My recently known gf ytd i just met her only n we are already that closed... although she dun have a nice figure but she have the potential. When i 1st saw her she had very nice facial... But she got the beng(gangster influences)... I felt troubled... Somestimes thinking to myself and sharing with friends that um... Why are all the chio looking girls all have a liking to those ah beng n very naughty guys... Me n friends often saw those situation at shopping centres... What we saw was the girl very beri beri pretty n ok la.. but understand that under the influences of the not so well behaved guy, the girl learns n be naughty... i believe u guys have saw that too... ok la honestly, i feel kinda jealous and unfairness.
In the past, i had many setbacks in relationships... I had never had a relationship that last for more than half a year. Well, often is the girls state the breaking up... Bcuz of so many breaking ups n conflicts in my feelings for girls now i dare not really took up a relationship cuz im really beri afraid of rejections. Dam stress, sometimes want love so badly but fear this n that. I mean as a guy i feel bad. Wanna let ppl envy i guess...
These few days among our generation of friends i dun really notice guys of our standards daring to approach girls for friends making or contact... often rejected n left diu lian laughed by friends. I feel girls now are more bao shou, Really hard to depend on yuan fen... Sorry being a little rather emotional now.
Wanna share problems with maybe some experienced and heed some tips.
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ah! lol