I hate this
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My Life...the nicer u r the more pple taking u for granted y is everyone treating me like this for watever reason they all always angry...why god...i feel so hurt by all this.....so lost so pain......yet my love ones y dun they understand anger does not solve a thing only add to my woes must i die before they know how to appreciae me...y take me for granted i am just a ger..who needs he love..yet he is making it so hard for me...the more i love the more i am hurt tell me wat to do..i am really just a ger. is it fun to see yr loved ones in pain...or mayb he doesnt really love me..mayb no one does.
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wat happen?
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hey dearie.. you've hit rock bottom of the well. please post whatever repressed feelings you have, you'll feel better, trust me...
we may not be able to tell you what to do, at least dont have those pent up inside you...
we're all here.. *hug*
cheerzOriginally posted by LingLing aKa LoVeAnGeL:My Life...the nicer u r the more pple taking u for granted y is everyone treating me like this for watever reason they all always angry...why god...i feel so hurt by all this.....so lost so pain......yet my love ones y dun they understand anger does not solve a thing only add to my woes must i die before they know how to appreciae me...y take me for granted i am just a ger..who needs he love..yet he is making it so hard for me...the more i love the more i am hurt tell me wat to do..i am really just a ger. is it fun to see yr loved ones in pain...or mayb he doesnt really love me..mayb no one does. -
u can feel down, now, but... dun think of dying... for... that's a rather selfish thought.... ppl ard u care, in a way, but it's whether u can see it or not...
as for ur bf....
what are the problems that u are facing??
if u think u have been treated unfairly, does talking it thru help?
usually, in r/s, communication is impt.... if even that is lacking, maybe the r/s isn't strong.....
hope things go well for u... -
geeze i dun know wats love lah...the more i love the more hurt he trusts upon me is that love....geeze.......i dun know how to say it all out..there are just too many feelings in me all mixed up...i only know tat i am always giving in...my fam friends n even my bf....its just staring to take out a toll on me...i am so drained out n exhausted yet i must act brave....so tiring...no one understands...i wont commit suicide..i just thinking is death the only way to make ppl appreaciate wat u have..but silly i will never do it....my life may b useless to they all but to me it is a treasure...there is no one else like me...i am just really tired pray for me its just pms..haha
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Think positively and you'll find life's ordeals are meant to make you stronger and better. Think negatively, they'll end up breaking you. Take it in your stride, young lady... nothing's ever too big to hold u down.
You do not feel appreciated at this moment coz you're drained off emotions and tired from giving too much, yet receiving too little. You shouldn't have kept those pent up feelings in you, thus accumulating them. Like a balloon which will eventually burst when it's inflated till it's extreme, what you're feeling now is exactly like the state of a balloon. Release some of your repressed feelings, write it down, talk it out... you'll feel better.
Once again, we'll be here to lend u a supporting ear with a heart, should you decide on sharing.
Wish you well and may you rise to the ocassion...
Originally posted by LingLing aKa LoVeAnGeL:geeze i dun know wats love lah...the more i love the more hurt he trusts upon me is that love....geeze.......i dun know how to say it all out..there are just too many feelings in me all mixed up...i only know tat i am always giving in...my fam friends n even my bf....its just staring to take out a toll on me...i am so drained out n exhausted yet i must act brave....so tiring...no one understands...i wont commit suicide..i just thinking is death the only way to make ppl appreaciate wat u have..but silly i will never do it....my life may b useless to they all but to me it is a treasure...there is no one else like me...i am just really tired pray for me its just pms..haha -
Originally posted by LingLing aKa LoVeAnGeL:
geeze i dun know wats love lah...the more i love the more hurt he trusts upon me is that love....geeze.......i dun know how to say it all out..there are just too many feelings in me all mixed up...i only know tat i am always giving in...my fam friends n even my bf....its just staring to take out a toll on me...i am so drained out n exhausted yet i must act brave....so tiring...no one understands...
Love is only all about giving though it's certainly important that you know how to give in love relationships... If you feel that your feelings are all mixed up, just relax and calm yourself down... They'll probably just settle down in time to come...
Just as much as you understand that your life is important to you, you should learn to love yourself as much as you love the others around you... You don't always have to act so brave... If you're tired just rest... If you're sad just cry... Afterall you're only a human...? You're no machine, there's a limit to what you can take.... If you need, get yourself someone whom you can pour out your feelings to... I'm sure it's possible to find one....
i wont commit suicide..i just thinking is death the only way to make ppl appreaciate wat u have..
Not true... In Life, there're many ways for people to appreciate who you are.... Death is just a more drastic one... Whether you prove your point or not, you won't be around to find out... Now it's commonly known as a DELUSION... As if you come to think of it when you're not troubled and in your right frame of mind, you'll probably realise that whatever reasons you give for suicide are just twisted views and facts...
but silly i will never do it....my life may b useless to they all but to me it is a treasure...there is no one else like me...
Glad ya think that way...?
i am just really tired pray for me its just pms..haha
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Glad u won't commit suicide. coz it won;t solve the solution.Originally posted by LingLing aKa LoVeAnGeL:geeze i dun know wats love lah...the more i love the more hurt he trusts upon me is that love....geeze.......i dun know how to say it all out..there are just too many feelings in me all mixed up...i only know tat i am always giving in...my fam friends n even my bf....its just staring to take out a toll on me...i am so drained out n exhausted yet i must act brave....so tiring...no one understands...i wont commit suicide..i just thinking is death the only way to make ppl appreaciate wat u have..but silly i will never do it....my life may b useless to they all but to me it is a treasure...there is no one else like me...i am just really tired pray for me its just pms..haha
bf takin u 4 granted. hmmm y don;t u give him a lesson. refuse to talk to him, answer his call for 1 month. Sees how he begs to be back with u. If he doesn't..then probably its time u give up this r/s.
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As for your frens. I guess u have to stay firm. Learn to say "No".
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commiting suicide doesn't solve anything... thru tt onli when you're gone then will ppl start appreciate u but no need for such drastic measures! just rem to move on... stay happy and smile always and hope that things will turn out fine 4 u
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take things easy...Originally posted by LingLing aKa LoVeAnGeL:My Life...the nicer u r the more pple taking u for granted y is everyone treating me like this for watever reason they all always angry...why god...i feel so hurt by all this.....so lost so pain......yet my love ones y dun they understand anger does not solve a thing only add to my woes must i die before they know how to appreciae me...y take me for granted i am just a ger..who needs he love..yet he is making it so hard for me...the more i love the more i am hurt tell me wat to do..i am really just a ger. is it fun to see yr loved ones in pain...or mayb he doesnt really love me..mayb no one does.
if he don't luv you, there's still others who does... do you wish to break the heart those who luv you? maybe they're reserve when it comes to showing luv but no doubt they do luv you...
don't do silly things to hurt those who really luv you... you'll break their heart... and the damage done will be permenant