no..i never have sex with them..all i want is a decent ,serious relationship and courtship... with love..but its so hard for me to get.......its like catching ants for other gals..so easy and swift...
its like losing yr esteem when you know they only want sex frm u and you dont have other qualities to make them fall in love with you..or be attracted to u..

and then u thought they are in love with u..and u fall for them..then u realise they just want u as an underground,or some illegitimate sex partner while they are actually attached and their gf enjoy the entitlements and being acknowledged by his family ,friends as the legitimate steady love partner or they are at the same time seriously pursuing other gals as steady gf while sees you as a sex partner when the need arises....how would u feel?you would think how am i different from others to deserve this treatment?am i inferior to them in any aspects?..

and why am i given the "tittle" of an illegitimate sex partner and not a gf?
if they dont think i am good enough as a gf..then why still date me..i make it clear i am not promiscuous and i am not out looking for multiple sex partners,flings or ons.This is clear to them.....
and when u meet them on the streets..they pretend they dont know u..you just a stranger..Wat am i ? a whore? some shameless person? a criminal( fugitive?wat is this? and their gf is publicly declared to all.....treat like a princes..come on...wheres the justice..
and their gf is not pure..thats all i have to say...