Originally posted by men_@_arms:
Had it an hour ago actually... been disturbed,, sweating.
I was at my 1st school in the 1st 3 months. Everyone were zombie like creatures, except this girl I knew. I kept tugging her to leave and run, but she wouldn't, so i carried her and ran. Ran to some highway without any route to get on the highway, I tossed her up to to safety (there were no cars for some reason). Then after that something decapitated me.
Then everything went black... and some white words said "many years later"... i saw her on the highway,,, as i left her.. looking down at my decapitated body below by the road. She was on the overhead highway.
Next I was at some building and was crushing people, they were suffering and i was enjoying it. The girl was among them. Then everyone I know, my teachers, pupils were surrounding me protesting, saying they hate me.THen i woke up.
That was really disturbing, does it say anything about my character?
Not sure... But somehow I sense there's a struggle going on within you... Like you wanna have acceptance... But it's too tiring a task that you don't really care? The mentality's a little like... Why not just let go of everything and don't care? Do the things you wanna do and be who you wanna be.... Don't care about how people look at you?