ive an idol.. im his big fan for years and counting.... and ive a bf..
i got to interact with my idol..i was dirt lucky to bump into him during his leisure time..i have never in my life dreamt that i will actually meet idol...
ok i travelled all the way overseas with a friend for clothes shopping...she wanted to start some clothing online thingy.. we met him near by his HQ/office..he was alone..even more fortunate.. he was surprisingly nice..took photos together..chit chat for awhile..
then i got stuck...i came home in a daze... i start to miss this idol...
the bf was aware tat im a big big fan of idol..he was also know of my trip and the brief encounter i had...we have a pretty stable relationship.. no major issue or fallout ..just tat on one occassion i fell sick becos i was rushing a bday gift for this idoland didnt get enuff rest. i send idol things every yr for his bday..bf also helped me in the gift making..he respects me alot and a lot...
now im guilty.. im like thinking of another guy..
trying to seperate idolism and feelings..
do i love the bf or the idol.. or both. or this is just a passing feeling...
my logic mind can differentiate reality... but the illogical mind doesnt seem to really work out..
to make things worse.. im not those tweens tats gushing over edward cullen or teens gushing over super junior. im way past that tweens and teens
im just the kind of fan who makes practical choices like just buying the cds..and will rather stay afar and cheer him on silently..
wats going on...
Originally posted by babyreyes:ive an idol.. im his big fan for years and counting.... and ive a bf..
i got to interact with my idol..i was dirt lucky to bump into him during his leisure time..i have never in my life dreamt that i will actually meet idol...
ok i travelled all the way overseas with a friend for clothes shopping...she wanted to start some clothing online thingy.. we met him near by his HQ/office..he was alone..even more fortunate.. he was surprisingly nice..took photos together..chit chat for awhile..
then i got stuck...i came home in a daze... i start to miss this idol...
the bf was aware tat im a big big fan of idol..he was also know of my trip and the brief encounter i had...we have a pretty stable relationship.. no major issue or fallout ..just tat on one occassion i fell sick becos i was rushing a bday gift for this idoland didnt get enuff rest. i send idol things every yr for his bday..bf also helped me in the gift making..he respects me alot and a lot...
now im guilty.. im like thinking of another guy..
trying to seperate idolism and feelings..
do i love the bf or the idol.. or both. or this is just a passing feeling...
my logic mind can differentiate reality... but the illogical mind doesnt seem to really work out..
to make things worse.. im not those tweens tats gushing over edward cullen or teens gushing over super junior. im way past that tweens and teens
im just the kind of fan who makes practical choices like just buying the cds..and will rather stay afar and cheer him on silently..
wats going on...
you love both but in your heart, your idol is ranked number 1 and your bf is ranked number 2.
when anything comes to comparing your idol and your bf, you will choose to put in more efforts or sacrifice more for your idol than your bf.
LOL
I lub my Haido too!
me ish a fangal =X
Damnit! Y didn't I have your luck?!?! T.T me wanna meet my idol too!
Aiya, like you said lor...u better think long and hard about the difference between dreams and reality.
U're now probably just infatuated with this idol, over time this feeling would probably become less intense and you might even stop liking this celeb.
Give yourself some time la....and u shld probably tell this to ur BF, so that he can help you thru this confusing period. lol
You won't call him an idol if you're not obsessed with the guy.
I think they need to bring this kinda issues up more to the news.
Obsessions can destroy people..
Cool story sister
Your logical mind can't really distinguish between fantasy and reality.
It is possible to give up your bf and stalk your idol. You only have to be careless.
You have to realise that to your idol, you are just one of the thousands of nameless faceless fans to be polite to. If you get too close too often the idol would be annoyed and call security to throw you out. Remember that.
Better to live with your bf and enjoy the idol as a hobby only.
Originally posted by littlemissbonkers:LOL
I lub my Haido too!
me ish a fangal =X
Damnit! Y didn't I have your luck?!?! T.T me wanna meet my idol too!
Aiya, like you said lor...u better think long and hard about the difference between dreams and reality.
U're now probably just infatuated with this idol, over time this feeling would probably become less intense and you might even stop liking this celeb.
Give yourself some time la....and u shld probably tell this to ur BF, so that he can help you thru this confusing period. lol
Chiu ish a wo man that I can relate to.... 2 thumbs up.
Kind Regards
Genie
D:
TS think too much liao lah........
Originally posted by littlemissbonkers:LOL
I lub my Haido too!
me ish a fangal =X
Damnit! Y didn't I have your luck?!?! T.T me wanna meet my idol too!
Aiya, like you said lor...u better think long and hard about the difference between dreams and reality.
U're now probably just infatuated with this idol, over time this feeling would probably become less intense and you might even stop liking this celeb.
Give yourself some time la....and u shld probably tell this to ur BF, so that he can help you thru this confusing period. lol
hai..yeapx.. im one of the tens and thousands of fan he has..
we are really lucky we met him.. my friend likes this idol too..
bf since day 1 already know i got this idol. =X he doesnt say anything much about it..cos he met me as a fan girl. i cant bring myself to tell him oso.. this kind of things must not let him know..
wait my autographed cds and books will disappear u know.
the name of this idol is......?
Take a cold shower.....
u crossing the line between fan and crazed fan. suggest u stop for a while. ask ur bf to help you. take a holiday with your bf to some ulu island dont bring your mp3/4 player/phone and just cool off a bit, ya?
get back in touch with the real world. hello. they (your bf, family, friends) are here. your idol is just that... an idol.