What will likely happen to me?
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After 2 weeks of BMT, I requested for a phycharist because I am afriad I can't cope because I have these problems since young, and my platoon mates are starting to get annoyed because of my defects. So now I am currently warded to SAF Ward and I have no idea what is going on except that the MO said I would be OOC for the moment, and I am not allowed to book in.
And they photocopied all my educational certs and requested for my parents to come down on Monday.
Firstly, my body got coordination problem, I cannot do well when the movement is too complicated, example I cannot skip, cause' you need to swing the rope and jump in synch, I cannot do it properly, another example is Standing Board Jump, I cannot swing and carry the force of the swing and jump, I swing already then jump, its like not swinging at all.
Secondly, I am a super blur king, do you know got a few times, I wear my shirt wrong side then ran down to fall in, and the other time I took another person's towel used for 3 days then realized its not mine, that guy even wrote his name on it.
Thirdly, I tend to force myself to vomit when I smell or see disgusting stuff like if you talk to me, you stand too close I can feel your breathe, I will walk to a side and force myself to vomit, or when going to toilet, you know the smell.
Fourly, I have problem communicating with people, like I won't talk to you unless you talk to me first, example if I find a suitable job for myself, I don't have the guts to call up the person for enquiries.
Fifth, I am CRAZY perfectionist, example I clear windows in a square motion, and must be square motion, if I screw up, I will wash the towel and re - clean again and again till I think its perfect.
One more thing, my hands on sucks, do you know I only learned how to tie my shoelace when I was Secondary One, and until now I can't do it properly, I can't even fold blanklet or clothes...
So what will likely happen to me? -
wait for it.
till then, start to think about how you're going to go through the rest of your life like this. -
I probably be a programmer, my studies are not too bad, I top my class in Polytechnic. But its quite annoying my buddy keeps SMSing and calling me for information while I don't know any because the MO never gave me any. He got say I OOC for the moment, but never give me any documents... so I dare not report also. zzz All I do is wait...Originally posted by kopiosatu:wait for it.
till then, start to think about how you're going to go through the rest of your life like this.
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so sad because of army he going to get his medical condition known and disclosed so he will have problems finding jobs later
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i don't care how your results are, i don't care if you will be a programmer.Originally posted by Guilmon1987:I probably be a programmer, my studies are not too bad, I top my class in Polytechnic. But its quite annoying my buddy keeps SMSing and calling me for information while I don't know any because the MO never gave me any. He got say I OOC for the moment, but never give me any documents... so I dare not report also. zzz All I do is wait...
read my comment again. think how you are going to go through life with all those problems you have listed.
force yourself to vomit? so everytime u talk to your boss / client, he stands too close, u run to the toilet and puke?
communication problem? you did state that you won't enquire about anything so how are you going to find a job and get through the interview?
don't bother answering what i just said, you go and think about it. -
i also got coordination problem.. me oso cannot march de.. but MO dunch care...
ARMY SUX! -
frankly.. i'm sorry..
you guys are... softer than a sponge cake... -
Ur no.3 problem is such a big problem, have u ever thought of correcting it?
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I don't actually vomit out, its just I cough myself till I get the jerk of vomiting.Originally posted by kivine:Ur no.3 problem is such a big problem, have u ever thought of correcting it?
Anyway, the MO seems more concern about my coordination and my inability to do hands on stuff like fold blanklet.
I wonder if I can still stay in combat after this.
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Originally posted by the Bear:frankly.. i'm sorry..
you guys are... softer than a sponge cake...
well said. -
Que Sera Sera.....
or should it be:
Balls to you recruit.... -
SAF ward? Isit the one at Alexander hospital?
Most likely you will be downgraded and posted to somewhere like being clerk or somebody's PA. Seems like just now all you can do is to wait.
Worrying is not going to change a thing. Just tell the MO what is your problem and how you think it is going to affect you in your army life. If you have any worries or doubts, put it across to him. Also if your parents have any concerns, ask them to voice out as well to the relevant people. -
the worst ward, someone would ever want to be there........ -
you'll get a cushy NS life..
but you'll probably get crap from the real world where everyone will hate you for being a wuss...
seriously...
get some spine.. -
Army life is not meant for everybody. From the sound of it you have some serious problems. Some maybe real. Some maybe imagined. But one thing for certain. If you are really as farked as you make yourself out to be than you are doing SAF a service by getting OOC.
