sometimes we thought that love would be enough to change a man.. but in truth, all remains the same... love can never touch his heart nor heal his ways...
creature of habits. ![]()
Most terribly cold it was; it snowed, and was nearly quite dark, and
evening-- the last evening of the year. In this cold and darkness there
went along the street a poor little girl, bareheaded, and with naked
feet. When she left home she had slippers on, it is true; but what was
the good of that? They were very large slippers, which her mother had
hitherto worn; so large were they; and the poor little thing lost them
as she scuffled away across the street, because of two carriages that
rolled by dreadfully fast.
One slipper was nowhere to be found;
the other had been laid hold of by an urchin, and off he ran with it;
he thought it would do capitally for a cradle when he some day or other
should have children himself. So the little maiden walked on with her
tiny naked feet, that were quite red and blue from cold. She carried a
quantity of matches in an old apron, and she held a bundle of them in
her hand. Nobody had bought anything of her the whole livelong day; no
one had given her a single farthing.
She crept along trembling with cold and hunger--a very picture of sorrow, the poor little thing!
The
flakes of snow covered her long fair hair, which fell in beautiful
curls around her neck; but of that, of course, she never once now
thought. From all the windows the candles were gleaming, and it smelt
so deliciously of roast goose, for you know it was New Year's Eve; yes,
of that she thought.
In a corner formed by two houses, of which
one advanced more than the other, she seated herself down and cowered
together. Her little feet she had drawn close up to her, but she grew
colder and colder, and to go home she did not venture, for she had not
sold any matches and could not bring a farthing of money: from her
father she would certainly get blows, and at home it was cold too, for
above her she had only the roof, through which the wind whistled, even
though the largest cracks were stopped up with straw and rags.
Her
little hands were almost numbed with cold. Oh! a match might afford her
a world of comfort, if she only dared take a single one out of the
bundle, draw it against the wall, and warm her fingers by it. She drew
one out. "Rischt!" how it blazed, how it burnt! It was a warm, bright
flame, like a candle, as she held her hands over it: it was a wonderful
light. It seemed really to the little maiden as though she were sitting
before a large iron stove, with burnished brass feet and a brass
ornament at top. The fire burned with such blessed influence; it warmed
so delightfully. The little girl had already stretched out her feet to
warm them too; but--the small flame went out, the stove vanished: she
had only the remains of the burnt-out match in her hand.
She
rubbed another against the wall: it burned brightly, and where the
light fell on the wall, there the wall became transparent like a veil,
so that she could see into the room. On the table was spread a
snow-white tablecloth; upon it was a splendid porcelain service, and
the roast goose was steaming famously with its stuffing of apple and
dried plums. And what was still more capital to behold was, the goose
hopped down from the dish, reeled about on the floor with knife and
fork in its breast, till it came up to the poor little girl; when--the
match went out and nothing but the thick, cold, damp wall was left
behind. She lighted another match. Now there she was sitting under the
most magnificent Christmas tree: it was still larger, and more
decorated than the one which she had seen through the glass door in the
rich merchant's house.
Thousands of lights were burning on the
green branches, and gaily-colored pictures, such as she had seen in the
shop-windows, looked down upon her. The little maiden stretched out her
hands towards them when--the match went out. The lights of the
Christmas tree rose higher and higher, she saw them now as stars in
heaven; one fell down and formed a long trail of fire.
"Someone
is just dead!" said the little girl; for her old grandmother, the only
person who had loved her, and who was now no more, had told her, that
when a star falls, a soul ascends to God.
She drew another match
against the wall: it was again light, and in the lustre there stood the
old grandmother, so bright and radiant, so mild, and with such an
expression of love.
"Grandmother!" cried the little one. "Oh,
take me with you! You go away when the match burns out; you vanish like
the warm stove, like the delicious roast goose, and like the
magnificent Christmas tree!" And she rubbed the whole bundle of matches
quickly against the wall, for she wanted to be quite sure of keeping
her grandmother near her. And the matches gave such a brilliant light
that it was brighter than at noon-day: never formerly had the
grandmother been so beautiful and so tall. She took the little maiden,
on her arm, and both flew in brightness and in joy so high, so very
high, and then above was neither cold, nor hunger, nor anxiety--they
were with God.
But in the corner, at the cold hour of dawn, sat
the poor girl, with rosy cheeks and with a smiling mouth, leaning
against the wall--frozen to death on the last evening of the old year.
Stiff and stark sat the child there with her matches, of which one
bundle had been burnt. "She wanted to warm herself," people said. No
one had the slightest suspicion of what beautiful things she had seen;
no one even dreamed of the splendor in which, with her grandmother she
had entered on the joys of a new year.
"Can I give up my life for something new?"
Perfection is made up by imperfections.
Originally posted by Devil1976:"Can I give up my life for something new?"
i hope i can do that...
Originally posted by alvin-ncs:i hope i can do that...
Theoreotically speaking you can...
In fact, I've ran one of such a theory which I've came up with on my own in my life.... It's like a miracle pill.... Without which.... I cannot imagine how am I suppose to stay up alive till today..... Which... Hmm... Reminds me of another theory....
"Humans have limited capacity. No wonder they always listen to what others say."
Originally posted by Devil1976:
Theoreotically speaking you can...
In fact, I've ran one of such a theory which I've came up with on my own in my life.... It's like a miracle pill.... Without which.... I cannot imagine how am I suppose to stay up alive till today..... Which... Hmm... Reminds me of another theory....
Too chim for me to understand leh..Any simpler way to share with the less intelligents like me? ![]()
Originally posted by Devil1976:"Humans have limited capacity. No wonder they always listen to what others say."
Hell yes! It's so true that's fustrating!
Originally posted by RedizAlertz:
Too chim for me to understand leh..Any simpler way to share with the less intelligents like me?
RIGHT... And I haven't even started complaining about some of the things you've said.... Took me a few nights to digest one meal.... ![]()
What do you suggest.....?
"The world is not exactly round but..... Big holes or small holes.. Ultimately the rivers and oceans fit in......."
"There's no superman in this world.... Only many men..."
"Slowly I have no brain left."
"So FULL of it......."
Originally posted by Devil1976:
RIGHT... And I haven't even started complaining about some of the things you've said.... Took me a few nights to digest one meal....
Hence the frequency of my posts. ![]()
Digest with care, please. Those took me years to accumulate one. ![]()
"Ignorance may be a bliss, but it can sometimes be deadly"
Originally posted by Devil1976:"There's no superman in this world.... Only many men..."
"So many men, so little time!"
"Tell me.. What you've got to say....?"
Originally posted by RedizAlertz:Hence the frequency of my posts.
Digest with care, please. Those took me years to accumulate one.
How come you're like talking about sai like that...? ![]()
Originally posted by RedizAlertz:
"So many men, so little time!"
Depends on what kinda men you're talking about....? ![]()
Originally posted by Devil1976:
How come you're like talking about sai like that...?
?!
Din know u actually accumulated for years before u release them...Ewwww~ *pinch nose*
"What money can't buy and the eyes can't see... Makes money looks cheap and the world complicated..."
"Sometimes the way how people arrives at their conclusion just amuses you...."