u still love her.. go back...Originally posted by GOiN^CrAzY^SooN:What if you found out that all this while you have been lying to yourself? That you have never wanted to let go...that you never was able to forget all the wonderful moments both of you had...that the same image of you hugging her close keeps playing in your mind...that while you hoped that she would not call and at the end of the day you were disappointed and sad that she did not call...
What if you found out that she is the one and only one for you? What if you found out that she is the one person you wish to share all your happiness and sorrow with? What if whenever
something nice happens or you saw something which is beautiful...which is nice...and the first thing that would come to your mind would be..."How I wish she would be able to see this?"...Is this what you called love? How can something which hurts so much be termed Love? Well, I have been searching around for answers...and now I realised why...because in the midst of all the happiness and sadness...the contented and joyful look of a loved's one's face...makes everything that bring tears to you...that causes you sleepless nights...all seemingly mild and tolerable...
I have never been able to make up my mind to move on or to linger around...but now I have done so...
I will just follow what my heart desires...
deja vu...Originally posted by GOiN^CrAzY^SooN:What if you found out that all this while you have been lying to yourself? That you have never wanted to let go...that you never was able to forget all the wonderful moments both of you had...that the same image of you hugging her close keeps playing in your mind...that while you hoped that she would not call and at the end of the day you were disappointed and sad that she did not call...
What if you found out that she is the one and only one for you? What if you found out that she is the one person you wish to share all your happiness and sorrow with? What if whenever
something nice happens or you saw something which is beautiful...which is nice...and the first thing that would come to your mind would be..."How I wish she would be able to see this?"...Is this what you called love? How can something which hurts so much be termed Love? Well, I have been searching around for answers...and now I realised why...because in the midst of all the happiness and sadness...the contented and joyful look of a loved's one's face...makes everything that bring tears to you...that causes you sleepless nights...all seemingly mild and tolerable...
I have never been able to make up my mind to move on or to linger around...but now I have done so...
I will just follow what my heart desires...
You definately still love/care/feel for this girl .... BUT what was the cause of the breakup in the first place ? How long ago was it ?Originally posted by GOiN^CrAzY^SooN:What if you found out that all this while you have been lying to yourself? That you have never wanted to let go...that you never was able to forget all the wonderful moments both of you had...that the same image of you hugging her close keeps playing in your mind...that while you hoped that she would not call and at the end of the day you were disappointed and sad that she did not call...
What if you found out that she is the one and only one for you? What if you found out that she is the one person you wish to share all your happiness and sorrow with? What if whenever
something nice happens or you saw something which is beautiful...which is nice...and the first thing that would come to your mind would be..."How I wish she would be able to see this?"...Is this what you called love? How can something which hurts so much be termed Love? Well, I have been searching around for answers...and now I realised why...because in the midst of all the happiness and sadness...the contented and joyful look of a loved's one's face...makes everything that bring tears to you...that causes you sleepless nights...all seemingly mild and tolerable...
I have never been able to make up my mind to move on or to linger around...but now I have done so...
I will just follow what my heart desires...
Originally posted by True_Xerion:looks like u need The Bear's advice on this ....
that's good for you.Originally posted by GOiN^CrAzY^SooN:I have never been able to make up my mind to move on or to linger around...but now I have done so...
I will just follow what my heart desires...
Originally posted by springtime:Just a quote: the course of true love never did run smooth.....
Why people would want to forget something so beautiful in the first place?Originally posted by GOiN^CrAzY^SooN:What if you found out that all this while you have been lying to yourself? That you have never wanted to let go...that you never was able to forget all the wonderful moments both of you had...that the same image of you hugging her close keeps playing in your mind...that while you hoped that she would not call and at the end of the day you were disappointed and sad that she did not call...
What if you found out that she is the one and only one for you? What if you found out that she is the one person you wish to share all your happiness and sorrow with? What if whenever
something nice happens or you saw something which is beautiful...which is nice...and the first thing that would come to your mind would be..."How I wish she would be able to see this?"...Is this what you called love? How can something which hurts so much be termed Love? Well, I have been searching around for answers...and now I realised why...because in the midst of all the happiness and sadness...the contented and joyful look of a loved's one's face...makes everything that bring tears to you...that causes you sleepless nights...all seemingly mild and tolerable...
I have never been able to make up my mind to move on or to linger around...but now I have done so...
I will just follow what my heart desires...
My GOSH !!! You said almost the exact same thing my fren said to me before .... deja vu ..... scary .....Originally posted by GOiN^CrAzY^SooN:She has given me so many excuses (not verbally but just the way things are now) to let go...but yet...I still hung on despite all the hurt I felt throughout...
You know why? This is because I realised that there is no need to keep trying to suppress my feelings for her since my heart has long ago made up its' mind to stay....I am not expecting her to do anything nor am I expecting anything to happen to the both of them as long as she's happy and contented with being with her bf...
I just loved her more than I could have imagined in the first place...plain and simple...and I will do so however long my heart wishes me too...
Maybe I have learned to get used to it...*sighs*
How can it feels so nice but, at the same time, hurts so much....?
Originally posted by GOiN^CrAzY^SooN:How can it feels so nice but, at the same time, hurts so much....?