Disturbing dream
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I just had a very disturbing dream: Decided to put this in Aunt Agony rather than Chit Chat, because it really is giving me the shivers.
I dreamt I was with this girl I like in school, she was talking to me about some problem or something, I put my arm around her and that was it.
After that I was in class, and this guy whom I pissed off a while ago due to some silly reason; which was: I asked him a definition of econs term, he said he did not know, I said "ok nvm, I thought you were the econs whiz", and he said I pissed him off. I apologised to him afterwards that day. Anyway, this guy + a few of the girls pinned me and boxed me into the corner of the class, the guy started kicking my groin, which did not hurt physcially (dream) but emotionally, in front of everyone.
Then suddenly I was at this power-boat marina with my class, all whom I can't really click with or socialise with in general. I was on this power-boat being driven by one of the girls, the boat was realling wobbly and it spun round and round. I leant of the edge of the boat and caused it to flip over. I plunged into the water, while the boat sped towards a jetty where the rest of the class was, KABOOM! I did not see anyone dying, just the explosion.
Then the guy whom i mentioned in 2nd paragraph, he was in the water with me and said it was my fault the boat crashed blah blah blah, giving me dirty looks. While in the water I asked him why he did what he did to me in paragraph 2. He just swam away without answering. I got angry, I took out my swiss army knife from my pocket and swam after him, he was taller than me so it was hard to do, grabbed him and slit his throat, the water ran red with blood... then I woke up.
Omg, what am I becoming?
Sidenote: TO all those army people and commandos there, if you were out on a mission and you have to kill guards and stuff (like in the movies) to reach your objective. How exactly do you kill a taller guard? Like way taller? Let me make this quite clear, my dream just made me think about this, I do not want in ANYWAY to harm anyone, taller or shorter. -
few weeks ago.. i dreamt that i was at home whn a salesperson came in and wanted to sell me some stuff abt laundry or something.. i didnt want n the salesperson said sumting bad abt me. thn my gf got angry n took a rod... n ran after him into the masterbed room.. i immediatly followed n whn i ran into the room, and thats when i saw fresh red blood dripping from the wall.. i could almost smell the blood in my dream.. and i immediatly continue into the toilet of the bedroom. tts when i saw my gf kneeling down at the corpse.. lying down motionless.. my gf was sobbing uncontrollably with fear in her eyes.. the whole ground was bloody, n there was more blood on the wall of the inside of the toilet... it was all damn bloody... at that time.. n she kept asking me why did she do it.. thn it was like.. i was so scared that i some how knew i was in a dream.. n i force myself to wake up.. whn i did.. i was in a shock.. my limbs were all numb... like after a 10km run.. and my chest felt very heavy... it was like the shock i felt in my dream carried over to whn i woke up.. n i was on the verge on crying.. my eyes were like hot with tears.. nv had a nightmare like that before....
i can still remember vividly how it felt when i woke up even till now.. -
That is exactly how I feel NOW ffs!
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just calm yourself down.. do something to occupy yourself.. coz its probably not going to happen. and no.. you are not a psycho.. as long as it pertains to dream.. you are fine..
dreams and real life is a line difference.. but i can a nylon string difference too... transparently realistic... but hard to break... -
I remember onces I dreamt that I was caught in the Black Hawk Down incident and had to dodge RPGs and shoot back at Somalis...
Another really disturbing dream was when my friend annoyed me so much (actually he did something really bad) that I started cursing him with vulgarities, which is strange for me, for in real life I do not use a single word of vulgarities... even under extreme duress... -
hmm... one of my most disturbing dreams was that i simply beat someone to death. murdered him in cold blood and i didn't even know the guy. the horror of the dream was the aftermath of the murder, when i knew i had committed a crime, and that it was a crime punishable by death, and the feeling of dread, of fearful anticipation, of knowing the police were hnting me down, and how i was finally caught. The emotions of being caught, of being hunted down like some prey, that was the nightmare...
i also had a dream earlier on, where i dreamt i was back in my primary school playground, and i was a student. it was morning assembly, and they were preparing to hang me from the chin up bars, because the school rules stated that the penalty for not handing up your homework was death, and i didn't hand up my homework the day b4, so i was going to be excecuted during the next morning assembly.
