Originally posted by the_don:
back to topic.
think abt jumping

check X 999
overdose on pills

check n check
overdose on drinks

check
overdose on ciggies

check
slit wrists

check n check n check
destroy self sanity

check
now what have i not done.... oh yah. have not died yet.
maybe i will some day, i don't know. sometimes pain from the heart is too much to bear and physical pain is so much sweeter. but is it worth it? NO. but trying telling that to those who lost when they have put in too much to lose.
but still i have to say this: to all who wanna try killing/inflicting pain to escape - don't do it. it is not worth it when things sober up.
Oh yes... How very true? End of the day, it'll probably just bring you more problems and nightmares... And perhaps the 'attention' you deserves... But then again.. There're always alot of other better ways to get 'attention'....
It ain't gona change things very much... Be it you die.. Or you don't.... Think back about the original time(s) when you've not done it... Wouldn't you have achieved so much more if you've just let yourself calm down and not let emotions or rush of thoughts drown you...?
Won't things just be so much better even if it was so much uglier then? Your move.... Your future....
