i've changed..
more confident in things i do..
more tactful..
more outspoken..
dare to know more people.. especially gals..
and this colleague actually has some crush on me but after she knows that i have gf, she stayed away from me.. but she still buy cough drops for me.. sometimes breakfast and ask me to take care of myself and careful driving etc.. so caring.. but she has bf too... and they are not no good terms..
we also confided in each other and care about each other...
but yesterday.. we agreed to be 'normal' since we cant be together..
but now.. its like caring for 2 gals instead of one... and why this happened to me??
now.. after so many incidents.. i find that i do not love my gf the same way as before... she has changed a lot for me.. and more submissive but how i wish she can be more understanding..
then recently, i know a gal, she is very young and full of drive to succeed, someone i admired very much,,, and we still keep in touch..
and will celebrate her bday too
oh god what should i do??
