Feeling sian and yet my head is full of stuff.Originally posted by alfagal:wa wat got u so high
heh....Originally posted by LazerLordz:Feeling sian and yet my head is full of stuff.
meeting a friend for lunch tmr..(she was my ex-gf) and her bf's going to be there too with a few mutual friends.![]()
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nope.it's not the friends.it's me..guess it's still too soon to be able to look at the fellow in the eye and be neutral.Originally posted by alfagal:heh....
same meeting 'freinds' prob w reno?
aww..Originally posted by LazerLordz:nope.it's not the friends.it's me..guess it's still too soon to be able to look at the fellow in the eye and be neutral.
Thought I was over it, but i'm sometimes too emotional for my own good.And no one knows because I do not like showing it.![]()
it was a summer dream that lasted only 2 months odd, but the intensity was out of this world.It was an LDR..and she being Down Under while I'm here..it never would have worked.This I have accepted based on our characters..but it's just him.Originally posted by alfagal:aww..
come on..its natural to feel tis way..
how long was it ago?
oh passion rules over e head..Originally posted by LazerLordz:it was a summer dream that lasted only 2 months odd, but the intensity was out of this world.It was an LDR..and she being Down Under while I'm here..it never would have worked.This I have accepted based on our characters..but it's just him.
Oh, and she comes here sometimes too..not SB though.![]()
I guess i don't know the other guy well enough, but i've been known to be right about my hunches, especially amongst people who know me well.Originally posted by alfagal:oh passion rules over e head..
sounds lik u were really into her tat time...hard to forget huh..
well, jus wish all e best for her lo..
u dun like e other guy?
I write better when I'm down or melancholic..you should've seen those written when I was in my first 2 weeks in BMT.Originally posted by alfagal:all ur poems so melancholic
well, there is also nothing much you can do right?Originally posted by LazerLordz:I guess i don't know the other guy well enough, but i've been known to be right about my hunches, especially amongst people who know me well.
I'd like to wish her all the best, but the cynic within is not too hopeful about it.Thing is, we were friends before this and still are, though it's a strain whenever he is brought up as a subject matter.
Haha.Of course nothing.Originally posted by alfagal:well, there is also nothing much you can do right?
oh gosh, dun wanna know bout it manz..Originally posted by LazerLordz:I write better when I'm down or melancholic..you should've seen those written when I was in my first 2 weeks in BMT.![]()
Not that siong la..just some writings done when I was sitting by the pool and my company mates were inside the pool.Originally posted by alfagal:oh gosh, dun wanna know bout it manz..
ar...inspirations..Originally posted by LazerLordz:Not that siong la..just some writings done when I was sitting by the pool and my company mates were inside the pool.
The airplanes were taking off into the sunset and it was 2 days to Xmas then..![]()
Beach ah..i'd rather lie back on the breakwaters and watch sunsets.Originally posted by alfagal:ar...inspirations..
lik to go beach n write then?
hahaOriginally posted by LazerLordz:Beach ah..i'd rather lie back on the breakwaters and watch sunsets.I wrote on a plane once, because i finished all the videos and was damned bored
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Hi, what be wrong with you?Originally posted by Pitot:Hello people, i need help.. haiz.
wats wrongOriginally posted by Pitot:Hello people, i need help.. haiz.
Ok, i think alfa jie can help with this..Originally posted by LazerLordz:Hi, what be wrong with you?![]()
Hmm..she sent you all these?did you rashly do something?Originally posted by Pitot:3-- but he will nvr come back. Why? Where did my perfect dream go to? Why.. I've tried everything..
4-- you know how much it hurts? how much my heart aches? You dont know he dosent know. He dosent care. Why? What went wrong? Why am i so hopeless..
No more news from her.. I hope she is alright..
Haiz.. i just feel like sprinting to her now.. i want to be beside her right now..![]()