tell me pls girls......
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there's this stupid boy who waited 2 years 4 this girl... this girl was so called a les in sec 2... while this guy still carried on wooing her.. even though he knew he didn't really had a chance.. it was hard 4 the guy.. the girl's mum was really strict n she was from a girl's sch..so this stupid cld only sent e mail to keep in contact with her... it was only aft a few mths later tt she had a hp..but it was still restricted to sms only....this girl rejected him lots of times but this guy still did not gave up.. aft 1 year... once, this girl scolded the guy really badly.. he gave up...
but aft a few mths, a day be4 he went ns.. he e mail the girl.. n they were back e mail each other... this girl started to change form les to a normal girl.. she told stupid guy she's no more les.... n again.. sms were exhchanged daily btw them.. stupid cld feel tt the girl was giving him a chance.. they went out much more times den stupid first knew her... den 1 week.. suddenly girl did'nt reply to stupid's sms often.. the following wk, girl and her best frd asked stupid out... it was a strange nite, stupid n girl didn't really toke... aft senting her home.. girl's best frd broke the news to stupid... tt girl has liked some1... but not stupid.. its a another guy... . it was not stupid.. stupid felt so hurt....
stupid went online that nite to clear it with girl... girl admited it.. she likes another guy.... stupid told girl," i waited 4 u 2 years... wooed u even when u told me u were a les, now u have change, but the guy u like is not me.." stupid did so much 4 girl..... got almost everything girl wanted...
but girl told stupid..." its not the material or words u give me.." " i don't have a "feeling" 4 u"... ya no feeling she said... she said feeling was not wat the guy did or wait 4 her.. it's just a "feeling".. she said she had "feeling"s for the another guy... girl told stupid that she cld see the effort stupid made, the love he gave.. girl said she did tried to accpet stupid.. but.. still there was no "feelings"... stupid asked girl "wat is feeling?" girl said.. " a feeling hmm.." stupid cld sense tt girl was already in love with tt guy.. stupid was really heart broken... girl said " i know u r presentable, faithfully, gentleman but still there's no "feeling" "...."wat u done may make other girls accpet u, but not all girls.."
stupid lose, cuase he cld not give girl the "feeling" she wants. the heartbeat she wants..... the time he spent on her, the effort he made on her, the love he showered on her.. could not replace the lack of "feeling"s.... stupid lose to a guy who know girl not as long as him.... stupid had did such stupid things for girl.... e mail her to keep in contact, sent her X'mas present by Sg post...... really stupid things 4 her..
but... stupid just could not make girl have this "feelings" when she is with him... in the end... stupid have to suffer all alone.. while the girl he love so much... enjoy herself with another guy...
can any girls out there tell stupid wat is "feelings" ....
y cldn't he used his faithfull to replace "feelings"?...
y do girls always go 4 guys with "feeling"s but don't consider other factor?.. aft break up they will say guys r bad?..
y do good guys always finish last??.....
k some girls tell stupid all these??? -
Well.. i am no girl...
but sound sad...
too bad for e guy.... he really gave his all.....
perhaps she is not e right one for him..
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Originally posted by @lvin:
Dear @lvin,
there's this stupid boy who waited 2 years 4 this girl... this girl was so called a les in sec 2... while this guy still carried on wooing her.. even though he knew he didn't really had a chance.. it was hard 4 the guy.. the girl's mum was really strict n she was from a girl's sch..so this stupid cld only sent e mail to keep in contact with her... it was only aft a few mths later tt she had a hp..but it was still restricted to sms only....this girl rejected him lots of times but this guy still did not gave up.. aft 1 year... once, this girl scolded the guy really badly.. he gave up...
but aft a few mths, a day be4 he went ns.. he e mail the girl.. n they were back e mail each other... this girl started to change form les to a normal girl.. she told stupid guy she's no more les.... n again.. sms were exhchanged daily btw them.. stupid cld feel tt the girl was giving him a chance.. they went out much more times den stupid first knew her... den 1 week.. suddenly girl did'nt reply to stupid's sms often.. the following wk, girl and her best frd asked stupid out... it was a strange nite, stupid n girl didn't really toke... aft senting her home.. girl's best frd broke the news to stupid... tt girl has liked some1... but not stupid.. its a another guy... . it was not stupid.. stupid felt so hurt....
