Juz think of your project and nothing else, although I knw it's difficult, but try to keep yourself occupied so tt u can forget the unpleasant memories, all the best to your presentatn tomorow...Originally posted by fedora:Here again.
I'm supposed to be concentrating on a project.. Have to present it tomorrow...
Can't concentrate.. My mind draws a complete blank.. i NEED to get this project done!
Yet like a ghost, his memory keeps haunting me.. Days of our past..flash right across my mind's eye...like a well oiled machine.. churning those bright clear pictures out..
Getting a headache..
One shld not dwell in the past..but one is most comfortable there.. memories so sweet i can almost taste it..
Now i understand that the life i have been living after him is nothing but a dream..layer upon layer upon layer of masks have been put up.. walls upon walls have been built around the hurt to hide it..
I just want to get on with my life knowing that everything is fine.. but is that wat i really want? no..wat i really want is to grief..
so lost..grief for the lost moment..never to return again..
damn..i need to continue my project..
All this is just a natural part of life... NOT ONLY love... When a certain portion of your life have benn 'disappointed' or likewise... You tends to hide from it or forget about it... DISCARDING it as YOUR PAST and NO LONGER part of your whole... Hence, the feeling of 'part of you felt dead' comes in...Originally posted by fedora:just want to type this out..just a little something i need to say..
I'm still in a daze, dunno wat to say. Didnt hear from him from the time we went our separate ways. I got a mail from him today. It was a simple one..hell it was just a forwarded one informing his frens of a change in email address..
It got harder to breath..my hands went cold..
Why do i feel like this? It was over a long time ago..i bet he's having a good life now with someone new. I'm leading a good life with someone too..
But why do i still feel like a part of me has just died everytime i think of him?
Stupid i know. Dumb. But wat can i do? I've been trying to forget for so long...his face, his smile, his laughter.. i still remember so well......
There are certain songs i can never listen to again..certain places i'll never visit again..certain words i'll never speak again.. all in the name of love.....
Hmm... Just noticed, VERY INTERESTING signature you've got there...?Originally posted by fedora:Here again.
I'm supposed to be concentrating on a project.. Have to present it tomorrow...
Can't concentrate.. My mind draws a complete blank.. i NEED to get this project done!
Yet like a ghost, his memory keeps haunting me.. Days of our past..flash right across my mind's eye...like a well oiled machine.. churning those bright clear pictures out..
Getting a headache..
One shld not dwell in the past..but one is most comfortable there.. memories so sweet i can almost taste it..
Now i understand that the life i have been living after him is nothing but a dream..layer upon layer upon layer of masks have been put up.. walls upon walls have been built around the hurt to hide it..
I just want to get on with my life knowing that everything is fine.. but is that wat i really want? no..wat i really want is to grief..
so lost..grief for the lost moment..never to return again..
damn..i need to continue my project..
If a problem can come all the way back from the PAST SO FAR away... It's NOT without a cause....Originally posted by mikegk_76:Juz think of your project and nothing else, although I knw it's difficult, but try to keep yourself occupied so tt u can forget the unpleasant memories, all the best to your presentatn tomorow...
Originally posted by joanne:how come u are attached now yet u are still thinking of him? thats not too rite leh.. well, perhaps u should force urself to listen to the songs that u dun dare to hear again..n go to those places..overcome the emotional barriers n i think u will feel better.. thats wat my fren did n she succeeded...
Congrats to ur fren joanne.. i really envy her.. if only it was that simple..Originally posted by joanne:how come u are attached now yet u are still thinking of him? thats not too rite leh.. well, perhaps u should force urself to listen to the songs that u dun dare to hear again..n go to those places..overcome the emotional barriers n i think u will feel better.. thats wat my fren did n she succeeded...
Hey Sandeee.. =)Originally posted by UgLy BuT AdOrabLe:Fedo Fedo!
Forget him, i command u to forget him!! :p :p forget as in, get on with ur life, he's a memory now..... n dun forget, u have a bf now one ar...must be faithful, its unfair to him.
call me if need be, okie? I'll be waiting
Originally posted by Devil1976:[/B][/QUOTE]
[b]Hmm... Just noticed, VERY INTERESTING signature you've got there...?
Hmm... Perhaps you've practiced a correct method in a wrong way (mentality?)Originally posted by fedora:Congrats to ur fren joanne.. i really envy her.. if only it was that simple..
I've tried listening to the songs..but had to stop halfway coz couldn't take it..
I know it's unfair..and i've tried..but guess i'm just not strong enough..
Originally posted by fedora:[b] thanks..my fren told me this once.. after much thinking..it made sense..
no.. not perfect.. it just really made sense.. =)Originally posted by Devil1976:So I reckon it must be a VERY MEANINGFUL phrase for you now...? Hmm... PREFECT?
Hehheh... SMART GIRL... Glad you see through the point and don't indulge in it blindly...Originally posted by fedora:no.. not perfect.. it just really made sense.. =)
You've SAID that BEFORE already... How about something NEW...?Originally posted by blackhair:hahahahahahahahahahaah......cantonese serial...hahahaha