Go for what you wanted most.
Similar case happened to me before. Few years back, I broke off with my BF, the reason is rather silly, because he is very busy, thus lack of time for me. After broke off, I met the New BF. He is a nice person, patient, and caring. He has desire for sex, his skill is ok, but one thing, his size is rather small (max about 4inc, not very hard). At first I am ok with it.
But after sometime, I started to miss my Ex's tool, his bigger than 4inc, and it's very very hard. It's not that my sex desire is very high, but it makes me feel like lacking something in life. Just imagine, a small one can't even make you feel that you are complete, and fulfilled. I like the feeling of being fill with the big thing. So, I ask myself, is that fair to cheat myself, and most importantly cheat my New BF that he is the one that I really want?
No doubt he is a great guy, but to me, I feel that there is something missing. It's not fair and it's selfish to keep him beside me just because he is a nice person. Yes, like somebody said, he deserve better. So, I decided to break off with him. I never let him know the real reason. Well, telling a guy his size can't satisfy me is really hurt. So, why should I hurt a nice guy? After few months, my Ex patch up with me, he is a naughty guy, and he is impatient. To me, overall I give him 60% as compare to the nice guy, which I give him 90%. But again, this naughty guy is a super man on the bed.
Most importantly, when I saw the small little didi, I don't have the same excitement as when I saw the big one. Don't mention about the skill, just watching the big thing is enough to turn me on. Some might say skill is more important, but I can say, size is important too.
Let say,
1) a guy has a big tool, but skill sucks, he score 40%, failed
2) a guy has a small tool, but super skill, he might score 70%, pass
3) a guy has big size + super skill = 100% excellent
Well, if you can't go for excellent, it's not bad to go for pass. Skill can always improve, but size is gift from god. People always say, skill is more important, but do you know that a guy with big size can have very good skill too? How many guys out there who have big gun will not appreciate this gift from god by using it with super skill? DonÂ’t tell me some guys who has super tool but trying to use it with lousy skill, purposely? I wonder. Well, again, skill can always improve by experience and training. But sizeÂ…
So, go for what you want. I married with my 60% naughty guy, and we have 2 kids now. He loves me, as I do, but he is not perfect. If you ask me again today, I still choose this 60% guy rather than the 90% nice guy. Perhaps I don't deserve the better one.