stupid went online that nite to clear it with girl... girl admited it.. she likes another guy.... stupid told girl," i waited 4 u 2 years... wooed u even when u told me u were a les, now u have change, but the guy u like is not me.." stupid did so much 4 girl..... got almost everything girl wanted...
but girl told stupid..." its not the material or words u give me.." " i don't have a "feeling" 4 u"... ya no feeling she said... she said feeling was not wat the guy did or wait 4 her.. it's just a "feeling".. she said she had "feeling"s for the another guy... girl told stupid that she cld see the effort stupid made, the love he gave.. girl said she did tried to accpet stupid.. but.. still there was no "feelings"... stupid asked girl "wat is feeling?" girl said.. " a feeling hmm.." stupid cld sense tt girl was already in love with tt guy.. stupid was really heart broken... girl said " i know u r presentable, faithfully, gentleman but still there's no "feeling" "...."wat u done may make other girls accpet u, but not all girls.."
stupid lose, cuase he cld not give girl the "feeling" she wants. the heartbeat she wants..... [b]the time he spent on her, the effort he made on her, the love he showered on her.. could not replace the lack of "feeling"s.... stupid lose to a guy who know girl not as long as him.... stupid had did such stupid things for girl.... e mail her to keep in contact, sent her X'mas present by Sg post...... really stupid things 4 her..
but... stupid just could not make girl have this "feelings" when she is with him... in the end... stupid have to suffer all alone.. while the girl he love so much... enjoy herself with another guy...
can any girls out there tell stupid wat is "feelings" ....
y cldn't he used his faithfull to replace "feelings"?...
y do girls always go 4 guys with "feeling"s but don't consider other factor?.. aft break up they will say guys r bad?..
y do good guys always finish last??.....
k some girls tell stupid all these???
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Its saddening to hear stories like this: not just because its sad, rather the thing is that you *do not* actually classified under the category of a faithful guy - in the first place, you ain't in that position at all. Instead and regardless, you gave everything with the high and likely assumption that you will get her - which reality render this to nothingness.
I have been strong on my words and will always be frank - you are in love with your own preception. Throughout this heart-breaking story you speak - she has never spoke a word saying that she loves you.
So what does it means?
This 'feeling' she spoke is inclusive of 3 things.
I) Chemistry
II) Comfortability
III) Falling in love.
She may be comfortable being with you - but there does not GUARANTEE that she will falling in love with you OR chemistry will just spawn from nowhere. Chemistry is something natural - it CANNOT be brewed, unlike falling in love - which people can make one another fall into one (but of course, the other guy seemed to have succeeded in that attempt).
When woman claim that they are 'les' - it only meant one thing - they are emotionally highly unstable and if you want to meddle with them - its at your own risk. I know hell lots of *NON* genuine les who claims to be les just for the sake of it (Popularity, etc) OR to shake off guys that don't fancy them (Instead of being the 'bad girl' -just say that they are les would save them alot of trouble trying to reject a guy isn't it?)
You could have done alot of work and effort in trying to get her, but the thing is: the more rewarding your investment is - the higher risk it is. The effort and work you have done isn't all about the possible rewards - its about the process of doing it and YOU are happy about it.
The other thing question is: Your love for her: is it just mere desire of possession or you really love her? I always tell people out there - what makes you *THINK* and be *sure* that when she is with you, she will be much happier than the other guy?
P.S: If you reached one of the highest level of love - regardless of what choice she make; as long as she is happy with it, you will be happy and wish her well.
Cheers -
once again...yun has spoken...Originally posted by Yunhaier:Dear @lvin,
Its saddening to hear stories like this: not just because its sad, rather the thing is that you *do not* actually classified under the category of a faithful guy - in the first place, you ain't in that position at all. Instead and regardless, you gave everything with the high and likely assumption that you will get her - which reality render this to nothingness.
I have been strong on my words and will always be frank - you are in love with your own preception. Throughout this heart-breaking story you speak - she has never spoke a word saying that she loves you.
So what does it means?
This 'feeling' she spoke is inclusive of 3 things.
I) Chemistry
II) Comfortability
III) Falling in love.
She may be comfortable being with you - but there does not GUARANTEE that she will falling in love with you OR chemistry will just spawn from nowhere. Chemistry is something natural - it CANNOT be brewed, unlike falling in love - which people can make one another fall into one (but of course, the other guy seemed to have succeeded in that attempt).
