Originally posted by yilang_hq:
Beauty and the Beast 230204
Saw her four times today¡Âstill got 7 days where I still have chance to see her..then I will never be able to see her again¡Â
1st time: Saw her at the parade wearing the beret standing still¡Âwow this was the first time I stared at her from afar¡Âalthough It was just for a few seconds. she really got those kind of heroine look.
2nd time: Saw her eating with her friend..even when eating she look so cool so pretty¡Â
3rd time: Saw her while waiting for my friend to go home together. Didn¡¯t dare to look at her because she looks very fierce.
4th time: Saw her when walking to outside of the school. I finally saw her face and got eye contact with her. But I suddenly feel so nervous that I turn to the right quite intentionally and quickly walk past her.
I knew my post sounds rather boring¡Âand those who can read until here. shows that they are really kind-hearted¡Âhuh..
I think I really liked her but just can¡¯t buck up the courage to go up and make friends with her. Many times I was thinking of her and what are the ways I could use to make friend with her.
Like
1) Just walk straight up to her and ask whether can be friend or not.
2) Tried to know her through friends.
But none succeeded actually I didn¡¯t even try because I think the difference between me and her is really too big
She is very pretty
I am only average looking if not below average looking
She is about same height as me if not taller.
I feel as in I can¡¯t bring her the sense of security with my lack of height.
She drives a car.
I am not even good at riding a bicycle
She is the kind of career woman like girl.
I am a guy with low self-esteem. Who just want to escape from reality.
She had a monthly salary of $2000
I had a monthly salary of $350(serving ns)
She got a boyfriend.
Ha-ha think this is the worst.
After hearing me talking about the comparison¡Âbetween me and her..
What does u think I should do..??should I just get rid of the stupid idea of wanting to know her?
I know that if I make this post¡Âmost of the people will just said¡ÂI should have more guts and go up and know her¡Âbut I don¡¯t want to disappoint her..
At least if she didn¡¯t know me..she will never know I am this kind of low self-confidence person with so many weak points..and somehow¡Âwhen I really hope for her to find the guy who can really provide her with love and financial secure and everything else which I cannot provide¡Â
Actually I know I really thinking too much liao¡Âhaha I didn¡¯t even know her haha
Sad¡Âbeen 21 yrs and I am still a loner¡Â
Think you should pretty much have the answer to it yourself?
No harm just purely being friends though? But of course, if people is not willing... No point forcing your way through?