Sometime I wonder how high is the chance of me getting into any local poly. I'm someone who feels that I'm born into the wrong body. ie a female traps inside a male body. I hate the fact that I'm a guy and feels very uncomfortable been a guy. B4 NS, i keep long hair, not those untidy hair, I always tie them up with a scarchin. I do wear female T-shirt, those more toward unisex type one.
I know I can simply lie to the poly and get into a course but by doing so, it do me no good. I din do well in secondary school, drop out of jc, drop out of poly becasue, my inner soul is in conflict. The school expect me to behave like a guy, present myself like a guy, I can't and I fail badly.Unless I'm allow to be who I am, I can't do well.
What should I do