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i dun like dreams..
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This is how I feel personally....Originally posted by men_@_arms:I just had a very disturbing dream: Decided to put this in Aunt Agony rather than Chit Chat, because it really is giving me the shivers.
I dreamt I was with this girl I like in school, she was talking to me about some problem or something, I put my arm around her and that was it.
After that I was in class, and this guy whom I pissed off a while ago due to some silly reason; which was: I asked him a definition of econs term, he said he did not know, I said "ok nvm, I thought you were the econs whiz", and he said I pissed him off. I apologised to him afterwards that day. Anyway, this guy + a few of the girls pinned me and boxed me into the corner of the class, the guy started kicking my groin, which did not hurt physcially (dream) but emotionally, in front of everyone.
Then suddenly I was at this power-boat marina with my class, all whom I can't really click with or socialise with in general. I was on this power-boat being driven by one of the girls, the boat was realling wobbly and it spun round and round. I leant of the edge of the boat and caused it to flip over. I plunged into the water, while the boat sped towards a jetty where the rest of the class was, KABOOM! I did not see anyone dying, just the explosion.
Then the guy whom i mentioned in 2nd paragraph, he was in the water with me and said it was my fault the boat crashed blah blah blah, giving me dirty looks. While in the water I asked him why he did what he did to me in paragraph 2. He just swam away without answering. I got angry, I took out my swiss army knife from my pocket and swam after him, he was taller than me so it was hard to do, grabbed him and slit his throat, the water ran red with blood... then I woke up.
Omg, what am I becoming?
Sidenote: TO all those army people and commandos there, if you were out on a mission and you have to kill guards and stuff (like in the movies) to reach your objective. How exactly do you kill a taller guard? Like way taller? Let me make this quite clear, my dream just made me think about this, I do not want in ANYWAY to harm anyone, taller or shorter.
You feel that there's a caring part of you being suppressed. Like you're trying to reach out to the world, to the people around you.... Communicate... But seems like there's either no reason or no opportunity?
About the outstanding 'guy' in your dream... Just someone you wish to have him disappear from your life? (not necessarily having him killed in any sense) He can also be symbolic in your dream. A sign of 'suppression'. -
My thoughts... Likely of the 2 possibilities...Originally posted by torx:few weeks ago.. i dreamt that i was at home whn a salesperson came in and wanted to sell me some stuff abt laundry or something.. i didnt want n the salesperson said sumting bad abt me. thn my gf got angry n took a rod... n ran after him into the masterbed room.. i immediatly followed n whn i ran into the room, and thats when i saw fresh red blood dripping from the wall.. i could almost smell the blood in my dream.. and i immediatly continue into the toilet of the bedroom. tts when i saw my gf kneeling down at the corpse.. lying down motionless.. my gf was sobbing uncontrollably with fear in her eyes.. the whole ground was bloody, n there was more blood on the wall of the inside of the toilet... it was all damn bloody... at that time.. n she kept asking me why did she do it.. thn it was like.. i was so scared that i some how knew i was in a dream.. n i force myself to wake up.. whn i did.. i was in a shock.. my limbs were all numb... like after a 10km run.. and my chest felt very heavy... it was like the shock i felt in my dream carried over to whn i woke up.. n i was on the verge on crying.. my eyes were like hot with tears.. nv had a nightmare like that before....
i can still remember vividly how it felt when i woke up even till now..
1. It's just a 'sensual dream'. The context of the dream itself doesn't really hold anything meaningful. But rather, you may have experienced which left an 'impression' on you just around the period when you had that dream... It could be something 'physical' or something reallly left quite an 'impact' on your mind..
2. Your subconscious mind might have been triggered. Was there something which had happened to you probably quite long ago and long forgotten? Somehow that memory has been triggered off probably without you realising it around that period. -
you are too stress,try to find some thing to do to relax yourself...