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sorry for my vague post..... hmm.. e pain is still very much there for me to take it. perhaps i will post another more detailed account. anyway, thanks for e advices... its a struggle .. but i will fight each day....
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Every1, e truth is out. e reason for tt fast change was because she 2-timed me. all e while , theres this other guy tt i nv knew existed. how digustin tt was ? how terrible ......
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Throw it out of the window.. It's HEALING TIME... Join us for OUTINGSOriginally posted by PachelbeL_20:Every1, e truth is out. e reason for tt fast change was because she 2-timed me. all e while , theres this other guy tt i nv knew existed. how digustin tt was ? how terrible ......
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Well, one thing I gotta say.
Dun believe in woman's words too much.
When they say something, notice it, trust its true. Women when they want your attention, they will do it one way or the other.
Maybe she is confused, or trying to confuse you to get your attention.
But always have reservations that it could change.
Saying till lidat, I'm not an expert anyway. I'm just another pro-SNAG.
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ya.... i am now eligliable for ur outings alreadi. but it feels much better to know e true than drawin up endless possiblities in my mind , with most of them being me at fault. now i know wat a person she is , how unworthly she is. tracing back e situation with a mutual frd. the attraction for e new guy started while she is still hangin out with me.
makes me wonder how does one allow their hearts to be divided? i cant do tt. how much it takes to do such a damning tt disgraced e name of love?
i was so hurt. thinkin i was e one at fault. i was e one tt resulted in e change. but i saw her with another guy. and i was told tt everyone knows it. n they have been goin on a few wks! i was made e FOOL. but it woke me up. b4 tt, i cant see myself givin love another chance. cant see myself enterin another relationship animore, i was jus so broken down, beyond words. while she is havin all e fun in e world with this new guy. i was questioning myself everyday, why is this happening to me ? when e hurt comes, its so so painful, i cant find an explanation for it, i cant see e light , cant see a reason for it....
but e concrete truth is out. n i was blinded from it. allowed to hurt when e cure was so simple but being refused to be given to me. What i know now is tt she has given LOVE a bad name, disgraced sacred love, wat she ever did with me, was never LOVE.... I feel e courage to love again, i feel e anticipation to find a new love tt will sacred n true, i feel hope again. i see e light now.. i learnt lessons from it. she isnt worth all e tears i cried, all e pain i felt , not even worth e dust on my feet..... -
Originally posted by PachelbeL_20:ya.... i am now eligliable for ur outings alreadi. but it feels much better to know e true than drawin up endless possiblities in my mind , with most of them being me at fault. now i know wat a person she is , how unworthly she is. tracing back e situation with a mutual frd. the attraction for e new guy started while she is still hangin out with me.
makes me wonder how does one allow their hearts to be divided? i cant do tt. how much it takes to do such a damning tt disgraced e name of love?
i was so hurt. thinkin i was e one at fault. i was e one tt resulted in e change. but i saw her with another guy. and i was told tt everyone knows it. n they have been goin on a few wks! i was made e FOOL. but it woke me up. b4 tt, i cant see myself givin love another chance. cant see myself enterin another relationship animore, i was jus so broken down, beyond words. while she is havin all e fun in e world with this new guy. i was questioning myself everyday, why is this happening to me ? when e hurt comes, its so so painful, i cant find an explanation for it, i cant see e light , cant see a reason for it....
but e concrete truth is out. n i was blinded from it. allowed to hurt when e cure was so simple but being refused to be given to me. What i know now is tt she has given LOVE a bad name, disgraced sacred love, wat she ever did with me, was never LOVE.... I feel e courage to love again, i feel e anticipation to find a new love tt will sacred n true, i feel hope again. i see e light now.. i learnt lessons from it. she isnt worth all e tears i cried, all e pain i felt , not even worth e dust on my feet.....
That was what love wants to impart to you.
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THanks ........ really learnt alot n see e ugliness... wat some pple are capable of. used to think tt will jus happen in tv shows, but it happened. and i am one of e male leads...