First of all, I am a secondary school student that is in a particular CCA. I actually don't mind my CCA activities but I honestly find CCA very stressful and it's even worse than my study stress and everything else combined. Whenever I think about it I feel even worse. This is because I really, really detest my CCA mates and I feel uncomfortable even around those I like more in my CCA.
We have an elections coming up in August and we have to do an interview in front of the whole CCA. I feel very anxious because my CCA is full of politics and b*tches who are very close to the seniors but treat me like s*it even though we are in the same level. I can't skip my CCA and I feel very, very, very anxious going to CCA. I've tried multiple times to make friends with this other bitchy clique but they have all shot me down or put up some kind of false personality. Even though we are supposed to be bonded!
I'm not sure how to put it into words but I just hate being surrounded by these people and the thought of them makes me feel like vomiting /very anxious and I can only worry about it.
Is there anyway to stop getting stressed by these trivial issues? Should I take to my CCA teachers or form teachers? Advice would be appreciated.
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