Gee thanks for all those replies.

I guess I just needed a place to pour out my troubles.

Yeah... guess I should leave it all to fate... and let time mend my broken heart.

Or maybe I can use some witches' spells.

Just kidding.

boy in blues: i felt it wasn't possible... because that person is so far away now, and i probably won't ever get the chance to meet up with him anymore, let alone contact him. and all along... everything that has happened has been going against this... never mind lar. i'll just hope i'll find another person like him. anyway, i've got a long way ahead of me.

i felt quite sure about the spending life that part because well... yep yunhaier is true... i won't ever know unless I have already spent my life with him. but he makes up for what i don't have, and vice versa... etc etc... so i don't know. i feel that... if we ever do manage to get together, i know i'll put in all i have to keep this relationship going well...
what am i saying.

i need some food.