When woman claim that they are 'les' - it only meant one thing - they are emotionally highly unstable and if you want to meddle with them - its at your own risk. I know hell lots of *NON* genuine les who claims to be les just for the sake of it (Popularity, etc) OR to shake off guys that don't fancy them (Instead of being the 'bad girl' -just say that they are les would save them alot of trouble trying to reject a guy isn't it?)
You could have done alot of work and effort in trying to get her, but the thing is: the more rewarding your investment is - the higher risk it is. The effort and work you have done isn't all about the possible rewards - its about the process of doing it and YOU are happy about it.
The other thing question is: Your love for her: is it just mere desire of possession or you really love her? I always tell people out there - but makes you *THINK* and be *sure* that when she is with you, she will be much happier than the other guy?
P.S: If you reached one of the highest level of love - regardless of what choice she make; as long as she is happy with it, you will be happy and wish her well.
Cheers
'feelings'..its sthg unique n unexplainable...
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Why must it be once again? Expecting me to spawn out?Originally posted by fish&chipz:once again...yun has spoken...
'feelings'..its sthg unique n unexplainable...
either u hv it or u dun...
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no lar...xiao ah...Originally posted by Yunhaier:Why must it be once again? Expecting me to spawn out?
i meant it as in once again u hv explained wat we felt... -
Very true. But this comes to a question as well, how many of us actually reach that level?Originally posted by Yunhaier:P.S: If you reached one of the highest level of love - regardless of what choice she make; as long as she is happy with it, you will be happy and wish her well.
Quite hard leh. I still feel this tinge of jealousy inside me at times. But, it is just that sometimes.
And quite often, when you like or are in love with someone for a period of time (both are not an item yet), in your case, 2 years, it is quite hard to let go of this 'affection'. Cause you are already in it for so long, you just don't bare to give up. -
Yar... very hard to reach dat lvl... though me trying... My fren waited for a gal for 4 yrs (similar case as U...) in da end did not get together coz of da same reason... no feelings... so he now bcame aloof... (sorta...) but 1 thing YOU have an advantage over my fren... U r young, he is like 24-5?Originally posted by Wind:Very true. But this comes to a question as well, how many of us actually reach that level?
Quite hard leh. I still feel this tinge of jealousy inside me at times. But, it is just that sometimes.
And quite often, when you like or are in love with someone for a period of time (both are not an item yet), in your case, 2 years, it is quite hard to let go of this 'affection'. Cause you are already in it for so long, you just don't bare to give up.
U still have other chances... but for him? I tink he needed more therapy from me & my poly frens...
I too was in similar case as yrs... but never got to dat far as to do anything for her... I juz waited for da "right" opportunity b4 I finally gave up... (5+ yrs...) As long as she happy, I content... (cannot be she happy, I happy wat... she happy but not wif me, how can I be happy? thus can only be content...) -
Come to think of it... If you manage to reach that 'highest level', you'll be not much of a difference from an COMPLETE IDIOT...?Originally posted by Wind:Very true. But this comes to a question as well, how many of us actually reach that level?
Quite hard leh. I still feel this tinge of jealousy inside me at times. But, it is just that sometimes.
And quite often, when you like or are in love with someone for a period of time (both are not an item yet), in your case, 2 years, it is quite hard to let go of this 'affection'. Cause you are already in it for so long, you just don't bare to give up. -
wahhh very sad lehzzzzzzzzzzz
i have a story of my own i actually waited for this girl for 4-5 years liaoz but i did not wanted to woo her cause she is studying and she has bf liaoz so even when she broke up i still did not approached r cause dont want her to be affected in her studies lor (like she will accpet me like that
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so waited and waited until she is in jc and i did see her for two years liaoz ao she has another bf for 2 yrs
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Feeling is beyond the description of words. Its a kind of emotion beyond logical thinking.. Juz like at times, you like somebody without a reason.. But that doesnt mean he/she have to reciprocate the feeling.. Cos he/she might not feel the same way. Thats how things work.
Good guys don't finish last.. But it takes that special someone who know how to appreciate it.. That special angel..
