The Sians' Online Diary~
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dear diary,
hmmm
bery bery bored...stay @ home dont know wanna do what 
....sianzz -
Dear diary
did something dat i will regret for da whole of my life... AGAIN... f**K why am i so stupid?!
Stefan -
Dear diary,Originally posted by Stefanism:Dear diary
did something dat i will regret for da whole of my life... AGAIN... f**K why am i so stupid?!
Stefan
Pls ask mr stefan what he did this time?
Which is the unlucky ger this time?
ah dot -
Dear Diary
Is good to be back, home sweet home...
Will
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Dear diery,
I'm dead...druk again...but lcukily I'm home...or amybe unluckily. I want oslepp pelase hel pme -
Dear Diary
I'm seriously tired, having headaches man, i slept at 2.30am, woke up at 6am~~~ grrrrrrr
Regards
Estee~~~~ -
Dear Diary,
hong gan liao, i tink i will flunk this test... sigh...
anyway nxt lesson... Avionics
bye bye -
dear diary,Originally posted by Stefanism:Dear diary
did something dat i will regret for da whole of my life... AGAIN... f**K why am i so stupid?!
Stefan
pls let stefan know that it is normal for him to do dumb things...
xi guan jiu hao
bye bye -
ref. to post abt fren who asked me to be her bf...Originally posted by dotsg:Dear diary,
Pls ask mr stefan what he did this time?
Which is the unlucky ger this time?
ah dot -
Dear diary
woke up at 1pm(wads new?!)... found dat im still being served prison food without any money... i think i shall stay at home n play my CM4 until Friday when i can watch Bruce Almighty with the homies... i must remember to go collect my boots before Friday... wait dagester say i ali again... just saw dat a soccer tournament is coming up in my area... wonder if anyone would be interested to play?
todae should be an ok dae... minus some glitches... unzipped most of my Alternative songs... eg. I WIll Survive by Cake... President of The United States of America... GreenDay... Everclear and Beck... roXoRs!
Stefan -
Dear diary,
I was on the phone with an ex of mine just now. Talked about the recent happenings in my life and I asked her what's wrong with me. In summary she told me 3 main things,
1) I have too many close female friends in my life, by this fact alone, she felt insecure when she is with me, though she knows I dun have special feelings for them, she feels that it is very difficult to feel special in my life.
2) I'm too unpossessive, she dun feel needed. She confessed that there were times when she purposely go out with other guys when we are together and purposely let me know about it, just to make me jealous. But the problem is, it never worked on me. She felt like I does not matter to me even if she runs away with another guy.
3) I'm too concern about her. (Personally, I think it's contradicting with point 2 above.) She is too overwhelmed by the attention. Initially it felt nice and loved, but as time passes by she began to feel pressured. There isn't much she can do to match the care I'm giving her, since there dun seem to be much that I need from her. Soon, rather than loving me, she felt obligated to love me.
I still have not really come to a conculsion as to whether these are true or not. But I think in order to find out, I may have to talk to more of my exs and see if they feel the same. If it is really so, I beg for a solution to my problem, because somehow, they dun seem like a problem to me. -
Dear Diary,
been a long time since i posted. yes, im in the office. Tell all those ppl who been asking me out that im really soory, i have got no time for them. 24 hrs is not enough for me.. even sat ans sun i'm occupied with family matters. as such, im kindda losing touch with the world.
making use of this time( boss checking my work) to post online.
got 3 newly report pimple cases on my face. and i tamade CMI now.. and dun dare to go out coz of the stupid pimples...
shit.. the other system is hanging now.. and i think i have to go and redo the things again~! TAMADE~!
till i log on again
cya.
Qoo`~` -
Dear diaryOriginally posted by Qoo`~`:Dear Diary,
been a long time since i posted. yes, im in the office. Tell all those ppl who been asking me out that im really soory, i have got no time for them. 24 hrs is not enough for me.. even sat ans sun i'm occupied with family matters. as such, im kindda losing touch with the world. making use of this time( boss checking my work) to post online.
got 3 newly report pimple cases on my face. and i tamade CMI now.. and dun dare to go out coz of the stupid pimples...
shit.. the other system is hanging now.. and i think i have to go and redo the things again~! TAMADE~!
till i log on again
cya.
Qoo`~`
pls let Qoo know dat no matter how CMI she is... how much pimple she has... there will always be someone waiting for her to come outings... as long as u got time nothing else matters
Stefan -
Dear Diary
Had dinner with a buddy~~ went back to Ginza Plaza, a place i haben touched in years~~ hahaha~~ still as pathetic as ever~~
Pls tell Miss Qoo`~` to take care too, be it with pimples or not, i think she looks GREAT~~
Regards
Estee~~~~
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Dear Diary
Happiness: a high, wide porch, white columns
crowned by the crepe-paper party hats
of hibiscus; a rocking chair; iced tea; a book;
an afternoon in late July to read it,
or read the middle of it, having leisure
to mark the place and enter it tomorrow
just as you left it (knock-knock of woodpecker
keeping yesterday's time, cicada's buzz,
the turning of another page, and somewhere
a question raised and dropped, the pendulum-
swing of a wind-chime). Back and forth, the rocker
and the reading eye, and isn't half
Vv -
dear diary,
fifteen more minutes to bed time and i thought i utilise it on you.
