Guess i mus b siaoz...normaly tis time..i am sleping like a pig..n my dreams..
hhaa today kinda sad sia............jus nw coming hm ...in bus....i saw my long lost fren....at the bus stop....she didnt see me...
...i was so shocked...n aso canot immediately confirm is her..then when i takin second look,...is her...she gt tat kind of ah lian face which is still so memorable...

..6 yrs nv see her liaoz...i still remember...i was so happy.....................However...........TOO LATE!!!...i realised....bus is air con...there's no window.......i canot shout to call her.................!!

the bus drive off...i wanted to get down...bt bus alot of ppl v crowded....stuck in middle of bus......realy sad.....................we r so near yet so far...............along my way hm in bus...abit watery eyes..............
cos she is once my best fren......one yr older....too bad we lost in contact............we used to go each other hm play, go out play....go sch play...can tok almost everyting with each other.....eat together...shop together...bio chiobu n yandao together....etc etc.......But....when she grad...she went to work..........n i was havin o levels............everytime she called me out..i will always reject n say i busy studying...(Wat a nerd am i) aso bcos my mum dn let me out at tat period.......so she work...i study.....then lesser n lesser contact.....
realy regret y i nv keep in contact wit her........haiz......these few yrs have been lookin for her..bt to no avail...she told me b4..cos gt some ppl di siao her.....she change her pone no....few times......n ..she changed her name due to one fortune teller told her mum for more luck. reasons...tat time i dn even ask her full name .....nw i dn even know her name!......i went to her house many times b4...bt i am a directional idiot.........*sign..
.....she gt my contact no.....y she nv contact me .

...dn tell me she aso lost my no? or mayb as time pass by...ppl tend to forgt those who ever spend happy and sad times together.......or issit new frens new work...new life...?..........

anyone can help me?....dn ask me to wait at tat bus stop every nite?

realy hope to find her again ................

i gt many frens always leave me one by one...sometimes i wonder y aso.....
...haiz...wks ago i aso saw one sec fren 6 yrs nv meet...she is once my neighbour...n best fren...always go play together....later she moved house...mayb gt our own life so nv contact aso..haiz..........then tat day saw her aso paused for few sec....she ask to meet for outing one day....i am happy bt aso feel tat meet liao aso nth much to tok...
...............dono y ....is oni this fren whom i saw jus nw in bus.......i gt so many tings to say to her......cos she is much more closer to me........hope the day will come.......to see her in streets againz..............sometimes is mayb fate....today i jus met her...mayb will have 2nd time soon

sorry for the lengthy post............

tink alot on the past..when we r both together..............OMG i nt lesbian hor......jus tat i treasure her as my best fren...actualy can oni blame myself..when she around nv cherish her....
hw to find her? ........haiz..............any ideas?

tonite wo shi mian le...