Feeling high.......
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I am not an alcoholic, but I enjoy the feeling of being high, the semi drunk state. I can laugh, relax, jokes and forget all my problems.
But now I am a bit afraid, because I find myself drinking more and more. Want to stop but yet longed for the high feeling. Maybe those who smoke will know how I feel.
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u better c a doctor b4 things get out of hand
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wat problems u haf dat makes u wanna forget them? better to solve than to try to forget them... it'll still come back to u when u are sober...
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hm.. u addicted to the feeling of high-ness?Originally posted by DeadPoet:I am not an alcoholic, but I enjoy the feeling of being high, the semi drunk state. I can laugh, relax, jokes and forget all my problems.
But now I am a bit afraid, because I find myself drinking more and more. Want to stop but yet longed for the high feeling. Maybe those who smoke will know how I feel.
well. consider the cost of doing tt, and the hangover the next dae. -
Originally posted by DeadPoet:I am not an alcoholic, but I enjoy the feeling of being high, the semi drunk state. I can laugh, relax, jokes and forget all my problems.
But now I am a bit afraid, because I find myself drinking more and more. Want to stop but yet longed for the high feeling. Maybe those who smoke will know how I feel.
What you need is an emotional cure - not physical ones. -
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face the problems.
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x2...Originally posted by Parka: face the problems. -
There was a period of time when I was exactly like you. It became so much of a habit that for a couple of mths, i was 'high' at least 3-5 times a week. Didn't really see much harm in it as it really helps me relax and have fun, until something unpleasant happened. when u are 'high', u basically say and do the things that simply came to ur mind without thinking and might offend others. Turned into a brawl and things got very ugly. the worst part is the next day u cant remember 100% of wat happen and after hearing bits n pieces frm others, the guilt is tremendous that i really learned to control nowadays... so stop before something happens to u...Originally posted by DeadPoet:I am not an alcoholic, but I enjoy the feeling of being high, the semi drunk state. I can laugh, relax, jokes and forget all my problems.
But now I am a bit afraid, because I find myself drinking more and more. Want to stop but yet longed for the high feeling. Maybe those who smoke will know how I feel. -
used to do that...
but realized it's kinda stupid...
self-pity is not pity...
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There're certainly other ways to forget about your problems and feel 'high'?Originally posted by DeadPoet:I am not an alcoholic, but I enjoy the feeling of being high, the semi drunk state. I can laugh, relax, jokes and forget all my problems.
But now I am a bit afraid, because I find myself drinking more and more. Want to stop but yet longed for the high feeling. Maybe those who smoke will know how I feel. -
Thanks for all the concerns. Getting high is only one of the way for me to deal with my problems. I also relax by listening to music, carrying weights and of course facing the problems head on.
What I am afraid now is that I longed for the high feeling for the sole purpose of getting that 'wonderful' feeling again. I feel good and I want more, I feel so alive. Find that I can't stop, like drinking coffee.
Maybe I do need to see a doctor. -
yeap.. same to me.. been doing dat since july 03 after parted with my gf.. still drink for at least twice a week at broadwalk..Originally posted by DeadPoet:I am not an alcoholic, but I enjoy the feeling of being high, the semi drunk state. I can laugh, relax, jokes and forget all my problems.
But now I am a bit afraid, because I find myself drinking more and more. Want to stop but yet longed for the high feeling. Maybe those who smoke will know how I feel.
been a non smoker last time and picking up cig daily now.. 4,5 sticks a day...
getting out of hand as u said.. but its tough to quit at dis moment. -
if u stil can control ur urge den good. jus abstain from it, and avoid places selling alcohol. do other things when u find urself thinking of a drink.Originally posted by DeadPoet:Thanks for all the concerns. Getting high is only one of the way for me to deal with my problems. I also relax by listening to music, carrying weights and of course facing the problems head on.
What I am afraid now is that I longed for the high feeling for the sole purpose of getting that 'wonderful' feeling again. I feel good and I want more, I feel so alive. Find that I can't stop, like drinking coffee.
Maybe I do need to see a doctor. -
no use to avoid problems by getting drunk,the next day u still have to face it,so just face the prob,settle it and stop yourself from drinking again...
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yeah.. though im equally guilty of it...Originally posted by Danisdead101times:no use to avoid problems by getting drunk,the next day u still have to face it,so just face the prob,settle it and stop yourself from drinking again... -
Though it's not a drug. Don't let it work like a drug on you?Originally posted by DeadPoet:Thanks for all the concerns. Getting high is only one of the way for me to deal with my problems. I also relax by listening to music, carrying weights and of course facing the problems head on.
What I am afraid now is that I longed for the high feeling for the sole purpose of getting that 'wonderful' feeling again. I feel good and I want more, I feel so alive. Find that I can't stop, like drinking coffee.
Maybe I do need to see a doctor. -
Yeah, i understand how you feel. i got into this shit after life got complicated.. Drink with your friends on the pretext of enjoyment and relaxation after tackling your problems, not drown your sorrows.Originally posted by DeadPoet:I am not an alcoholic, but I enjoy the feeling of being high, the semi drunk state. I can laugh, relax, jokes and forget all my problems.
But now I am a bit afraid, because I find myself drinking more and more. Want to stop but yet longed for the high feeling. Maybe those who smoke will know how I feel.
And please don't smoke. it's bloody hard to quit.
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For a moment, i thought this was about the other kind of high.. as in.. the d word. I'm afraid I'd be pounced on the next time I am at Changi airport if i say THAT word.
Are you seeking the high just as a form of escapism? It's like smoking.. a little gets more and more. -
As a form of escapism....... maybe.Originally posted by Lingos:For a moment, i thought this was about the other kind of high.. as in.. the d word. I'm afraid I'd be pounced on the next time I am at Changi airport if i say THAT word.
Are you seeking the high just as a form of escapism? It's like smoking.. a little gets more and more. -
jie jiu jiao chou chou geng chou.Originally posted by m@Rki:Yeah, i understand how you feel. i got into this shit after life got complicated.. Drink with your friends on the pretext of enjoyment and relaxation after tackling your problems, not drown your sorrows.
And please don't smoke. it's bloody hard to quit.
after getting drunk, u wil get a splitting headache the next dae, and ur problem is stil there.
so for tt brief period of relief, u get twice the headache. -
n dont forget....drinking gives u beer belly...
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are you having problems now? maybe shd seek help. i have studies keats poetry before, including la belle dame sans merci. it's about a knight who is lost among the world of imagination and illusion and reality.
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erm.. not till the extend of drunk ba.. juz sit down with frens.. relax.. smoke and drink and chit chat lor..Originally posted by Danisdead101times:no use to avoid problems by getting drunk,the next day u still have to face it,so just face the prob,settle it and stop yourself from drinking again...