It's that feeling again
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we'll all feel lonely at some point of time.. we're made as social beings
and when it happens, just pick up the phone and call a friend (or icq, or msn, or etc 
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hai... dunno why but i guess i feel better reading all that. maybe sometimes anonymity is better esp in such situations where there's really nothing for all of u to gain by posting genuine and sincere replies.(there are some replies that should be ignored though)
anyway... gendy, its not the future i'm looking forward to.. i'm very sure its as bright as a super nova and will last as long as i like it to be. I'm very sure i'll be so filthy rich i would buy over the house of anyone that offends me and turn it in to a parking lot thereafter, employin that person as a valet.
my point is that its the present i'm concerned about, not the future. i do hope my situation changes dramatically when i fly away from this island... -
i'm sorry.... i respect your belief in Him but i really don't anymore. i prefer to do things my way and would rather he not interfere irregardless of his existance. but thanx anyway for offering that advice... yea its a push i need.. dun seem to have the strength leh...Originally posted by the Bear:He allows us free will... to do what we can...
sometimes He puts obstacles in our way.. allows us to learn... and grow... to be stronger... cannot seek to understand Him for He moves in mysterious ways...
my darkness lasted for months too.. and it seemed like an eternity and then some... but came out of it, wiser perhaps, but i've learnt and grown...
i hope you do too...
with free will, comes responsibility...
like yun said... only we can do something about our lives..
again, i hope you will be able to move on, out of your rut... coz like a vehicle stuck in a rut, it is hard to get out of it.. requires a lot of effort... sometimes a push too... but once you're out of it, you can move on... -
first question: i dun think so.. i make it a point to call them to say hi and see if they're fine. at the same time, when things get really bad, i try to but usually... nvm... those that really care are overseas..Originally posted by RainbowPrincess:FB,
It really saddens me to noe tt u're again feeling lonely, etc. Is there anyone, a close fren, whom u can call & tok to?
There's alot for pple to like abt u. It's Not juz abt ur appearance, u haf a great sense of humour (damn sarcastic, I like), u're frank & honest, & u're fiercely loyal to a fren, even a fren u dunno tt well (u noe wat I'm tokking abt ).
I'm sure as pple noe u even better, they'll uncover more thgs to like. Pls surround urself wif frens who care : )
RP
the second para, thanx.. one of the best compliments i've received in a while.. i still dun agree with the looks part but thanx anyway. I guess i'm just not appreciated enough.. and thats the reason why i;ve come up with my grand plan to leave all of a sudden without telling any of these "friends" (like they would bother)
the last part, erm.. as explained above.. i've really given up on finding solace in them..... -
who are these two freaks?Originally posted by Lingos:Farmer Brown, you feel hopeless cos you are sitting at home watching and actually caring about these two freaks who are greedy and attention seeking numb skulls. -
*pbbbbt*.Originally posted by RainbowPrincess:Too bad, FB,
Now tt I noe u, I've spoken to u, & I've seen u, there's No way I'm gonna give up on u.
And I'm Not gonna let u run away from it either... U're a fren I'm determined to keep, so if u dun hang in there, I'm never gonna forgive u.
*big hugz*
RP
the solution is comin in aug i hope. until then.. i'll just continue running.. lalalalalalala -
didn't think ppl would like it...Originally posted by JeweL81:wheres your AHHHHHHHHHHHHH mY CHICKENSsssssssssssssss signature???
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done.. tried...tested.. f a i l e dOriginally posted by sillyme:we'll all feel lonely at some point of time.. we're made as social beings
and when it happens, just pick up the phone and call a friend (or icq, or msn, or etc ) -
done, tried, tested, failed?
then dammit.. do it again!
p.s. think about this:
every dark cloud has a silver lining... or every silver lining has a dark cloud?
which do you see?
if you are given a chance and life, and seek to mope, depressed with yourself and the world because the world did not serve itself up to you in a silver platter, then.. i dunno what you want...
i don't even know what problems you face... there are others out there with worse problems... people with terminal illnesses or facing their loved ones with such illnesses.. yet, having the strength and courage to press on...
there are voiceless masses out there, whose next meal is picked from a putrefying mess which is a garbage mound.. yet, when they are approached, they smile, they keep on living and they keep on going, hoping to find better days ahead...
if they can, i'm betting you can....
the question is: do you want to? do you dare to?
or is it easier to wallow in failure and self-pity?
i dunno about you.. i'll give happiness and light a try.. since i have only one life on earth...
what about you? you going to waste this chance? -
oh i loveeeeeee it!Originally posted by Farmer Brown:didn't think ppl would like it...
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bear... really i thank you for your concern.. i think at this point in time i'm well aware that other people out there are suffering worse then i am. i am also well aware that there is no point moping or whining or not doing anything about it.Originally posted by the Bear:done, tried, tested, failed?
then dammit.. do it again!
p.s. think about this:
every dark cloud has a silver lining... or every silver lining has a dark cloud?
which do you see?
if you are given a chance and life, and seek to mope, depressed with yourself and the world because the world did not serve itself up to you in a silver platter, then.. i dunno what you want...
i don't even know what problems you face... there are others out there with worse problems... people with terminal illnesses or facing their loved ones with such illnesses.. yet, having the strength and courage to press on...
there are voiceless masses out there, whose next meal is picked from a putrefying mess which is a garbage mound.. yet, when they are approached, they smile, they keep on living and they keep on going, hoping to find better days ahead...
if they can, i'm betting you can....
the question is: do you want to? do you dare to?
or is it easier to wallow in failure and self-pity?
i dunno about you.. i'll give happiness and light a try.. since i have only one life on earth...
what about you? you going to waste this chance?
