You may recall that several months ago I was deciding between either Aeronautical Engineering or Offshore Oil and Gas Engineering as my specialisation. The former is my field of interest, while the latter is a somewhat easier path.
In the end, I chose the former as I didn't want to have any regrets. I had been dreaming of becoming an aircraft engineer after being inspired by my uncle, who works as a senior engineer at ST Aerospace. When I was young, he gave me lots of model DIY military aircraft to work on. Heck, he willingly became one of the guarantors for my study loans.
And touch my heart, I'm not regretting my choice. If I had chosen something else, I would probably be mentally kicking myself to death right now for tossing aside the one and only chance to fulfill my dreams.
But at the same time, I can't help but wonder whether my capabilities are up to the task. Having big dreams is one thing, but ability is another thing altogether.
I dunno man.... I guess I'm just having some bad vibes.
