Dear Blog,
Ysternite, after wk, shopping with friends. Missha, the Korean make-up/skincare store. OkieÂ…the price are cheap, there are varieties and it smell sooooo nice worÂ…heeheeÂ….
My friends really can shop manÂ….we have total 6 of usÂ…the usual wait for and wait upon Â…so dilly dally plenty of time on waitingÂ….hmmmÂ…..and guess wat, I top the buying record againÂ…..hmmmÂ….
Celebrated Zra bird day at Town up till about 3.30Â….was it?? HmmÂ…I guess so bah! He seems tired and most of the time he was just listening to our crappingÂ….thanks to those who turned upÂ….and the very wonderful small NYDC cake Â…heehee
Wld like to highlight the following to all Ppl, frds, colleagues, relatives, siblingsÂ…..
WHAT IS BY-CHOICE??The abv, always ask me the same question every timeÂ….: Y are u still single har? When are u getting married har?

I ansÂ…
I am by-choiceÂ…..the meaning being : I choose and would like to remain singleÂ….no relationship, no bf, not marrying, no familyÂ…..
by-choice meaningÂ….i prefer and wld like to remain alone for the rest of my life!!! I do not need bf or family or a hubby to spice up my life or to bal my life with them ard!!! I can and sincerely wld like to remain as wat I am and single in my life!! Its not because my standards are high, no suitors..etcÂ….(I do have suitors, believe it or not) Thank you for the speech!

Most ppl see my post of : I am sitting alone at the highest shelf : Meaning : I am alone and will be alone cos I chose the highest shelf (unreachable mah)Â….and
its by-choice!! Get it!

I cant stand the agony of patoring or having someone to share my life with, having to think and plan for him, take care of him, worry for him, cook for him, plan things for himÂ… (trust meÂ…..i am such a lovey dovey gf tat I will not hesitate to treat him better than myselfÂ…) this is my only soft spotÂ….which I hate it whenever I feel that he is not concern about me or when I feel tat I am treating him nicer than he is suppose to treat me even better or I hate the feeling of him taking me for granted??!!! As if I owe him and wat I am doing is only his .....i cant help itÂ….i always tend to treat bf nicer than they treat me cos its taken for granted alreadyÂ…Â…

Okie okieÂ….i may be grumpy and naggy but if I can treat my bf well and this kind of feelings are not being reciprocateÂ…than forget itÂ….i am outÂ…maybe I am jus not cut out for the game of loveÂ…or tat no man are on par with me to share my feelings and thoughtsÂ…Â…and here comes the word :
By-choiceÂ…Â…Thank You Blog!