i feel like dying
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dun die lah...Originally posted by leilan84:i feel like dying now...
if not bound by my family burden, i'll surely do it
i'm over come by saddness..
i've let emotion ruled me over...
i've tried to use my head to think but....
emotion got a better hold of me...
soon when the burden is lifted, gone shall i be to mother nature
away from the deluding world
weekend nothing to do rent those funny funny movies lor
english 1 mandarin 1 jap/ korean 1 indian1 all those movies
every funny can see and laugh the hel l oout
feel better that way mah
why so sad?
how about keeping a pet dog - heals wounds u noe -
yup i have a dog...
and i've rented 8 vcds in 2 days... finished them boths..
thanks... -
these few weeks, i've been trying to occupy my time
trying to use every moment of it till i'm dead tired..
but it's of no vaild... i'm still thinking of her...
i've lost about 3 kg now...
why do i love her so much?
i know not the reason...
maybe i'm too emotional or i'm really bad at concealing my feeling,
my emotion.... life's like hell to me... time is moving real slow...
killing me softly, slowly -
Don't try too hard... Just live your life as it is...? To the way it used to be without her...?Originally posted by leilan84:these few weeks, i've been trying to occupy my time
trying to use every moment of it till i'm dead tired..
but it's of no vaild... i'm still thinking of her...
i've lost about 3 kg now...
why do i love her so much?
i know not the reason...
maybe i'm too emotional or i'm really bad at concealing my feeling,
my emotion.... life's like hell to me... time is moving real slow...
killing me softly, slowly
Trying TOO HARD would only remind you of her even MORE.... -
easy as it may sound, hard as it is... but i'm doing my best now...Originally posted by Devil1976:Don't try too hard... Just live your life as it is...? To the way it used to be without her...?
Trying TOO HARD would only remind you of her even MORE....
i'm trying to keep her as a friend.. -
do everything as per normal.Keep those thoughts as something worth cherishing. Dun try to throw them away. Remember those happy times, and smile at them. Keep smiling and have a more positive outlook in your life. Anyway, we are all lending you our ears. So feel free to speak to us.We will try to support you as well as you can.Originally posted by leilan84:these few weeks, i've been trying to occupy my time
trying to use every moment of it till i'm dead tired..
but it's of no vaild... i'm still thinking of her...
i've lost about 3 kg now...
why do i love her so much?
i know not the reason...
maybe i'm too emotional or i'm really bad at concealing my feeling,
my emotion.... life's like hell to me... time is moving real slow...
killing me softly, slowly -
If you really can't take it then don't be friends lah... Not everybody can handle that.. Why deceive yourself?Originally posted by leilan84:easy as it may sound, hard as it is... but i'm doing my best now...
i'm trying to keep her as a friend.. -
i can affort to lose the contact on the whole world except hersOriginally posted by Devil1976:If you really can't take it then don't be friends lah... Not everybody can handle that.. Why deceive yourself?
she means everything to me.
can me silly, stupid or watever you want...
but there's no reasons for loving someone... -
GOOD LUCK... You'll probably be needing PLENTY of it...?Originally posted by leilan84:i can affort to lose the contact on the whole world except hers
she means everything to me.
can me silly, stupid or watever you want...
but there's no reasons for loving someone...
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i'll treat her as a friend on the surface from now on.. i'll never be a third party.. but right here beneath myOriginally posted by Devil1976:GOOD LUCK... You'll probably be needing PLENTY of it...?
heart, i know, she's the one that i love and will always be..
i'll love her silently, quietly.. i'll never want to see her upset ever again