that is why your friend now is doing u a favour mah.... if it doesnt work out, at least u may still have his friendship see?? not like mine... dun evenhave a friendship to fall back on....Originally posted by rainee:haiz...last time i tot if I become his close fren everything wud be easier...cos before this, all my crushes never became my frens de...this is the first time I have become so brave and establish a frenship with the person I like so much...and we become so close...
then I found out, when you get too close, it is actually harder...
haiz...Originally posted by starblue:yeah. me also. i hate not knowing wad to do and how to make all those wierd feelings go away... haiz.... stupid ring, now then appear. -_-""
dats y i said...go and be his frens...but remember dun get too close, otherwise it will be very hard to cross the frenship barrier later on...like now i m stuck sumwhere in the middle, want to cross or dun wan to cross...Originally posted by starblue:that is why your friend now is doing u a favour mah.... if it doesnt work out, at least u may still have his friendship see?? not like mine... dun evenhave a friendship to fall back on....
Originally posted by starblue:i'd rather be dehumanised. in fact i think i was rather unfeeling for a prolonged period of time previously. it was..... different from hurting all the time, and i took solace in it. it's like morphine ya know...
Hmm.... hard question to answer.......Originally posted by rainee:dats y i said...go and be his frens...but remember dun get too close, otherwise it will be very hard to cross the frenship barrier later on...like now i m stuck sumwhere in the middle, want to cross or dun wan to cross...
i heal very slowly, so i rather not get into it at all if i can help it... wad can i say? wo shi ge hai pa shou shang de nu ren...Originally posted by the Bear:i feel that if there was pain, i am still able to feel, and therefore, i had loved.. and maybe still love...
but that's the past.. put that behind me... look at it wistfully once in a while...
then go look for love again... remembering the past mistakes made, and the lessons learnt.. perhaps things will be better
and with that hope, i would dare to love.. and damn the consequences...
Sayang,sayang...u will be ok soon...dun worryOriginally posted by rainee:haiz...
i want a glass of wang qing shui...![]()

Originally posted by starblue:i heal very slowly, so i rather not get into it at all if i can help it... wad can i say? wo shi ge hai pa shou shang de nu ren...![]()
Take ur time to heal ur wounds... go at ur own pace...accept someone when u ready.no need to push urself ,k?Originally posted by starblue:i heal very slowly, so i rather not get into it at all if i can help it... wad can i say? wo shi ge hai pa shou shang de nu ren...![]()

hey.. when (and if) i finish my book, will u do a book review for me?Originally posted by the Bear:well, everyone's got their own way of dealing with stuff...
who knows?
i'm just too big and dumb with too high a threshold for pain for my own good?
most of all, just find your own way and heal
time to write another book review... just finished another while writing on the forums
don't think of it as getting hurt think of it as a chance to enjoy and that you willnot end up getting hurt!Originally posted by starblue:i heal very slowly, so i rather not get into it at all if i can help it... wad can i say? wo shi ge hai pa shou shang de nu ren...![]()
yeah... i know...Originally posted by harryryan:Take ur time to heal ur wounds... go at ur own pace...accept someone when u ready.no need to push urself ,k?
Originally posted by starblue:hey.. when (and if) i finish my book, will u do a book review for me?![]()
Its a brand new week...Originally posted by alfagal:oh manz...do u have to remind us tat its monday?![]()
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Good Morning Xiao Mayi...Originally posted by ndmmxiaomayi:Morning Simple Bear.![]()
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Originally posted by Simple_Bear:Good Morning everyone...
Its Monday...![]()
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