ARGGHHH@!!!!!!@!!@#!!
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many years ago, I had a relationship witH my Ex for 5 plus Years and she left me during ARMY. Took me a while to pick myself up and gotten myself a new gal. 3 years later, she told me it was over.
ARGHHH.... this damn world is CRAP! Fucking CRAP! Loyaity aint wORTH a bloodY bit. -
I am a FuCking LOSER!!!!!!!
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you dun have to be one...
put ur faith in God once again and see for urself
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he has forsaken me twice... I do not want to believe and get hurt again.Originally posted by NeonTetra:you dun have to be one...
put ur faith in God once again and see for urself
2 times i have prayed and get screwed. -
he has forsaken me twice... I do not want to believe and get hurt again.Originally posted by NeonTetra:you dun have to be one...
put ur faith in God once again and see for urself
2 times i have prayed and get screwed.
I think I will be better off selling what's left of my soul to the devil -
come on... dun berate urself as a loser... a r/s is not something jus to do with loyalty and duration of it... many factors play a part... maybe be you might happen to miss out the crucial factors the gal is looking for... anyway there are still many great babes outside to be discovered... you have to pick urself up to find the right one...being sad or frustrated wouldn't help.
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you've lost people you love.. yet you are STILL ALIVE!!
remember.. you are STILL ALIVE!!
things happen.. sometimes, we suffer.. what is it compared to the real suffering people?
people who have been abandoned by their own flesh and blood? people who have known only suffering and poverty all their lives?
yet, they are STILL ALIVE!!
and what more, they are LIVING instead of just existing...
it hurts.. DAMN IT HURTS.. it hurts so much you wanna walk into the path of a speeding bus..
that, teaches you how good it can be if it works...
so, you do not want to feel pain again? i told this to someone before.. brutally frank.. if you do not want to risk pain again, you have NO RIGHT to the happiness of love..
i don't know.. whatever does not kill me, i stand up and become stronger for it.. knowing that it WILL NOT KILL ME.. it will NEVER get me down...
and i THANK GOD each day i'm alive! that i can look again, for someone to offer my love, my honour, my respect and my admiration to.. and to look for one who will love me back...
this may sound brutal.. if you just quit, you are lost... sometimes, the mark of our humanity is in the struggle...
i hope you find peace... and love... not now perhaps? may in the future.. never become a cynical jaded and unfeeling person just because life dealt you a few lemons.. i don't think anyone can be that weak...
fight it.. be strong..
be well... -
I never fail to be amazed by how people expect their lives to be completely free of troubles and trials, as if God MUST make sure everything in their lives goes properly for THEIR purpose... somebody live in the third world for a while please...
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ytes I am a complete picea of siht. I am waetsd and drunk.Originally posted by SingaporeTyrannosaur:I never fail to be amazed by how people expect their lives to be completely free of troubles and trials, as if God MUST make sure everything in their lives goes properly for THEIR purpose... somebody live in the third world for a while please...
mayabe I dun belong heree. -
yeah.. right.. sure.. pity yourself...
pick yourself up!Originally posted by timbernood:ytes I am a complete picea of siht. I am waetsd and drunk.
mayabe I dun belong heree. -
17 floers of heven i come
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there will be cuts and bruises after a fall...but eventually u will still find strength to get up and start walking...it will be painful at first, and it will heal...u know that u would not let urself falls so easily the next time round. U have to stop all this damages... go cried out some where ... Tell urself that u will be doing better then what u are now and improve on urself...prove to others and make them regret of their decision.
