rEal lIfE lOve pOeM,
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down in love
you wud neva understand
your birthday 2th May
first thing that came across my mind
what shall i give you
upon thinking
i fell back into my memory
first day i met you
rebuked you
irritated you along with a friend
you did nothing
but smiled at us
i felt something tugging my heart
realized i had fallen in love with you
i thot i could...change our fate
i changed..did you realized it?
after my struggle...
came to my surprise
you fell in love with my friend
the one beside me when i first met you
shattered....devasated
i went home...crying
i hate you....4eva
you didnt know how much i like you
in the end.. found out that u onli treated me as a fren
but...i...am strong...im determined...
to change this fate
the sms...mails...you sent
i've neva deleted them
i told myself...one day
these could prove how much you really are
in my heart....
but...you didnt get me...instead...you fell deeper in love with her
i was hurt...over and over again
the onli support that urge me to go to school
was your presence
then again...once in a while...
i had a chance to really start a long conversation with you
i had a chance...but your words of teasing hurt me..
you teased me....w/o knowing each time...thousands of arrow went thru my heart
i sob...suffered in slience...for the sake of you
when i saw that you were happi...i felt great
my onli support for me to survive
was you...
today...this very day
30th may
2 days before your birthday
guess wad
you told me to convey the message
to the girl whom you like...
whether she likes you too
you whispered this secret into my ear..
w/o knowing how much it hurts...i beared with it
and i conveyed the message
and found out...
she kinda likes you too..
i did that..as to see that satisfied smile on your face
love cannot be forced
i've tried a hundred thousand...times
but you dun get it
you treat it as a joke
you thot it will neva be possible
i had no place..in your heart
for every love song i heard..i thot of you
i wanted to give up long time ago
but i couldnt...
cos...i jus CAN'T
you fell in love with every other girl who doesnt like you as much as i do...
i'm really tired...today..wad you said to me..you confide in me...
about your relationships with other gals
i was kinda like your' brother'...
i hate you...but cant bear to..
i had lots of problems to settle
..friendship,schoolwork,stress and you
the only comfort i got was when i reach home...listening to my walkman...
imagining things that could neva happen
what have you done
you hurt me
a great deal
if you ever read this
found it familiar...
remember..'it's me'
if we cud neva be together...
i wud try to make you and her..happi
as long as you are happi...then everythings worth it
i wud be here.. supporting you...
even if you read this..i dun expect anithing
i hope you wud realized...one day
dat someone...had been by your side...supporting you..
god bless the both of you... -
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sometimes love`s juz gotta give..
i really feel for u..
u did the rite thing.. i hope oneday he`ll realise
wat u`ve done and appreciate u.. -
Jus take it as he dun qualify for ur love....
life is lik tat...jus hang on ba...
Love wil find a way towards you...
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worst-case scenario -
I feel for you. If you have read my posts in AA before, you would know that I have been stuck in this kinda situation too. As I read your poem, I was like..omigod. This is like...me. Like you, I have also listened to him talked about the other girl, I have helped him during those nights when he missed her and when she wasn't around..I have even helped picked present, bday card, wrote love letter to her, etc. And yes, I know it hurts. He teased me a lot too, and he never know I took every word he said seriously and how they sometimes hurt me. I have never told anyone here about this, except for my roomate and she only found out about this like 2 days ago. Nobody except me, and maybe those who have gone thru this before would ever understand how much pain it is to listen to someone talk about another when you love that person so much and all you want is to be with him. To know that you have no place in his heart...that is just heartbreaking. And that is why I have made the decision to move on. I have blocked him off all my contact list, I have stopped talking to him...ppl are saying I am being unfair to him, they asked me to continue to be his frens...but how could I? It will only make me fall deeper for him. And honestly I am tired of all this crap. I am tired of being the one who he will go to only when the other girl is not around, I am tired of being taken for granted. Jolin, I hope you realize what you are doing. We are wasting our time on such guys. Maybe you are hoping one day he will see what you have done for him but chances are..he might not. Unless maybe you tell him how you feel, I have tot of doing that but I never did because I think it will complicate matters plus I am a coward. It takes a lot of effort to walk away from him, it will hurt a lot at first to just give up the frenship...but do something for yourself for once! You have sacrificed so much! You deserve someone better and the sooner you can let go of him, the sooner you can open your heart to another guy who will treat you better and cherish as you deserve to be cherished...anyway if you need to talk abt this, you can always PM me...gd luck!Originally posted by jolin80:down in love
you wud neva understand
your birthday 2th May
first thing that came across my mind
what shall i give you
upon thinking
i fell back into my memory
first day i met you
rebuked you
irritated you along with a friend
you did nothing
but smiled at us
i felt something tugging my heart
realized i had fallen in love with you
i thot i could...change our fate
i changed..did you realized it?
