Sad Life 04 May 1996
i live a forbid life
full of apprehension and lies
pain, agony and morbid fear
but who is willing to lend a listening ear ?
i watch the world unfolds
revealing friends and foes
it echoes with hail and kill
sadistic savagery make me ill
i see through the masks people wear
here, there and everywhere
they treat you with false sincerity
action so repugnant and devoid of humanity
i witness the atrocities people commit
slaughter, slay, murder, rape and other unspeakable things only
an insane mind can permit
bathe in blood and feed upon the dead
a devilish and macabre mentality filled with hate
i see the way life is ran
my heart bled, ached and wrenched
a crazy pattern stretching to the never
neverending journey to forever
i shout into space for an explanation
the day Earth is born after an explosion
unfortunately, all i receive is emptiness
destroying any hope of finding a solution to this madness
i just had to come to grips to the facts
join the majority fad
dreams and ideals are squashed
perhaps to be relived slowly in later years with a sip from Orange Squash ?