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U shoudn't do anything silly for those who dun treasure u ! U will only hurt those who really care about u.Originally posted by timbernood:17 floers of heven i come
besides that place needs invitation.... -
BEN A FUCKING GOOD CHRISTAN BELIVE AND STUFF AND THE SECONDS FUCKIG TIME IT HAVE TO CUM TO THIS. I HAD IT. IT IS THE FINAL TIME I AM GOING 2W BE LIEVE THAT SPRITUAL ATACK IS TURN. DO H E TAKE MW AS A FOOL
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no he dun take u as a fool...Originally posted by timbernood:BEN A FUCKING GOOD CHRISTAN BELIVE AND STUFF AND THE SECONDS FUCKIG TIME IT HAVE TO CUM TO THIS. I HAD IT. IT IS THE FINAL TIME I AM GOING 2W BE LIEVE THAT SPRITUAL ATACK IS TURN. DO H E TAKE MW AS A FOOL
if he take u as a fool... he have to take the rest of us as a fool ... so it make us no different from each other... so no fool ...
u can't give up now... he might be trying to condition you for the final gal that is being plan...
he have to put tests in our life to see if we are up to the level to handle better ones. -
self pity.. hmm...Originally posted by timbernood:BEN A FUCKING GOOD CHRISTAN BELIVE AND STUFF AND THE SECONDS FUCKIG TIME IT HAVE TO CUM TO THIS. I HAD IT. IT IS THE FINAL TIME I AM GOING 2W BE LIEVE THAT SPRITUAL ATACK IS TURN. DO H E TAKE MW AS A FOOL
god made us in his likeness...
maybe he was a fool to create u...
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There will be reason for things to happen... whether good or bad...
it is for u to realise the reason behind it...if u think it is unfair to u... FIGHT then !!! defies it ... learn and stop making the same mistake...acknowledge your flaws and start correcting it. Each steps u take will be 1 less flaw in u... eventually you will be close to flawless... -
If you're sober and if you're willing, perhaps you might want to calm down and pen your story, share the background of the matter. Each of us have our struggles, losses, disappointments, such is life but He is there with His promises; that is hope.
There's much to say but words fall on deaf ears when you're in pain, be strong, be wise. -
everyone have his/her unique purpose...Originally posted by audlenelee:self pity.. hmm...
god made us in his likeness...
maybe he was a fool to create u...
but there is also a common purpose in everyone...
to serve as a lesson to another person.
self pity?
everyone will more or less go through this stage...
consious or subconsious... -
never give up...and don't do anythings silly...
just try to think how will your parents think when somethings happen to u....don't just b'cas of a failure then u going to give up everything...there are more meaningful things waiting for you to do...
go get it...and relationship is like this...once u have to end it u have to...no point dragging on....when the love is already gone...and im sure that everyone here has been thru this kind of feeling also...and we all managed to come over it and y can't u?
just take care...and start a new life...
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true... i agree... but no one shd threaten to take away his/her life...Originally posted by Twincat:everyone have his/her unique purpose...
but there is also a common purpose in everyone...
to serve as a lesson to another person.
self pity?
everyone will more or less go through this stage...
consious or subconsious... -
dun wori, theres plenty of gals out there... go seek professional help...Originally posted by timbernood:ytes I am a complete picea of siht. I am waetsd and drunk.
mayabe I dun belong heree. -
Really? Selling it to me? How much is it worth? I'm not a trash collector you know?Originally posted by timbernood:he has forsaken me twice... I do not want to believe and get hurt again.
2 times i have prayed and get screwed.
I think I will be better off selling what's left of my soul to the devil
By your definition of a 'loser', there certainly would be too many in the streets.... Things come, things end.... What's new?
And I thought it's your decision to get drunk and have your life wasted away... What does that got to do with your god? Your god bought you the alcohols? -
Yeah this world is FUcKED up.
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BEN A FUCKING GOOD CHRISTAN BELIVE AND STUFF AND THE SECONDS FUCKIG TIME IT HAVE TO CUM TO THIS. I HAD IT. IT IS THE FINAL TIME I AM GOING 2W BE LIEVE THAT SPRITUAL ATACK IS TURN. DO H E TAKE MW AS A FOOL
YEah end it mate, Finish it. He abandoned us both, well... he never was with me to begin with, but that's besides the point. End it mate, I wish i could do the same but I lack the courage you so clearly have.
Sayg oodbye to the cruel world.