i had a funny incident recently when sleeping.
it was like the moment i fell asleep i woke up again and a hand appeared beside the bed facing me. looking at the hand i decided to hold it cos i didn't believe it to be real and so i held it and i could actually hold it

and it felt warm to the touch but i still wasn't convince enough that it was real and so i further decided to pull it to see what happens. as the thought was going on of pulling the hand, it began to use one of the fingers to press against my skin and i could actually feel the pain when the nails sunk into my skin and the pain seemed like getting stronger and stronger but i still not convinced it was real and went ahead and pulled it. i pulled it hard with strength and at the same woke up from my sleep and there i was holding the tip of my pillow and was actually pulling it instead. i giggled and went back to sleep.

in dream we cannot really grasp anything to be real although they appear as what we see in daily life? then in our awake moment can we grasp anything to be ultimately real like the hand one might perceive to be real in the dream? or maybe if it wasn't the pillow it could be my hubby's hand

but it was still not the same hand in the dream. the hand did resemble my own hand. it was like a moment i had a face to face with my ego.
(to add on...)
hhmm... wanting to pull it to see what happens is also an illusive thinking, right? it was trying to convince me that it was real by feeling it's warmth and pain when the nail sinks into my skin and behind the back of the thought i noticed a faint sense of fear trying to creep in when the 2nd part was happening and it fastened my intention to pull it to find out what happens further and how far it goes. but i woke up instead to see pillow instead. frankly, disappointed as it may seem to me which is common in daily life when we can also get disappointed in some things when they don't happen to be true or what we expected at times. but the pillow brought me to the actual moment of what was.
anyone got anything to share?