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In your perfect world
Family, friends, career, studies etc.
Everything is far more important to you than me
You have changed into someone whom i do not know anymore
But there were lots of times
When i believe that no matter what happens
We will always be together
It came to a point
Where i have to live a lie
My life is a lie
My family isn't my family
I am an orphan who got adopted
I am glad that my parents brought me up
When i was happy, sad, lonely or depress
You are never around
You are always with everyone else
Doing all sorts of things
No call or sms from you
You always say that you are busy
With school work, family or friends
But only God knows if what you said was true
You always bluff your way out
In the end, i still believe every word you said
Because i am fool who is in love with you
A fool, i will always be
But when i want let go
And you come running back in tears
Saying things that would make me change my mind
In the end, i ended up patching with you
But things turns out the same
I hope one fine day
I can be my old self
Where i don't care about anything
To that day where whether you love me or not
Didn't really matter at all
I have changed so much
Because of you
I really wonder if i can go back
I want to but i can't
I am now too weak to go back
A sad and miserable life i lead
Its not like as if you are going to care
Hoping one fine day
I will have the guts to tell you this
F**k off and have a nice day
Maybe then you will realized
That you have totally taken me forgranted
And even if you are in tears
I wouldn't go back ever again
I want to be truly loved by someone special
I too will love the special someone back truly
I pray and hope that in the end
The person isn't YOU. -
Wow, this is so honest. I really like it. I feel the same way you do buddy. Remember that when you are lonely, your not the only one. Im glad that at least you are trying to jump out. I am still stuck. I wish the best for you.
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Well, i am out whether i want to or not. Either way, i don't exist and i have never existed in her life for the past year and the half... i think! All i know is ever since she went into poly! We are together but at the same time not together, so i just gave up! I told her that but didn't get a reply... so i let it be! By the way, i glad that you liked it!Originally posted by Seabreeze:Wow, this is so honest. I really like it. I feel the same way you do buddy. Remember that when you are lonely, your not the only one. Im glad that at least you are trying to jump out. I am still stuck. I wish the best for you.
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Most of the times, i dont understand why it happens this way. I thought 2 people care enough for each other to enter a relationship. Dont understand why enter a relationship already then dont put in effort.....
I wish you luck.
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Well, this is life! I have already given up on her and i told her that i wanted to break up but she didn't reply me. Now, i just move on with my life and hope for the best! Thanks for your encouragement!Originally posted by Seabreeze:Most of the times, i dont understand why it happens this way. I thought 2 people care enough for each other to enter a relationship. Dont understand why enter a relationship already then dont put in effort.....
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Cheers Bro.Originally posted by Marmalade Boy:Well, this is life! I have already given up on her and i told her that i wanted to break up but she didn't reply me. Now, i just move on with my life and hope for the best! Thanks for your encouragement! -
I thought you already broke up with her.Originally posted by Marmalade Boy:Well, this is life! I have already given up on her and i told her that i wanted to break up but she didn't reply me. Now, i just move on with my life and hope for the best! Thanks for your encouragement! 
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sound like my story.... except less violence.....Originally posted by Marmalade Boy:Well, this is life! I have already given up on her and i told her that i wanted to break up but she didn't reply me. Now, i just move on with my life and hope for the best! Thanks for your encouragement!
anyway, who says life is not a storybook ?
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Thanks MC!Originally posted by M©+square:Cheers Bro. -
I did! But sometimes just feel sad, lost and empty. So, i write in the forums but then others always think that i am still with her and just broke up.Originally posted by Maya061:I thought you already broke up with her. So, i reply them! -
Agreed! ^5Originally posted by {WuMing}78:sound like my story.... except less violence.....
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Originally posted by Marmalade Boy:I did! But sometimes just feel sad, lost and empty. So, i write in the forums but then others always think that i am still with her and just broke up. So, i reply them!
well.. that's okay.. just remember that life goes on and someday you'll find someone better than her.
the memories will always be there but you gotta be tough. k ? (as if i'm tough myself.. ). -
Life, at a certain point in time, will appear to be not going anywhere for you, but it's just a passing phase. Cheer up, pal!
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I do hope to find someone who is better than her. I know that the memories will be there always... but i am as tough as ice.Originally posted by Maya061:
well.. that's okay.. just remember that life goes on and someday you'll find someone better than her.
the memories will always be there but you gotta be tough. k ? (as if i'm tough myself.. ). So, somedays... of course will melted away! 
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Thanks and i will try to at least! But sometimes just can't help it... know what i mean.Originally posted by frens76:Life, at a certain point in time, will appear to be not going anywhere for you, but it's just a passing phase. Cheer up, pal!