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come on.... feeling.... you have feeling for that les rite? wait a min... i should say you like her rite? that is something call feeling....
now think of another girl which u never think of falling in love with or even a sec of chasing her but stil remain her as friend... should i call that no feeling for that other girl of yours? that is no feeling which the les is talking about....
don't expect her to love you just and i say JUS because you love her....
don't think too much my boy.... try not to think too much..... -
ya... i am not consider faithfull... well... sincere is the word to use i guess?.... aiya..she really is a les lah.. seen her with her "steadys" be4.. she in girls sch mah..... tt's y i though she was still young does not like guys, influence in a girls sch..tt's y carry on waiting 4 her... hmm.. i cannot say she wld be happier with me ..
but i know i wld treat her much better than tt guy... y?... u ever heard of ppl using e mails to keep in contact just becuase her mum is so strict?, sent her X'mas present by SGpost casue i'm in Ns?, went up n down finding FF8 for her when it is out of stock in almost all shops... i'm not boasting... but i don't know of any frds who did that for their gf.. maybe u all know of ppl like tt....doing all this even though she was not even my gf?......
well...... if she waits 4 me for 2 years..did so much for me...maybe i will loh.....Originally posted by BENJAMIN8:now think of another girl which u never think of falling in love with or even a sec of chasing her but stil remain her as friend... should i call that no feeling for that other girl of yours? that is no feeling which the les is talking about....
don't expect her to love you just and i say JUS because you love her....
hmm.. u know wat firefly?... u know y when u walk dwn the road.. u see some pretty 30+ age women with ugly nerdy guys??.. u know y?... this is wat i GUESS.....Originally posted by *firefly*:Good guys don't finish last.. But it takes that special someone who know how to appreciate it.. That special angel..
Its good to know, good and sincere guys still exist thou.
these ugly nerdy guys.....r hardworking honest guys in sch when they r young.... by the age of 30+ they r successfully, got $... but never "tasted" women be4... cuase which girl wld choose them when they were in their teens... nerdy, no $.....
but NOW!!.. these nerdy guys... r RICH!!!.. n all these smart pretty lady at the age of 30+ wants to settle down.. of course find a rich nice loyal guys mah!!!.. isn't these girls just sooooooo smart??? so these pretty girls when young go for "feeling"... exiciting guys... a bengs... 30+ goes for those nerdy rich guys... maybe u k tell me it just "happens" these pretty girls have "feelings" 4 those ugly nerdy guys.... just "happen" only loh.....wat u think of them??.. i think they r sluts..... u agree?... tt's y i say good guys finish last!!!!.... honestly... i don't mean to sound bad.. but.. u want a "new" or "used" bf/gf?........
hmm.... seems i am a nerdy guy?... haha..... aiya... shoot myself instead... i think i am just not "exciting" ..not nerdy......
hazi.... what i just wann say is couldn't i just use my sincere to "touch" her heart?... i know girl has no "feeling" 4 stupid.. tt's y stupid used effort n time to "touch" girl's heart..but to no avil.....
isn't what a guy does 4 a girl that makes her happy?....
cann't the things a guy does 4 a girl replace the lack of feeling?...
girl's best pal keeps telling stupid "@lvin u r a really v nice nice guy.. but some thing just cannot be forced"......
girl told stupid " okay..since you emphasise on knowing me for 2 whole years it still didnt proove anything to me..except that youre a v.v.nice person..oh..it did prove smtg to me i know that this cant go any further.. even if i had already tried also"........ (stupid almost weeped aft hearing it....)
stupid had heard enough of been a nice guy...nice guy last finsh...
stupid wish he was a bloody bastard..anyway.. u ever seen a bastard feeling down be4?...... -
gosh..it's such a sad story..very similar to mine. U're wooing a gal..and i'm wooing a guy. u waited for 2 yrs..i waited for 1 and a half. that guy did know i like him..he did try to like me..but failed. So i guess, it really has smth to do with the "feelings". Aw, come on. Always look on the bright side of life. Look for other girls...if possible...
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Yar... maybe can matchmake @lvin to U?Originally posted by sunpastilles:gosh..it's such a sad story..very similar to mine. U're wooing a gal..and i'm wooing a guy. u waited for 2 yrs..i waited for 1 and a half. that guy did know i like him..he did try to like me..but failed. So i guess, it really has smth to do with the "feelings". Aw, come on. Always look on the bright side of life. Look for other girls...if possible... -
"Feelings" > all the effort that 'stupid' put in.