most of all.. i am aware that.. the world WILL not serve me a silver platter... i'm not some spoilt kid whining about silly problems (they may seem silly to u). I think u need to read a lil bit more of this thread... and not just stick to the same advice u keep re-inventing in different examples. but i thank you anyway -
there isn't much else to do other than to pick yourself up is there?
as for "spoilt kid", i never said you were and i never thought you were... just that people kinda start closing in when depressed.. and stop thinking about things other than their own problems... and the downward spiral starts
some even start to extrapolate from their problems and because of their wild imagination, perceive the problem to be greater than it was.. but i digress...
it's sad when someone is gripped in depression
oh well.. do talk to those who you trust more.. they will be privy to things i do not know about.. it is just troubling to see someone, anyone just give up like that...
i really hope you pick yourself up.. coz the world is sad enough as it is...Originally posted by Farmer Brown:bear... really i thank you for your concern.. i think at this point in time i'm well aware that other people out there are suffering worse then i am. i am also well aware that there is no point moping or whining or not doing anything about it.
most of all.. i am aware that.. the world WILL not serve me a silver platter... i'm not some spoilt kid whining about silly problems (they may seem silly to u). I think u need to read a lil bit more of this thread... and not just stick to the same advice u keep re-inventing in different examples. but i thank you anyway -
i know.. at this moment i dun need to know the technicalities of a depression.. i dun give a fuk whether its wrong or right for me to do so.... but i only know i feel this way i dun like it and at this moment in time, i just dun see any way out of itOriginally posted by the Bear:there isn't much else to do other than to pick yourself up is there?
as for "spoilt kid", i never said you were and i never thought you were... just that people kinda start closing in when depressed.. and stop thinking about things other than their own problems... and the downward spiral starts
some even start to extrapolate from their problems and because of their wild imagination, perceive the problem to be greater than it was.. but i digress...
it's sad when someone is gripped in depression
oh well.. do talk to those who you trust more.. they will be privy to things i do not know about.. it is just troubling to see someone, anyone just give up like that...
i really hope you pick yourself up.. coz the world is sad enough as it is... -
k.. just for u..Originally posted by JeweL81:oh i loveeeeeee it!
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!RGHRGHRGHGRHRG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY PPPOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOR CHEEEEEEEEEEEKEEEEEEEEEEEEENS!!!!!!! -
well, i do hope that soon, you'll give a damn..Originally posted by Farmer Brown:i know.. at this moment i dun need to know the technicalities of a depression.. i dun give a fuk whether its wrong or right for me to do so.... but i only know i feel this way i dun like it and at this moment in time, i just dun see any way out of it
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Hehehe, I can see u're contacting somebody now Gd for u
*hugz* Smile, FB : )
RPOriginally posted by Farmer Brown:first question: i dun think so.. i make it a point to call them to say hi and see if they're fine. at the same time, when things get really bad, i try to but usually... nvm... those that really care are overseas..
the second para, thanx.. one of the best compliments i've received in a while.. i still dun agree with the looks part but thanx anyway. I guess i'm just not appreciated enough.. and thats the reason why i;ve come up with my grand plan to leave all of a sudden without telling any of these "friends" (like they would bother)
the last part, erm.. as explained above.. i've really given up on finding solace in them..... -
BAH...humbug...Originally posted by RainbowPrincess:Hehehe, I can see u're contacting somebody now Gd for u
*hugz* Smile, FB : )
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WAHAHAHAHHAHAHAaOriginally posted by Farmer Brown:k.. just for u..
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!RGHRGHRGHGRHRG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY PPPOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOR CHEEEEEEEEEEEKEEEEEEEEEEEEENS!!!!!!!
MY CHICKENSSSSSSSSS CHEE CHEE CHHE KENSSSSSSSSSS
are you a farmer? -
There's a diff between sincere care for someone, & juz words...
RPOriginally posted by Farmer Brown:bear... really i thank you for your concern.. i think at this point in time i'm well aware that other people out there are suffering worse then i am. i am also well aware that there is no point moping or whining or not doing anything about it.
most of all.. i am aware that.. the world WILL not serve me a silver platter... i'm not some spoilt kid whining about silly problems (they may seem silly to u). I think u need to read a lil bit more of this thread... and not just stick to the same advice u keep re-inventing in different examples. but i thank you anyway -
what dya think? if u want me to be a farmer i will *big wink*Originally posted by JeweL81:WAHAHAHAHHAHAHAa
MY CHICKENSSSSSSSSS CHEE CHEE CHHE KENSSSSSSSSSS
are you a farmer? -
Humbug?
Bug tt hums?
U haf tt on ur farm ah, FB???
Kekekekekekekeke
RPOriginally posted by Farmer Brown:BAH...humbug... -
i dunno.... i always have this thinking that you are a farmer from australia who is internet savvyOriginally posted by Farmer Brown:what dya think? if u want me to be a farmer i will *big wink* -
yup.. there is a difference between sincere care and just words...
some do not recognise the difference...
some may not want to recognise the difference...
and there comes a time when no matter what we try to do, some will not listen, even when we keep trying...
then what?
if Farmer doesn't want to, maybe another time, another space, he'll tell of his woes... we would not know how to help or if backing off would be the best...
until then, we can only hope for the best for Farmer and that he looks after himself both physically and mentally... and we can only offer prayers for him even when he says he has rejected God.. -
u are not just obsessed u're weird....nvm...Originally posted by RainbowPrincess:Humbug?
Bug tt hums?
U haf tt on ur farm ah, FB???
Kekekekekekekeke
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Pls, dun deny tt it makes u smilez
RPOriginally posted by Farmer Brown:u are not just obsessed u're weird....nvm...