By Heng@ posted on 1st September 2004
That time which comes but once a month,
The rank is shown the deed is done.
Some rise some fall and some will stall,
Whatever may be everyone's had a ball.
Here we have, DPS Singapore,
Rhymes and poems and verses galore!
We have earned the 26th place,
With literary that's full of grace.
So let me offer my heartiest congratulations,
May we have some celebrations.
And this poem is dedicated to Dead Poet,
He deserves a toast of Moet!
By ratinacage posted on 23rd August 2004
you,whom i can no longer help.....
i heard that you're hurting,
someone's made you cry.
i wanna be there to comfort you,
be there to dry your eyes.
i'm not sure if you will want me to be there,
since you never called nor write,
or even bother to tell me, if you ever cared.
you did not even visit when i tumbled off my spiralling flight of stairs.
i know you must be in pain,
and that you will never show me
they break you again, again and again
and you dun even break easy.
i'm not sure if you need me to be there,
or will you never show me your crying face,
after the night, i killed your heart
7 years ago at Raffles Place.....
By KittynMeow posted on 31st August 2004
The Proposal
I did this for you, the man thought.
A diamond ring and roses I bought.
Giving you my whole heart,
Devoted throughout my life
With all sincerity, I wished you to be my wife.
Your quick temper I did not mind
Endearing, your idiosyncrasies, I find.
Every complaint I accept with understanding
Even the most absurd notwithstanding,
With anticipation, I look forward to our wedding.
What is it that you want, I did not know.
Only now then I realized how your thoughts really flow.
Paying no heed to my fragile emotions
Rending apart my wishful notions
Simply because I had no gold to secure your devotion.
IÂ’ll never do it again, the man thought
Not for you, whose heart with gold is easily bought
Not deserving of any feeling,
Not worthy of the tender care youÂ’re receiving
A treacherous bait you are to those who are willing.
By Devil1976 posted on 23 July 2004
Bizzare Day
Bizzare day... Dark sky,
heavy rain... Droplets turning black...
Polluted, it's gloomy...
The sky, it's heavy...
Bizzare day... Light cracks through...
Hope turns stray... All becomes gone.
None.
Bizzare day... Empty shells...
Blood... CLEAN. Silence.
Bizzare day, it's weird.
Bizzare day, it's wired.
Bizzare day, so to speak...
This beautiful day I stood.
Air is fresh, sky is beautiful...
But what I see is this 'bizzare day'...?
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Talks
Talks about God,
Lords...
Talks about thoughts,
lots...
Thoughts about me & you...
Thoughts of revolution...
Talks about things... End.
Talks about life span...
Talks, thoughts.
Talks of my thoughts...
Thoughts of yours, talk...
A thought so strange...
Talks of the street walks...
From all walks...
Thoughts of the nine clocks...
Top... Bottom...
Separate walks...
By Devil 1976 Posted on 26th August 2004
Self-DESTRUCTION...
SLASHED YOUR WRIST,
SMASH YOUR HEAD,
CUT YOUR TONGUE AND BASH YOUR RIBS..
DIG YOUR EYES,
PULL YOUR HAIR,
CUT YOUR THROAT AND BREAK YOUR NECK...
TWIST YOUR ARMS,
SQUEEZE YOUR THROAT,
DROWN YOUR LUNGS AND DIG YOUR ABS...
PULL YOUR TENDONS,
SINK YOUR RETINAS,
FLOOD YOUR CAROTIDS WITH ALL THE TOXINS...
By Heng@ posted on 25th August 2004
A Small Mistake
I had made a small mistake,
And now I am condemned to fate.
Everytime I meet the mob,
The laugh they tease like its their job.
I laugh with them, it IS that funny.
But I swear someone is NOT my honey.
I know that no one is serious,
My crime though stupid, is not that grievous.
A word of advice I shall dispense,
Ignore it at your own expense.
Never commit, at the risk of gossiping,
The mistake of following Dennis to go shopping.
WINDOWs
he creeps into the
R O O M
then looks out of the WINDOW in the
R O O M
and through the WINDOW of the opposite
F L A T
he disCOVERS that someone is
looking at
H I M
too
.
By Devil1976 posted on 17 September 2004
SAME Old Me
Neither big & neither small...
Deep in my heart, it's same old me....
Neither steel or something raw...
What's on my mind, the same old me...