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that's a sad story ... i understand the feelings you are having, of loving yet not getting love ... it happened to me a long time ago ... trust me, it will go away in time. you grow to understand something cannot be forced.
lately, something had happened to me, which makes me realise that getting heart broken this way is not the most painful. at least you have express your love and tried your best... at least you know the answer.
try getting to know someone whom you like, yet unable to express your feelings, unable to talk to her ... ... this really kills the heart. yet, you sense that she may just have that a bit of special feeling for you. due to circumstances, you are unable to get close ... how would you feel? i guess i will never get over this ... i will be forever cursed by my own remorse.
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hmm.. u know wat firefly?... u know y when u walk dwn the road.. u see some pretty 30+ age women with ugly nerdy guys??.. u know y?... this is wat i GUESS.....
well i might be considered 1 of those lah.....not nerdy but ugly
these ugly nerdy guys.....r hardworking honest guys in sch when they r young.... by the age of 30+ they r successfully, got $... but never "tasted" women be4... cuase which girl wld choose them when they were in their teens... nerdy, no $.....
but NOW!!.. these nerdy guys... r RICH!!!.. n all these smart pretty lady at the age of 30+ wants to settle down.. of course find a rich nice loyal guys mah!!!.. isn't these girls just sooooooo smart??? so these pretty girls when young go for "feeling"... exiciting guys... a bengs... 30+ goes for those nerdy rich guys... maybe u k tell me it just "happens" these pretty girls have "feelings" 4 those ugly nerdy guys.... just "happen" only loh.....wat u think of them??.. i think they r ^^**s..... u agree?... tt's y i say good guys finish last!!!!.... honestly... i don't mean to sound bad.. but.. u want a "new" or "used" bf/gf?........
hmm.... seems i am a nerdy guy?... haha..... aiya... shoot myself instead... i think i am just not "exciting" ..not nerdy......
hazi.... what i just wann say is couldn't i just use my sincere to "touch" her heart?... i know girl has no "feeling" 4 stupid.. tt's y stupid used effort n time to "touch" girl's heart..but to no avil.....
isn't what a guy does 4 a girl that makes her happy?....
cann't the things a guy does 4 a girl replace the lack of feeling?...
well i've good a sweet looking girl but not very chio and sometimes people wonder why and it most certainly aint my $$ cuz she is richer then me....it's cuz of feeling and my character.....Honestly speaking relationships that run of feelings arent gonna last....Sure feelings are important but it can run out and run out fast....what is need is something else....and thats character.....which is what you've got brother......Well honestly there really aint nothing you can do if there is no feeling and the girl doesnt want to be with you....What you can do if you really like/love her is always always be there for her.....show her you really care and not just cause you wanna chase her but cuz you really are that kinda person....then chances are after sometime she will wake up her idea...just my 2 cents -
Hey @lvin, i understand what you mean but such situation doesnt happen to you only, it happen on others too..regardless gals or guys...
There are times, whereby the gal stand by the guy thru thick n thin, gave him all he wanted regardless whether he is rich or poor, but in the end her effort can goes unappreciated too..
Guess that's life.. But that shouldnt get you down!
True she should be touch but, i mean, Okie.. let say if she she's touched and decided to give you the chance to be with her, but in the end, the relationship cant work out becos she cant develop the feeling for you.. wouldn't that hurt you further?
Accepting the reality isnt tat bad at time, rather than dwelling on it.. its will make you feel worse....
You cant revserse the situation, neither can u change the fact. So let history be history...
When you find the special someone sometime later, when you think back, you might feel rather silly..
By the way, if those 30s pretty ladies r goin with some nerd or fat, old or whatever form becos of he is rich, think abt it, then r they worth ya effort...in a sense, putting reality aside, its a very shallow act..
Life goes on.. n its shall be better.. got it? Its not ez.. but what the heck, thats how things r... I m learning too!
The course of true love doesnt run smooth..
