wanted to know whether anybody feels this way too.

  its like, only when i'm sad and depressed do i feel like this is life,i like the bitter and melancholic feeling, i like to feel hurt and to feel despair.

  i dont know whats this really.

  
  

  There are millions out there just like you.Best you learn to understand cope with it and try to behave as 'Normal' as possible.

• Shorter ninja

  23 Mar 10, 11:43

  Originally posted by dangerboi:

  Slight depression you have there. A shrink will help you.

  
  The best shrink is always that little voice you hear inside your head.

• Rooney9

  23 Mar 10, 11:45

  how old r u boi? still schooling?

• ulquiorra87

  23 Mar 10, 11:59

  This is just your negative life view.. When reality finally conforms to your life view of course you will (in a twisted way) feel satisfied because this is the way you feel life should be.. Of despair and suffering

  Same goes for one with a positive view of life... One who feels life should be noble, heroic, lonely etc will feel happiest when reality finally conforms to his/her view of life

  The problem lies not in your emotions but in your mind. Your emotions will only continue to egg you on towards happiness(or in your case destruction)

  Have you ever wondered why some people relish in listening to songs of despair or tragedy or love? Its because these art so eloquently sing the view of life they feel so deeply inside

  You should give up that negative view if you are to evolve into a non-tragic sense of life

  Just my opinion BTW from my experience dont take my word for it