Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit.
Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay~
Tree
The reason I'm called tree is because I'm good
at painting trees.
Overtime I start to use a tree on the right hand
corner as a trademark for all my watercolors
painting. I have dated 5 gals when I was in Pre-
U. There's one gal who I love a lot but never
dare go after her.
She doesn't have a pretty face, doesn't have a
good figure, doesn't have outstanding charm. She
is just a very ordinary gal.
I like her. I really like her. Like her
innocent, like her frankness.
Like her cuteness, like her intelligence and her
fragility. Reason for not going after her is
because I felt somebody so ordinary like her is
not a good match for me. I'm also afraid that
after we are together all the good feelings will
vanish. I'm also afraid other's gossips will
hurt her. I felt that if she's my gal, she will
be mine ultimately & I don't have to give up
everything just for her. The last reason, made
her accompany me for 3 years.
She watch me chase after gals, and I have make
her heart cry for 3 years.
She wants to be a good actress and I'm a very
demanding director.
When I kissed my 2nd girlfriend, she bumped into
us. She was embarrassed but smile & say "Go on!"
before running off. The next day, her eyes was
swollen like a walnut. I purposely didn't want
to think about what causes her to cry but laugh
at her the whole day. When everybody go back
home, she was alone crying in the classroom. She
didn't know that I returned from soccer training
to get something. I watch her cry for an hour or
so.
My 4th girlfriend didn't like her. There was
once when both of them quarreled. I know that
based on her character she's not the type that
will start off the quarrel. But I still sided
with my girlfriend. I shouted at her and her
eyes was filled shocked. I didn't care about her
feelings and walked off with my girlfriend.
The next day, she still laugh & joke with me
like nothing has ever happened.
I know that she's very hurt but she didn't know
that my heart ache is as bad as hers.
When I broke up with my 5th girlfriend, I asked
her out. After going out for a day, I told her
that I have something to tell her. She told me
that coincidentally, she has something to tell
me too. I told her about my break up and she
told me about her getting together. I know whose
the guy. He has been going after her for quite a
while. A very cute guy full of energy, lively and
interesting. His pursuit for her has been the
talk of the school.
I can't show her my heart ache but could only
smile & congratulate her.
When I reach home, the heart ache is so strong
that I can't stand it.
It's like a heavy weighted stone on my chest. I
couldn't breath. Wanted to shout but can't.
Tears rolled down & I broke down & cry. How many
times have I seen her cry for the man that
doesn't acknowledge her presence too.
During graduation, I read a sms in my hp. It was
send 10 days ago when I broke down and cry. I
haven't read it since then. It says "Leaf
departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because
Tree didn't ask her to stay"
Leaf
During Pre-U days, I like to collect leaves.
Why? Because I felt that for a leaf to leave the
tree she has been relying on for so long it
takes a lot of courage. During the 3 years of
Pre-U I was on very close terms with a guy. Not
BGR kind but as buddy kind. But when he had his
1st girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never
should have learnt - Jealousy.
The sourness in the heart can't be describe by
using a lemon. It's like 100 rotten sour lemon.
Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only
together for 2 mths. When they broke up, I hide
my strong sense of happiness.
But after a mth, he got together with another
gal. I like him & I know he like me. But why
won't he pursue me? Since he love me why he
doesn't want to make the first move? Whenever he
had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. Time
after time, my heart was hurt. I begin to
suspect that this is a one sided love. If he
don't like he, why does he treat me so well.
It's beyond what you will normally do for a
friend. Liking a person is very heart wrenching.
I can know his likes, his habits. But his
feelings towards me I can never figure out. You
can't expect me a gal to ask him right?
Despite that, I still want to be by his side.
Care for him, accompany him, love him. Hoping
that one fine day, he will come & love me.
It's like waiting for his phone call every
night, wanting him to send me sms. I know that
no matter how busy he is, he will make time for
me.
Because of this, I waited for him. The 3 years
were the hardest to go through & I really want
to give up. Sometimes, I wonder should I
continue waiting. The pain and hurt, the dilemma
accompany me for 3 years.
Till the end of my 3rd year, a 2nd year junior
begins to go after me. Everyday he pursuit me
relentlessly. From outright rejection
to a point in time when I felt that I'm willing
to let him have a small footing in my heart.
He's like a warm & gentle wind, trying to blow a
leaf away from the tree. In the end, I realized
that I didn't want to give this wind a small
footing in my heart. I know this wind will bring
this badly battered leave far away & better
land. Finally I left tree, but the tree only
smile & didn't ask me to stay. Leaf departure is
because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't
ask her to stay.
Wind
Because I like a gal called leaf. Because she's
so dependent on tree so I have to be a gust
wind. A wind that will blow her away. When I
first met her, it was 1 mth after I transfer to
the new school. I saw a petite person looking at
my seniors & me playing soccer. During ECA time,
she will always be sitting there. Be it alone or
with her friends looking at him. When he talks
with gals there's jealousy in her eyes. When he
looked at her,there's a smile in her eyes.
Looking at her became my habit. Just like she
likes to look at him.
One day, she didn't appear. I felt something
amissed. I can't explain the feeling except it's
a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not
there as well. I went to their classroom, hid
outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears
were in her eyes while he left. The next day,
I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I
walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note &
gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at
me, smiled & accept the note. The next day, she
appeared & pass me a note and left.
Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow
her away
It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It
because leaf never want to leave tree
I replied her note with this statement and
slowly she started to talk to me & accept my
presents & phone calls. I know that the person
she loves is not me. But I have this erseverance
that one day I will make her like me. Within 4
mths, I have declared my love for her no less
than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away
from the topic.
But I never give up. If I decide I want her to
be mine, I will definitely use all means to win
her over. I can't remember how many times I have
declared my love to her. Although I know she
will try to divert but I still bear a small ray
of hope. Hoping that she will agree to me my
girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her
over the phone. I asked "what are you doing? How
come you didn't want to reply?" She said, "I'm
nodding my head". "Ah?" I couldn't believe my
ears. "I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly.
I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a
taxi and rush to her place & press her door
bell. During the moment when she opens the door.
I hugged her tightly. Leaf departure is because
of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her
to stay
HIOHohohoho
Then 1 guy dared to fight on & scale the mountain, & eventually, flower belonged to him