Distal thunder struck the sky...
Still in my heart the same old light...
Through the motions...
Through the prides...
How much have I grow?
Same old me....
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Fall of a Society
Stand. On the head, he's tall.
Shoulders. On the burden that we've brewed.
Shaking. He slowly lost his sight and lost his mind...
Stand. On an empty head, it's meant to fall.
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Day, not the end...
Day, not the end.. It breaks free and come again...
Day, not the end... The life span....
Day, not the end... It's not the end....
Day, as we wait each time... Would it come again...
Day... Would it come...?
The day... I would break free...
That day, it shall come again...
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Sadness Engulf
Sadness it engulfs me...
Swallows me as a whole...
Like an empty shell eaten up...
An entity without life...
Sadness it surrounds me....
Steals me of my life...
Spits me like a misery...
Tiny rotten lime...
Sadness when you see me...
Walking down the streets...
Words are all that fills me....
Nothing felt within....
By sleepycat posted on 17 September 2004
Night, not the beginning.. it ties down & go again...
Night, not the beginning.. The expiry date
Night, not the beginning.. It's not the beginning....
Night, as they can't wait each time... Would it go again...
Night... Would it come...?
The night... you would hold captive...
That night, it shall go again...
By KittynMeow posted on 21st September 2004
An Old Friend
You greeted me with the same cheerful smile,
even after itÂ’s been such a long while
With a twinkle in your eye you said “hello”.
With a gentle voice, soft and mellow.
We chatted and caught up on times of old,
Memories of days long gone we shared and told.
Words flowed with seemingly no effort
As we enjoyed each otherÂ’s company and comfort.
We reminisced the days we had together
When all troubles seemed light as a feather
We remembered the things that rended us apart
Of forgotten hurts and scars that made us smart
You told of your wife, as gentle as a dove
That no other could you consider your love
Happily married, a caring father too,
Of beautiful children born to you two.
Over the years, youÂ’ve had the happiest of times
Until the somber knell for your wife sounded its chimes.
Your babies have grown and found loves of their own,
To form their families, away from you theyÂ’ve flown.
Loneliness sets in as you struggled alone,
Depression and sadness you wish to atone.
Silent nights drove you into maddening fear
Of endless days that you may have to endure.
With one once lost, you sought to find,
Some comfort, love and a peace of mind.
You asked me out to meet you here,
For in your heart you still hold me dear.
But never will I, your wife replace,
For I too, have found my love in another place.
To him IÂ’ll give my all till the end
To you, all I can offer is to be your friend.
By oceanic posted on 24 September 2004
How am I supposed to tell myself each day?
To wait for a miracle to happen
To wait for an answer from you someday?
To wait for forever, just like this?
Insecurity
Uncertainity
Loss of hope
Numbness, maybe?
I don't believe
I don't wish to probe
What u said, I accept it
Though my heart tells me otherwise
Time will tell and change
How long more will I wait?
An answer
I simply can't reveal
For time to me is precious for each moment spent with u.
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It is not the first time
The same feeling that overwhelms me
It will never be the last time
I will cry.
It will not be the same again
For things seemed to have change
You are still you
Yet, I'm no longer myself, anymore...
It would be wiser
To choose the other path
For the agony that fills me
Is too much for me to bear anymore...
By GwenSilvz posted on 1st October 2004
My significant other wrote this...
Do not be infuriated at my response,
For my heart yearns for thy love,
I long to be in thy arms night and day,
But time and distance keep us both away;
I struggled and broke myself free,
From a love that i discovered was not to be,
So here i sit and mend my heart,
Gather the pieces that he tore apart;
Thou art so perfect in my eyes,
A being that holds no disguise,
That is why i keep away from thee,
For what i want is true love to be;
I cannot love when my heart is dead,
I cannot smile when i cry in my bed;
All i ask is time for me,
To get over this tragedy,
So i can love thee with all honesty,
And not hurt thee again.
and in reply...
