"wounds can only heal with time, but long long does it mean?"
30 June 2003 2026 just came back from exam and was feeling tired. has been like 6mths for A and 3 mths for B........ Seems to be like system incompatible but yet was so close tat time. we seems to be able to chat like friends on phone, but whenever our eyes meet, just feel like turning away. just called A an hour ago.... out of my expectation, i still feel for her. a feeling which i never felt b4. if i were to use words to describe, i would say it is something between care and disappointment. feel like toking to her however i cant seems to be open to her so i choose to retreat for it is something which i like but will not ever get. so i end it fast. i knew our road will never cross again. somehow i know thoughts ran throught my mind.......
7-8 mths ago "sorry i dont have any feel for u, but i hope u will find someone better" i blame myself for being incapable and draw a line "dont worry, i will not do another thing or say another word" tat is when a beautiful friendship ends.... i weep in front of a baby crow which i found......
a while later she is attached and it was someone who is quite well off.... subconsioiusly, still blaming myself for a loser..... perhaps she deserve someone better.
some time back some of my friends and i tok about her and they say she is always spoted with many different guys. and when i mention tat she is a "feel" person, they reply "Ya right!!!" there was once i took a lift with her and her bf i am standing bet them, i tried to stay cool and look on the ground...... but my blood was boiling and my breath picking up. she quickly pull her bf out of the life once the door open.
present and reality live life as it comes....... i just hope i will be release one day.....
To be continue..........[/u]
SingaporeTyrannosaur
Neo can fly without wings...
KWSW
In real life I dun think so... In your dreams maybe can...
ashgoh
You don't have to fly, u just have to learn to let go.
You have already broke off with her back then. Ans she has since chosen someone else. Its time you move on in search of others. What is meant to happen has happened, no use looking bad. Just don't repeat the same mistake.
Devil1976
Fanatical_Knight
Fly SIA airlines and do our economy a favour by flying 1st CLASS! Help Singapore fight economic downturn! That way you fly without wings!
sh|nY_BoY
no one can fly without wings lah..even ANGEL got wings..