I requested the MO to see a phycharist, PCC. Why is the phycharist called PCC I don't know.
Anyway I have these problems :
Firstly, My body has no coordination at all. Its like when you do Sommersault, I concentrate on my hands, my legs I cannot concentrate well. Therefore, I can't skip, swim, march blah blah blah properly. I lose my balance easily. Its been a problem since I was young.
2ndly, I am not good at hands on, tell you the truth, my parents were still buttoning my skirt for me when I was in Primary 3, because I don't know how to. Until now I can't fold my clothes or tie my shoelaces properly. Everytime my parents fold my clothes properly and I go in the cupboard take one out, the whole chunk would be mess up no matter how careful I am. I am like damn clumsy and I learn things damn slow.
There was even quite a few times, I went to bath, walk to the toilet, I forgot my body foam, I went back to take, walk back to the toilet, then realized I was still wearing my sportshoe...
3rdly, I force myself to vomit at the slighest unplesant smell. Example, when people go toilet shit I will cover my nose, then when I walk out of the toilet, I would force myself to vomit, not really force till vomit comes out, just the vomit feel. Same thing I can't stand rubbish dumps, farts, blurps, or even nature. I find myself having difficulty breathing in these places.
I am PES B, what would be the likely outcome if I tell the doctor these? My platoons mates all don't like me, cause I am like damn weird, but the sergeats are all very encouraging. So I am in a dilema whether if I wish to downgrade or not. I am really scare I shoot the wrong things, I can't even check my rifle properly with confidence.
you know hor.