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sorry I couldn't think of any title for the topic....
no comments or any comments are welcome....
i'll slowly express irregardless of any hearer or no hearer.....
this is neither my understandings nor non-understandings. i'm just emptying my thoughts.....
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i'm too free or some would say boliao would be the word. but either or whatever doesn't bother me.
life is like a living literature. being genuinely oneself without bothering how others look or think of oneself is just contemplating on our existence in form feelings thoughts & movement.
when one is fully enlightened & well gone. no words could be heard or typed in present moments. as long there's an 'empty' form, words & thoughts would arise for the benefit of others.... -
I thought of & wish to write a book....
a book about what?
about my.... from the start of my consciousness of unawareness to awareness to emptying to emptiness. thus, what's there to write about?
i've even thought about what the title of my book would be if it ever gonna be published.... -
''from the start of my consciousness of unawareness to awareness to emptying to emptiness'' means the
beginning of birth living thru living & finding true living thru buddhism....
as i've always been talking to shakyamuni buddha who's always been my listener no matter where I am.... I know he exists....
I look up into the sky & ask him.... where's mt sumeru? can u really hear me now? I believe u do.... -
one can doubt all u want, believe all u want. his existence & non-existence is to be contemplated as part of all existence. the answers result from contemplation & investigation & experiencing....
he's neither existence nor non-existence. he's in us & we are in him.
every moment anything I do.... I ask is it right to do this that? he always say do it & find out yourself, be prepared to face anything for what is right what is wrong, what is not right & what is not wrong.... -
its not important to know, its important to know. both are neither important unimportant to know.
what pure emptiness does one have if one speaks after someone without experiencing the emptiness for oneself?
true enlightenment what is that?
how many dare to walk the path alone? -
what's pure concentration, what's non-attachment?
I was seated facing a gal. she was eyes closed.... meditating.....? I dun know....
something dropped, a loud sudden sound beside her & me.... us.
she turned immediately towards the direction of the sound with eyebrows frowned indicating ''hey u disturbed my peace''...,
was that pure concentration, non-clinging, undisturbed? or was it distraction? what's an authentic genuine practioner? meditator is a meditator, difference is one is an illusioned meditator one is a real meditator.
I watched silently the arising & ceasing..... of others.... -
yeah by now, u would agree true dharma is silent... essence of emptiness with everything existing evolving.... within....
dharma is in our daily moments. the sutras teachings words of buddha is a guideline the maps of our illusioned deluded existence. we practice to observe & find the meaning of emptying & emptiness arising from non-emptiness. securing a certainty in the true teachings of buddha, our teacher. -
that's the simplicity & profoundity of suchness - buddhism.....
with a mind that's as infinite as space, theres endless things existing in it yet limitless emptiness can fill it up.... -
as ''I watched silently the arising & ceasing..... of others....'', there's no watcher no hearer of sound & thoughts....
there was only emptiness at the end.... -
