Sounds like someone i know....Originally posted by r3plica:Do you sometimes feel that although u have a lot of things in your heart but u have no1 to share with.
A lot of worries in yr mind but no one is around to give you a listening ear?
A lot of thing troubling you but no one to turn to?
Everyone is focusing so much on you that whatever small things u do or make creates a big fuss among your frens?
When you are not around, they are bad-mouthing you in front of your GF?
You had to put up a strong front to show everyone you are strong when in fact you are weak and scare on the inside?
And people always misunderstand the meaning behind your actions and starts to blame you for not doing anything or doing the wrong things.
After a while, you just gets so tired from all the wrong attention and all the misunderstanding.
Originally posted by r3plica:Do you sometimes feel that although u have a lot of things in your heart but u have no1 to share with.
A lot of worries in yr mind but no one is around to give you a listening ear?
A lot of thing troubling you but no one to turn to?
Everyone is focusing so much on you that whatever small things u do or make creates a big fuss among your frens?
When you are not around, they are bad-mouthing you in front of your GF?
You had to put up a strong front to show everyone you are strong when in fact you are weak and scare on the inside?
And people always misunderstand the meaning behind your actions and starts to blame you for not doing anything or doing the wrong things.
After a while, you just gets so tired from all the wrong attention and all the misunderstanding.
What kind of answer would you like to hear? The truthful answer or a concealed one? But the truth is that LIFE IS THAT DIFFICULT. Accept it.Originally posted by r3plica:15th Nov 2004, Life hasnt got any better. In fact it got worse, more and more problems are surfacing and they are choking the life outta me.
Many a times, the thought of taking the easy way out crossed my mind. But the thought of leaving my family behind made me think twice.
Family, relationship, friends and other problems are really just too much for me to take it. I spoke to a friend the other day and she told me i'm thinking too much and i'm stretching myself thin.
Maybe she's right maybe she's not. I Dunno. I'm so confused now that i can't think clearly anymore. I dunno if what i'm doing is right or wrong. I dunno if what i'm doing now is for myself or my family.
Everyday I gonna put up a strong front and face the challenges ahead and this is draining me dry. I'm mentally drained and emotional exhausted. I so sick and tired of it.
Is Life really so difficult? Or is it just me?
Originally posted by r3plica:Do you sometimes feel that although u have a lot of things in your heart but u have no1 to share with.
A lot of worries in yr mind but no one is around to give you a listening ear?
A lot of thing troubling you but no one to turn to?
Everyone is focusing so much on you that whatever small things u do or make creates a big fuss among your frens?
When you are not around, they are bad-mouthing you in front of your GF?
You had to put up a strong front to show everyone you are strong when in fact you are weak and scare on the inside?
And people always misunderstand the meaning behind your actions and starts to blame you for not doing anything or doing the wrong things.
After a while, you just gets so tired from all the wrong attention and all the misunderstanding.
Sounds like u are toking abt me. I have been going thru these. Just to add on:Originally posted by r3plica:Do you sometimes feel that although u have a lot of things in your heart but u have no1 to share with.
A lot of worries in yr mind but no one is around to give you a listening ear?
A lot of thing troubling you but no one to turn to?
Everyone is focusing so much on you that whatever small things u do or make creates a big fuss among your frens?
When you are not around, they are bad-mouthing you in front of your GF?
You had to put up a strong front to show everyone you are strong when in fact you are weak and scare on the inside?
And people always misunderstand the meaning behind your actions and starts to blame you for not doing anything or doing the wrong things.
After a while, you just gets so tired from all the wrong attention and all the misunderstanding.
Originally posted by A Beautiful Mind:Just felt that my life is messed up.
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Sounds like u are toking abt me. I have been going thru these. Just to add on:
All ur frens are too busy to hear u, some say wana call u but in the end the call nvr came.
This happens to me all the time. But came to accept that perhaps this is ppl's courteous way of assuring.
I guess the prob with ppl like us (or me alone) is we are too honest, too sensitive
Eg. If i promised a fren to call him back regarding his prob, i will do it by all means..
You wanted to do something constructive but those tots often come back to haunt u so u nvr got to completely do ur tasks properly.
Esp at the crucial moment.. where u can't screw things up & the negatibe tods has to come back .. Argghh!!
Eg. When i'm on date with this gal i rely like, hopin things dun screw up... my past seems to come back & haunt me
You feel so stressed up and tired that often u cant get a gd rest at nite.
Enuff sleep is impt.. esp for emotionally drained ppl. Thats my best excuse for sleepin more than 12 hrs everyday
People keep telling u to not to think too much when its useless advice to u.
You have to put up a happy face when u are facing everyone, even those who created troubles for u.
Take care. Can always pm me or anyone of the resident counsellor here for help if u are feelin rely down
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Life can be really difficult at times... But it'll probably take YOURSELF to make it TWICE AS DIFFICULT....Originally posted by r3plica:15th Nov 2004, Life hasnt got any better. In fact it got worse, more and more problems are surfacing and they are choking the life outta me.
Many a times, the thought of taking the easy way out crossed my mind. But the thought of leaving my family behind made me think twice.
Family, relationship, friends and other problems are really just too much for me to take it. I spoke to a friend the other day and she told me i'm thinking too much and i'm stretching myself thin.
Maybe she's right maybe she's not. I Dunno. I'm so confused now that i can't think clearly anymore. I dunno if what i'm doing is right or wrong. I dunno if what i'm doing now is for myself or my family.
Everyday I gonna put up a strong front and face the challenges ahead and this is draining me dry. I'm mentally drained and emotional exhausted. I so sick and tired of it.
Is Life really so difficult? Or is it just me?
Useless advice? In fact I would think that 'telling you not to think too much' is quite an appropriate and GOOD advice for you... One thing about 'advices' is that sometimes they're NOT like pills and medications... After you've heard or taken them then you'll just feel SO MUCH BETTER... Sad to tell you but NOPE... Alot of times they just don't work that way...Originally posted by shaunlaw:Sounds like u are toking abt me. I have been going thru these. Just to add on:
All ur frens are too busy to hear u, some say wana call u but in the end the call nvr came.
You wanted to do something constructive but those tots often come back to haunt u so u nvr got to completely do ur tasks properly.
You feel so stressed up and tired that often u cant get a gd rest at nite.
People keep telling u to not to think too much when its useless advice to u.
You have to put up a happy face when u are facing everyone, even those who created troubles for u.