after my struggle...
came to my surprise
you fell in love with my friend
the one beside me when i first met you
shattered....devasated
i went home...crying
i hate you....4eva
you didnt know how much i like you
in the end.. found out that u onli treated me as a fren
but...i...am strong...im determined...
to change this fate
the sms...mails...you sent
i've neva deleted them
i told myself...one day
these could prove how much you really are
in my heart....
but...you didnt get me...instead...you fell deeper in love with her
i was hurt...over and over again
the onli support that urge me to go to school
was your presence
then again...once in a while...
i had a chance to really start a long conversation with you
i had a chance...but your words of teasing hurt me..
you teased me....w/o knowing each time...thousands of arrow went thru my heart
i sob...suffered in slience...for the sake of you
when i saw that you were happi...i felt great
my onli support for me to survive
was you...
today...this very day
30th may
2 days before your birthday
guess wad
you told me to convey the message
to the girl whom you like...
whether she likes you too
you whispered this secret into my ear..
w/o knowing how much it hurts...i beared with it
and i conveyed the message
and found out...
she kinda likes you too..
i did that..as to see that satisfied smile on your face
love cannot be forced
i've tried a hundred thousand...times
but you dun get it
you treat it as a joke
you thot it will neva be possible
i had no place..in your heart
for every love song i heard..i thot of you
i wanted to give up long time ago
but i couldnt...
cos...i jus CAN'T
you fell in love with every other girl who doesnt like you as much as i do...
i'm really tired...today..wad you said to me..you confide in me...
about your relationships with other gals
i was kinda like your' brother'...
i hate you...but cant bear to..
i had lots of problems to settle
..friendship,schoolwork,stress and you
the only comfort i got was when i reach home...listening to my walkman...
imagining things that could neva happen
what have you done
you hurt me
a great deal
if you ever read this
found it familiar...
remember..'it's me'
if we cud neva be together...
i wud try to make you and her..happi
as long as you are happi...then everythings worth it
i wud be here.. supporting you...
even if you read this..i dun expect anithing
i hope you wud realized...one day
dat someone...had been by your side...supporting you..
god bless the both of you... -
jolin, wat icy said is very true..
and icy, well said!
you have seen...
you have heard...
you have been thru...
you have learned...
it is unconditional love that you go all out to help the ones you loved to love someone else..
it is happiness to see the ones u loved being happy... but at the expense of ur own happiness? -
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jolin, it's time to move on..Originally posted by jolin80:
u still have a life ahead of u...
no point wasting ur youth on someone who dun appreciate u at all..
everyone appears in you life path for a reason,
some wif the reason to make u happy,
some wif the reason to make u sad..
some wif the reason to let u learn,
some wif the reason to stop ur learning...
some wif the reason to make you smile,
some wif the reason to make you cry..
some wif the reason to show you the world,
some wif the reason to crash your world...
know the reason behind the appearance of the people, appreciate their presences, and carry on wif life... no one has a reason to stop your life.. so move on and go unfold wat lies ahead of u in ur life.... -
personal experience?Originally posted by jolin80: 
Sigh... -
thks for yr advice i will tryOriginally posted by DevilAngel77:jolin, it's time to move on..
u still have a life ahead of u...
no point wasting ur youth on someone who dun appreciate u at all..
everyone appears in you life path for a reason,
some wif the reason to make u happy,
some wif the reason to make u sad..
some wif the reason to let u learn,
some wif the reason to stop ur learning...
some wif the reason to make you smile,
some wif the reason to make you cry..
some wif the reason to show you the world,
some wif the reason to crash your world...
know the reason behind the appearance of the people, appreciate their presences, and carry on wif life... no one has a reason to stop your life.. so move on and go unfold wat lies ahead of u in ur life....
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welcome anytime!Originally posted by jolin80:thks for yr advice i will try
help n frns are always available here in the forum!
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Don't think that no ones loved you,
because he's turned away.
Don't feel he didn't care for you,
because he couldn't stay.
Don't damn the world for not returning
the love you feel you've given.
Don't hate the one that you were yearning for,
because he couldn't meet your commitment.
Just love him for his existence,
for he brings out the love you've shown.
Think of him as the sacred prince
you've chosen upon your throne.
Think of all your times together,
feeling closer since you're apart.
Think of your plans of now and forever,
and hold them in your heart.
And don't let yourself feel so much hate
when he cannot be your other.
For when you're both at Heaven's gate,
that man shall once again remember.
in persuit of a flamin passion, one mus get used to d scorchin heat.....bear d scars & wish him well.....although your pain has yet 2 subside from d burns u haf received...his smile shud worth every scar u've had 2 bear......it is no longer important, who is at the receiving end of his affections....if he's happy let him b......if u luv him, let him go....