Impaired by the past
By a devotion thatÂ’s vast
Bygone through the years
Yearning for someone dear
Retracing back the path
Relived a forsaken oath
Once again the sentiments flourish;
Everything seemed accomplished
Through the delicacy of love
A new life to look towards
But words ever so fallacious
It engulfs whatÂ’s precious
That was not to be
For promises were made
Eternal love weÂ’ve been endowed
Return our hearts to where it once laid
By Kenashi posted on 24th September 2004
Feelings I had
One can only love
When one know the true meaning of Love
Without Love
The world will be a cold & lonely place
Alas my world is devoid of the love
The one I love
Love me not
Regard me as a brother
But treated me like a stranger
Whatever things I do for her
She declined politely
Why did she turn me down
Is it due to the fact that I am younger or immature
Or is it that she know me better than I myself do
Love cannot be ordered
This I truly believe
I donÂ’t like people to force things on me & likewise I donÂ’t force people
This is my principle
This is my way of life
Now I can only wish her the best & hope she meet someone she love who will love her as deeply as I do
Maybe she had already found that someone
That I do not know
Sometime I wonder whether there is someone out there waiting for me
Or has fate decide for me to be alone for the rest of my life
My life is not pitiful or pathetic compare to one in a starving 3rd world country or a war zone
At least I still have my family and friends
But if fate want me to be alone
Why give me the ability & desire to love
Why not devoid me of such feeling
The world is so huge
I hope to find a place to lose myself and be alone and at peace once again.
Kent OUT
By LeftBallBigger posted on 9 October 2004
Faith in Love
Her love guides you
Let your love free
Let it flow
Trust in Love
It will not harm you
It will not slow you
It canÂ’t but help you
She will always be there for you
So trust your love
She loves you
By Heng@ posted on 9 Oct 2004
Memoirs of a Sleepless Night
Staring at the digits 3 AM
Stiffling a yawn with my hand.
Looking out of the window,
At the darkened streets below.
All is quiet, a cold calm chill.
Speakers humming away still.
CK One standing in a corner,
Books and CDs not quite in order.
Thinking about a great many things,
Not knowing if they're all what they seem.
The remains of dinner I'm still feeling
Morrocan chicken slowly digesting.
Distant sirens wail aloud,
My breathes comes in cold white clouds.
Laptop screen bright on my face,
Sleep is coming with no haste.
My mind is blank I cannot think,
A sea of oblivion, I start to sink.
Maybe darkness will soon claim me,
So I might yet have a brand new day.
By LeftBallBigger posted on 9 October 2004
She Fills The Light
Let your mind free
Think of the number zero
Think of zero in all itÂ’s nothing
Think of a 3d blank
There is nothing there
She comes into the light
her body fills the zero
do you see her
you must for she fills every space
You love her
you lust her
you want her
your life is but for her
SheÂ’s the living dream
The dream you are blessed with
Never forget this dream
By LazerLordz posted on 9 October 2004
Pain's Inferno
And everytime I gaze
across this ocean which
never seems to end
such azure uncertainty
like a beggar wobbling
not sitting down,
yet his legs do not stand
but that's not what his brain
tells him.
Such is the pain
which immobilizes me
a patient stuck in a seedy ward
lying in a gurney
and infected with morosity.
My mind's rotting away
like a corpse in Calcutta's
gutter.
And where is my morphine
my salve of a wounded soul
which struggles but lacks
the temerity to break down
the walls, the monstrous walls
that circle my heart
and leaves
it dry and dead
The drug cannot keep me
ignorant, nor dumb.
My soul is a fire
which even the phoenix fears
and the Devil dare not thread
lest it burn his bedeviled hooves.
And your heart might just
burn, burn forever
if the fireman runs away.
Only if.
By fallin posted on 10 October 2004
Fallen Poet
The fallen poet gives a long sigh
He sits under an apple tree
Beneath the azure blue sky
Steams of tears well in his eyes
The fallen poet begins to cry
He mourns the lost of a love gone by
He sits in silence wondering why
Endless thoughts that fill his mind
How did the love they had suddenly die
The fallen poet wonders why
The fallen poet thinks of her
Every moment of his broken life
He regrets the day he said goodbye
All he hopes is for one more try
The fallen poet takes his life
He makes his mistake one more time
He canÂ’t take his lost in his stride
He slashes his throat with cold sharp knife
He breathes his last and says good night
The fallen poet finally dies
By ratinacage posted on 11 October 2004
midnite jungle walk haiku
reflection of red
glowing moon seem murderous
from the cold still pond
By eskyhastofall posted on 13 October 2004
Take my wings and fly
She sings with her toes twirling
As the sun rains down on her
A fair vision in white and gold
She drew those soft brows together
And pulled her wide eyes shut
Her sweet sorrow hung in the air
With every note that floats out of her lips
The words are blurred by the hustle and sound
But I hear them clear as the winter wind
“The angel without wings see no pain
Denied with flight, she frolicks in pleasure
Take my wings away and bring me peace
The arc of the rainbow will shield me from light.”
