You are still in the circle.
The circle of "believing" & "trying to make sense of things".
BREAK FREE MY FRIEND.
If I were in that situations, I would know it a "Test". The test of, if "I" still believe in something there is form & formations. Or is mind starts to relate to believing the cycle have not stop. Which makes "I" still in the circle.
It's good to discuss other religions. By discuss other religion this will bring Dharma to be "Tried & Tested". Not just accepting Dharma. Dharma is to be tested & attain.
If "I" never attain, "I" can never apprehend (understanding) the full meaning.