another day has gone and this joint is getting more lively with the return of cwill. movie and karaoke outings are organised to lift up the nua-ness around this place for a change.
this week has passed exceptionally fast and it is friday as of now.
missed the trip to illusionz again as i need to cope with the deadlines for my projects. managed to get most of the functions up and running, leaving the final touch-up and documentations to the last part. glad to see that i am still on schedule.
nevertheless, i still feel stupid and insulted, obligating to complete a human interface intensive software with the worst designing tool ever. having that said, i could have come up with something more appealing and effective within a week if i am allowed to use the tool of my choice. that's education, i suppose.
www -
dear diary,Originally posted by Qoo`~`:Dear Diary,
been a long time since i posted. yes, im in the office. Tell all those ppl who been asking me out that im really soory, i have got no time for them. 24 hrs is not enough for me.. even sat ans sun i'm occupied with family matters. as such, im kindda losing touch with the world. making use of this time( boss checking my work) to post online.
got 3 newly report pimple cases on my face. and i tamade CMI now.. and dun dare to go out coz of the stupid pimples...
shit.. the other system is hanging now.. and i think i have to go and redo the things again~! TAMADE~!
till i log on again
cya.
Qoo`~`
please let Qoo knows that intensive scientific researches have proven that thorough exposures to sun and sands helps in reducing zits tremedously.
www -
Dear DiaryOriginally posted by www:dear diary,
please let Qoo knows that intensive scientific researches have proven that thorough exposures to sun and sands helps in reducing zits tremedously.
www
Pls tell www this two words, "yeah right~~(referring to the above)"
and guess what? it's FRIDAY again~~~ haha
Regards
Estee~~~~ -
Dear Diary,
Today would be another bz day.
had a bad day yesterday, after i came home, coz one of ex-col jio me out for dinner with the rest as its his last day, but i mis-read his msg and though was thur night and thought him that i cant make it, he very angry coz he thought he had already msg everyone of us to make fri free...had a quarral with him over sms.... to find out in the end was me blur, thought was thurs. nonetheless, he is still angry with me coz fri got class, cant make it again...
felt abit warm when i read through the replies from the ppl in the forum, suddenly felt that ren jian you ai..
pls tell them i really wish to meet them up, as im starting to miss the accompany liao... -
dear diary,Originally posted by Estee:Dear Diary
Pls tell www this two words, "yeah right~~(referring to the above)"
and guess what? it's FRIDAY again~~~ haha
Regards
Estee~~~~
i was completely astonished to see estee's doubt in my statement.
nevertheless, pls let estee refers to at least two live samples: dotsg and me.
www -
Dear Diary,
^_^hee~! 1st time am I writing to you huh... Surprise~? Well, money seems to be one BIG problem recently. At such time, what can go worst~? Let me tell you, it's PAY CUT~! *FAINTZ* Just got to know it thru my colleagues yesterday while working, that all Government Departments will have pay cut, but dunno when will mine start...
All I hope is that I can managae to struggle till July where I'll be clear from my debts on my bike. Fate seems to help when I heard that my sister is giving me a little 'lift'. Man, I must say that it's just in time... Did I just walk over another major trouble, or will this be another Blessing In Disguise~?
No One Else Other Than Me,
EliteBoy -
Dear Diary,
i won't be experiencing any paycut... just bonus freeze
bye bye -
Dear DiaryOriginally posted by www:dear diary,
i was completely astonished to see estee's doubt in my statement.
nevertheless, pls let estee refers to at least two live samples: dotsg and me.
www
Pls tell www that staying in the sun for too long will basically mean i am wasting my money doing facial(2 mths no go liao though), but Miss Qoo`~` never go facial, maybe she can gib it a try~~ maybe it does work?? (pointing to life specimens ah dot and www)
whereas for me leh, dun worry, i will always SUPPORT sentosa outings, except that i'll be in the shade~~ =P
Regards
Estee~~~~ -
Dear DiaryOriginally posted by Qoo`~`:Dear Diary,
Today would be another bz day.
had a bad day yesterday, after i came home, coz one of ex-col jio me out for dinner with the rest as its his last day, but i mis-read his msg and though was thur night and thought him that i cant make it, he very angry coz he thought he had already msg everyone of us to make fri free...had a quarral with him over sms.... to find out in the end was me blur, thought was thurs. nonetheless, he is still angry with me coz fri got class, cant make it again...
felt abit warm when i read through the replies from the ppl in the forum, suddenly felt that ren jian you ai..
pls tell them i really wish to meet them up, as im starting to miss the accompany liao...
was scammed by someone nicked Clay in #sgforums last nite... he/she calls herself Shufen or Eileen... gave me her number upon request... until now not even a sound from her... anyway... back to the the main point... if Qoo's colleague chooses to remain miffed over such a small thing n refuses to understand then he is not being a really nice guy... unless of coz he errr especially wans her to be present... for some obvious reason... den he do have a little reason to feel disappointed n act pissed... but anyway... tell Qoo dat we will not be angry at her for not attending our outings... coz we understand... juz bring along some pretty meimeis n a few cartons of Malboros... we'll forgive her naturally... and todae is going to be another boring day...
Stefan -
can i post here too????