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feeling counts
no feeling means no feeling -
Tell her heartbeat doesn't repsent love what
see like me as long as i talk to strangers i will get a fast beat
doesn't mean i like everyone right
maybe you should give her another few years(if you really like her la) maybe when she matures her thinking would change slightly on love
look at other avenues but if at the end you still really like her then, wait awhile more lor. After all you already waited for so long right? -
I have been in this forum for quite some years already and such preceptions from forum mates is kind of common in here.Originally posted by @lvin:hmm.. u know wat firefly?... u know y when u walk dwn the road.. u see some pretty 30+ age women with ugly nerdy guys??.. u know y?... this is wat i GUESS.....
these ugly nerdy guys.....r hardworking honest guys in sch when they r young.... by the age of 30+ they r successfully, got $... but never "tasted" women be4... cuase which girl wld choose them when they were in their teens... nerdy, no $.....
but NOW!!.. these nerdy guys... r RICH!!!.. n all these smart pretty lady at the age of 30+ wants to settle down.. of course find a rich nice loyal guys mah!!!.. isn't these girls just sooooooo smart??? so these pretty girls when young go for "feeling"... exiciting guys... a bengs... 30+ goes for those nerdy rich guys... maybe u k tell me it just "happens" these pretty girls have "feelings" 4 those ugly nerdy guys.... just "happen" only loh.....wat u think of them??.. i think they r sluts..... u agree?... tt's y i say good guys finish last!!!!.... honestly... i don't mean to sound bad.. but.. u want a "new" or "used" bf/gf?........
hmm.... seems i am a nerdy guy?... haha..... aiya... shoot myself instead... i think i am just not "exciting" ..not nerdy......
hazi.... what i just wann say is couldn't i just use my sincere to "touch" her heart?... i know girl has no "feeling" 4 stupid.. tt's y stupid used effort n time to "touch" girl's heart..but to no avil.....
isn't what a guy does 4 a girl that makes her happy?....
cann't the things a guy does 4 a girl replace the lack of feeling?...
girl's best pal keeps telling stupid "@lvin u r a really v nice nice guy.. but some thing just cannot be forced"......
girl told stupid " okay..since you emphasise on knowing me for 2 whole years it still didnt proove anything to me..except that youre a v.v.nice person..oh..it did prove smtg to me i know that this cant go any further.. even if i had already tried also"........ (stupid almost weeped aft hearing it....)
stupid had heard enough of been a nice guy...nice guy last finsh...
stupid wish he was a bloody bastard..anyway.. u ever seen a bastard feeling down be4?......
Firstly when you said girls go for 'nerdy-rich-guy' when these people are successful in their career, got money, etc and pretty ladies will fly to them like bees to honey.
You makes you think when people are nerdy means = will be rich in the future?
Do you happen to realise that when you are 30+ if quite difficult to even find a decent mate because of age, social circle (all attached or married), etc. 'Nerdy rich guy' - so what? Know what they will do then? Find overseas bride/gf.
Read about cases of overseas bride in the newspaper? You know what I am talking about.
Being rich is an asset, BUT not essential in any relationship. Do you want a woman to be with you because YOU ARE RICH or you rather they like you for who you are? There are people who use money to entrice materialistic woman to their lap but they will definitely lose out in the end.
Like what I told many others who spoke similiar ideas as you do - if you spend time working out on yourself, improve yourself more appealing in character and physically, rather than to linger in such dreaded preception that bad guys always get the girls and do absolute nothing to improve yourself OR strive to get rich because you think you will become a woman magnet - you will be much better.
Cheers -
gan qing shi bu ke yi mian qiang de...
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hazi..... thanks to all of u who reply...... really appreciate it....
its still painfull.. but not so much already..hazi....
but 4 the past 2 years, she is like part of me already.... every wk hoping she wld go out with me, hoping to c her e mail n sms-es.. tt's wat kept me going.. now she's gone... i feel soooo lost..... so meaningless loh...
hazi...but u all no worry.. i wdn't do anything silly.. i know loh.. time is the best medicine.....
now i spent more time in this fourm toke cock with u all!! will make me forget loh... -
Originally posted by @lvin:hazi..... thanks to all of u who reply...... really appreciate it....
its still painfull.. but not so much already..hazi....
but 4 the past 2 years, she is like part of me already.... every wk hoping she wld go out with me, hoping to c her e mail n sms-es.. tt's wat kept me going.. now she's gone... i feel soooo lost..... so meaningless loh...
hazi...but u all no worry.. i wdn't do anything silly.. i know loh.. time is the best medicine.....
now i spent more time in this fourm toke cock with u all!! will make me forget loh... 