The fall of the last verse, she caught with her smile
Drifted, she did, like wispy clouds
Except she flew with the abandon of love
At that moment, I knew of shame
For I had spied an angelÂ’s hope
By LeftBallBigger posted on 10 October 2004
It is she who will die tonight
The slinky cotton knit dress cannot hide the women in her
The soft garment follows her every contour
As she stands in the doorway the lights from the street silhouette her trained curves
She is all Woman, A Woman in all her blossomed fullness
The upturn of her bre asts are clearly defined
“Are you Left?” she asks. “They have sent me to kill you”
“You shouldn’t have messed up their never ending cruise” she says with ice in her voice.
I expected this, the stars had warned me of this eventuality.
They had warned me that I would die by the hand of a DKNY clad beauty
I tell her so; I tell her she can kill me at will
I say I will not resist but persuade her to let me experience ultimate pleasure once more before my death.
She agrees without hesitation and a light toss of her luscious hair
She grabs me and I feel the strength of the trained killer in her arms
“I take pleasure in my profession” she purrs with a tinge of evil
The intensity of our coupling overwhelms her
I feel the hesitation in her, the slowing of her heart
The relaxation of her taut body gives me hope
In her arousal I find myself forcibly thrown around with abandonment
I find myself looking at the cotton knit dress she had thrown on the covers
The exposed label screams at me
It reads some obscure brand I know not of
It is she who will die tonight
By LeftBallBigger posted on 23 October 2004
Dancing With The Devil
He is the Devil and yet you are seduced
The weak in you couldnÂ’t resist it, face it you are weak
You keep saying “Maybe tomorrow I’ll find the truth”
There is no truth tomorrow, he is The Devil and yet you dance
Your head is repeatedly banged against the wall
You are starting to hurt but hormones command you
There is no pleasure, just empty pain
Just emptiness with no light
And yet you dance with The Devil
You want to discover
But you are not prepared for the truth
You say you are but you donÂ’t know what itÂ’s like
Only but the few know what itÂ’s like
Do you know what it feels like to be sad?
You think that was sadness?
You are sorely mistaken for that was just sadness in your little world
Not real sadness
The Devil will show you real sadness
Sadness which cannot be written in words
The kind of sadness that many have succumbed to and lost
Oftentimes choosing the ugly exit
You are lost and in need of directions
That is clear, it should be clear to you as well
Yet you dance with The Devil
And when all is settled dust
You will dance with him again
By oceanic posted on 29 September 2004
I can't reveal my emotions
I fear the consequences
My heart was crying
I forced myself to swallow those tears
Haven't I been through this before?
All these while
The same feelings that seemed to overwhelm me each time
Each time, my heart silently cried
The pain and agony
The sadness and tears
I wished it was over
But the love just keep on growing stronger
By oceanic posted on 18 October 2004
Frustrations
The endless drilling
The constant shouting
The never ending conflicts
I wish I could ran away from it
The agony and frustrations
The persistent plead
It just never seem to cease
Let's have an end to it
Peace is what we need
Calm down and have a good talk
Cos it might just be good for thee
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Never wait for another day
For u never know when the day comes
Never say never
Until u tried and failed
Never forsake ur loved ones
For u'll feel the pain when they're gone someday
Never hide ur feelings
For it's better to make it known then regret later
By oceanic posted on 25 & 26 October 2004
I ran unusually fast
The pain was there
My mind was in a dilema
My heart was heavy...
My knee was hurting
I was still running
I wish I could escape easily
Just by running away
I saw the same old man
Sitting under the same tree
I sensed his loneliness
I began to feel tears welling in my eyes
It's time to go back again
Back to the same old house
The same problems I'll faced
And perhaps the same feelings of sadness again
Another day,
I'll run again at the same place
And see the same old man wearing a white shirt with a straw hat
Sitting quietly at one corner
Perhaps someday, I'll choose to walk away from what I have to face....
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Should I ask u to stay?
Or should I simply make a decision to leave?
SHould I ask u to make a choice?
Or should I just tell u I'll leave once and for all