Don't be too sad about it. Army life is not meant for everybody. The most farked up blur cork sotong soldiers can lead fulfilling lives and have successful careers after army, while outstanding officers or specialists can just as easily fall headlong into a drain after ORD. Just because you can't succeed in NS doesn't mean you can't succeed at life. Unless you are really as farked up as you make yourself out to be. Then prepare to fail at life.
But dun worry. Here's a song to cheer you up.
Chao keng ah chao keng ah chao keng chao keng.
I say you chao keng.
You say I chao keng.
But actually only Guilmon chao keng, chao keng. -
With your problems stated,i really wonder how you top in poly,anyway just relax and stay easy,NS is just a small part of your life,now you made felt worry,but after you ord and think back,it really nothing.
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I was just surfing some forums... then someone posted this... after I told them about my symptoms...
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Obsessive-compulsive_disorder
I seem to have every single symptom stated in there... and I remembered the MO in Tekong also said I may be suffering from this... it is that serious? I am a bit scare now... -
how come u neber fold your clothes until they are perfect since u're a perfectionist?Originally posted by Guilmon1987:After 2 weeks of BMT, I requested for a phycharist because I am afriad I can't cope because I have these problems since young, and my platoon mates are starting to get annoyed because of my defects. So now I am currently warded to SAF Ward and I have no idea what is going on except that the MO said I would be OOC for the moment, and I am not allowed to book in.
And they photocopied all my educational certs and requested for my parents to come down on Monday.
Firstly, my body got coordination problem, I cannot do well when the movement is too complicated, example I cannot skip, cause' you need to swing the rope and jump in synch, I cannot do it properly, another example is Standing Board Jump, I cannot swing and carry the force of the swing and jump, I swing already then jump, its like not swinging at all.
Secondly, I am a super blur king, do you know got a few times, I wear my shirt wrong side then ran down to fall in, and the other time I took another person's towel used for 3 days then realized its not mine, that guy even wrote his name on it.
Thirdly, I tend to force myself to vomit when I smell or see disgusting stuff like if you talk to me, you stand too close I can feel your breathe, I will walk to a side and force myself to vomit, or when going to toilet, you know the smell.
Fourly, I have problem communicating with people, like I won't talk to you unless you talk to me first, example if I find a suitable job for myself, I don't have the guts to call up the person for enquiries.
Fifth, I am CRAZY perfectionist, example I clear windows in a square motion, and must be square motion, if I screw up, I will wash the towel and re - clean again and again till I think its perfect.
One more thing, my hands on sucks, do you know I only learned how to tie my shoelace when I was Secondary One, and until now I can't do it properly, I can't even fold blanklet or clothes...
So what will likely happen to me?
o im a super blur king oso... always kana scolded one. like last friday i already kana scolded.
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I can't... everytime I fold 1 part, the other part become crumpled... its so frustrating...Originally posted by Ito_^:how come u neber fold your clothes until they are perfect since u're a perfectionist?
o im a super blur king oso... always kana scolded one. like last friday i already kana scolded. -
and in the end, u fail at this simple task miserably. tsk tsk tsk.Originally posted by Guilmon1987:I can't... everytime I fold 1 part, the other part become crumpled... its so frustrating...
u know when i first read your post, i couldnt believe that such a person exists.
after re-reading your problems, i think that everything u specified can be faked easily. -
You can might as well say every psychological problem can be faked easily...Originally posted by Ristar:and in the end, u fail at this simple task miserably. tsk tsk tsk.
u know when i first read your post, i couldnt believe that such a person exists.
after re-reading your problems, i think that everything u specified can be faked easily. -
some takes more skill than others. but yes, everything can be faked.Originally posted by Guilmon1987:You can might as well say every psychological problem can be faked easily... -
Cut TS some slack. everyone has their issues....
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but what makes u think that TS is faking it?Originally posted by Ristar:some takes more skill than others. but yes, everything can be faked. -
i didnt say that... just saying that they can be faked easily.Originally posted by Ito_^:but what makes u think that TS is faking it?