walking alone again....
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tough indeed.miss spending wkend with her,holding her hand,touching her hair,talking/sms her at nite,the feeling of loving n holding someone u love close to u.hopy says i seems ok but in fact i'm still not.i'm still very vulnerable n lost.guess work is the best form of medicine for me now but i'm still thinking of her at this very moment....
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me too
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cheer up! if u never had the chance to walk alone u wont noe the happiness of not having to do it. similarly, u wont be feeling so sad about walking alone if u haven had the experience of not doing it.
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At least you got a partner, there are people who are still single.
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Is it over
so I can come out of the corner of my bed
I don't feel alive
I feel so dead.
Did the world stop spinning
so theres no more pain,
u left me no reason
don't you feel ashamed?
When does everything stop growing
so no seasons pass me by,
hours feel like nano seconds
every day I cry.
Does my heart
stop loving
since there's no one to love here,
losing you was my biggest fear.
Does my soul stop searching
since your gone,
without you I swear
I'm not that strong.
Did the merry-go-round
stop going round
since you went away,
there once was a beautiful sun shining on me
but now there's not even one ray.
Is the moon stop shining
because you left me alone,
now I'm scared
and really really cold.
Does the wind stop its howl
since there's no more breath we share,
once you loved me
and really did care.
Does the sun stop,
and its brillant rays vanish because you said I won't try
I want to know the answers
tell me why.
Do the seeing people go blind
because you blinded me
with your words
pretending to love me,
I'm the only one you will need
how come you can't see?
Does everything stop working
just all frozen in time,
I still miss the days
that I could call you mine.
Cheer uPz.. -
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Time will help you do the job... slowly you will get used to not having someone around you and you will also cherish the next one that will be around you next time...
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it's been 2 and one half months... i still have episodes where i am just totally lost, and unable to do anything... and i try to control the tears...
and in my room, i do break down in uncontrollable sobs sometimes...
i love her...
so, you are not alone in your loneliness and feeling of loss... there must be millions out there just like us...
take care yah?
p.s.
we still keep in contact occasionally.. mayhap we can rebuild the pieces.. she has thoughts about it... and i do too.. and what we had was so special, good and precious... was a matter of bad time and place... baggage not put away yet... mayhap, we can...