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[This message has been edited by hubby_of_angel (edited 28 May 2002).]
Hey man I dont know who you are but if what you are telling is true...well i can only say I understand how you feel..Im not out here to insult you or what so don't worry. To be honest I plunged into the pit of love when I was in J1. Had the mentality in me that i was in JC so i shouldnt be like secondary days whereby getting a stead was juz a cheap trill n something tpo brag about. Well i kinda fell in love with this gal in J1. She was realy pretty n guess that was what attracted me. i decided to chase her n so i suceeded. to b honest i was a bastard cos my best friend was in love with her...bt anyway... gg out with her i was kinda proud cos she was really q attractive..bt looks aside her character n temper was atrocious! she was extremely possesive of me n mt the other way round. she would delete all my gal phone numbers in my hp when i was asleep, call my friends to stop calling me, did not allow me to go cheong, i was not to fetch anyone other than her...etc...but for the sake of 'love' i changed to meet her expectations..i said sorry each and everytime(serious) cos it takes two to argue and if i juz say sorry there would b noting to argue i guess...neway after two years plus we broke up..she suggested it and i agreed. i couldnt take it anymore, i felt liked a caged bird!i craved for the freedom and the friends and popularity i once had.. but she really struck me with one phrase b4 we broke up.she said i never change. God damn it i tried like hell to change n i realy did, n nw the pots calling the kettle black! go try restricting another guy from gg out 24/7 n see if he tries to sneak out anot. well i did not n i was bloody faithful for 2yrs plus. Hey im not some ugly unwanted guy k n i dont have to put up with this shit she gave. well guess when u find true love u should cherish, n when its time to go its time to go....sad as it may seem....
but guess god is fair, after my breakup with my ex i took a half year break n enjoyed bein single..got back my friends n etc.... till sometime back i met a gal that i fell in love with...yes love and not 'love'.. im am happy now as she is everything yr sayang is n even better...but thats my opinion only..
if the old dosent go the new dosent come...of course when you have found the rite one hang on to it.. if u realy like yr sayang then try as hard as u can to chase her back..dont juz channel all yr energy in to crying... use it to stop yr tears frm flowing by bringin her bk...
hi S15, maybe we met the same kind of problems, but we are sure diff. if she would come back again, i sure will accept her, but she have to know wat she going to do for the future... but wat do you know true love is? i dun dare to say i really know everything. i willing to learn and gave her all i have learn cuz i still do love her alot, althought we haev broke up for half year. yes it true that time will change pples heart. but she my 1st gf and welast for 3yrs. 3yrs is not that short or that long too... most of my frens blame her for wat she did... but i dun blame her. after her leaving, everthing is sad and i feel in this world theres nothing i feel is important to mi... but at least i know really know i do love her so much... i dun think i will ever love anyone else this deep anymore... but i wish she will be back wif mi again... wat ever she has done this few month and i wun want to care... as long as we both concern abt the future... but watever i say now it no point... cuz she have left... i hope she will be happy... someone has to be happy in both of us. sayang, if you happen to see this, i have to tell you something... i do love you so much. my love to you will never ever fade... plz come back to mi... you are the very special someone to mi...
i love you...
'treasure and cherish ur fairer half'
weiwen...
Forget her, if you tried and it didn't work out, it's her lost, there's plenty of fish in the sea, she's NOT worth your time.