==> Darth Fudgester's 65th Bohemian Rhapsody <==
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Previous thread condemned and to be closed by Starblue & Co.
Meanwhile, the following lyrics best describes my feelings at the moment:
Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide
No escape from reality
Open your eyes
Look up in the skies and see
I'm just a poor boy; I need no sympathy
Because I'm easy come, easy go
Little high, little low
Anywhere the wind blows, doesn't really matter to me...
To me....
- Queen, 'Bohemian Rhapsody'
So.... comments?
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here
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aha
anyway, someone is cooking herbs near my place and now the whole place stinks
at least there doesn't seem to be mosquitoes.. maybe it's the stench?
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anyway fudgester...you ok?
gotta relax -
YAAA!!!!
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where do i post
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fudge, take a day(or night, if you prefer) or 2 off, give yourself a break, and head over to somewhere nice..
somewhere peaceful, somewhere away from the hustle of the city..
just allow yourself to relax, before charging again -
Download gunz and kill a few people, and you'll feel better.
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does gunz have quest..long time ago..i play no questOriginally posted by seow:Download gunz and kill a few people, and you'll feel better. -
My version of Bohemian Rhapsody is stuck to 'Good Company'.
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you're evilOriginally posted by seow:Download gunz and kill a few people, and you'll feel better.
you know he's just gonna get owned by others in the starting stages -
Yeah, I'm fine.Originally posted by StarPuppy:anyway fudgester...you ok?
gotta relax
It's just that for every single night this week I've had to leave for school in the morning and return home late at night. I've always considered breaking fast with my family to be a meaningful affair, and I haven't been able to do so.
I've been extremely busy with a HR project presentation and essay. The presentation's on Tuesday, and we still haven't finalised the presentation. The editor for the essay is none other than yours truly.
On top of that, I've got to design a sports wheelchair with a few other people, and even though the technical drawings are due in two weeks' time, we still haven't finalised the design. The design dimensions keep changing again and again due to several factors - technical infeasibility, ergonomic issues, etc. And every time that happens, I must do a whole new set of calculations.
As a result of these projects, I've been neglecting my other four core modules - I wonder how I'm going to catch up on all of them.
And on top of all that I still have to give tuition to three different kids to earn my pocket money. Every single tuition session that I give is a revision session sacrificed.
Sigh.... I guess I'm just getting cranky. -
actually if u play CS style u don't....i took the top frag until lvl 12..and the hacks came inOriginally posted by mystiv:you're evil
you know he's just gonna get owned by others in the starting stages
until lvl 10 onwards -
If you're searching out for something -
Don't try so hard
If you're feeling kinda nothing -
Don't try so hard
When your problems seem like mountains
You feel the need to find some answers
You can leave them for another day
Don't try so hard
But if you fall and take a tumble -
It won't be far
If you fail you mustn't grumble -
Thank your lucky stars
just savour every mouthful
Amd treasure every moment
When the storms are raging round you
Stay right where you are -
ah...its hard on you pal..but we are here for you..Originally posted by fudgester:Yeah, I'm fine.
It's just that for every single night this week I've had to leave for school in the morning and return home late at night. I've always considered breaking fast with my family to be a meaningful affair, and I haven't been able to do so.
I've been extremely busy with a HR project presentation and essay. The presentation's on Tuesday, and we still haven't finalised the presentation. The editor for the essay is none other than yours truly.
On top of that, I've got to design a sports wheelchair with a few other people, and even though the technical drawings are due in two weeks' time, we still haven't finalised the design. The design dimensions keep changing again and again due to several factors - technical infeasibility, ergonomic issues, etc. And every time that happens, I must do a whole new set of calculations.
As a result of these projects, I've been neglecting my other four core modules - I wonder how I'm going to catch up on all of them.
And on top of all that I still have to give tuition to three different kids to earn my pocket money. Every single tuition session that I give is a revision session sacrificed.
Sigh.... I guess I'm just getting cranky.
we can be your listening ears and your venting bag
sorry..about not being in a good mood to play along in the previous crapbox just now..its just not my style
my parents went to genting and i am worried for them..what if they get into a aciddent?
people always tell me..dun worry..chances are low and there is no such need to worry
but..its just the way i am..since young..my parents were busy working, brother rarely comes home, grandmother busy with friends..so i needed someone to care for me..
so even as of now..i still worry for them..and of course for people around me..dun want to hurt their feelings and lose friendship...that kind..so i rarely enjoy making fun of people..it so damn cruel ( i was picked on during pri and sec sch
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i want the 82nd thread
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i was still figuring out how to climb the wallsOriginally posted by StarPuppy:actually if u play CS style u don't....i took the top frag until lvl 12..and the hacks came in
until lvl 10 onwards -
jump and slash swordOriginally posted by mystiv:i was still figuring out how to climb the walls
so long since i did the "butterfly"
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well, we just gotta be more optimistic sometimesOriginally posted by StarPuppy:ah...its hard on you pal..but we are here for you..
we can be your listening ears and your venting bag
sorry..about not being in a good mood to play along in the previous crapbox just now..its just not my style
my parents went to genting and i am worried for them..what if they get into a aciddent?
people always tell me..dun worry..chances are low and there is no such need to worry
but..its just the way i am..since young..my parents were busy working, brother rarely comes home, grandmother busy with friends..so i needed someone to care for me..
so even as of now..i still worry for them..and of course for people around me..dun want to hurt their feelings and lose friendship...that kind..so i rarely enjoy making fun of people..it so damn cruel ( i was picked on during pri and sec sch )
instead of worrying about whether or not they get involved in an accident, might as well worry about whether or not they are enjoying themselves, or something like that..
and well, i havent had the experience of getting picked on by others, but well, the worst is over now, yeah? treasure the times ahead -
i know they will enjoy themselves..i just worry if they are okOriginally posted by mystiv:well, we just gotta be more optimistic sometimes
instead of worrying about whether or not they get involved in an accident, might as well worry about whether or not they are enjoying themselves, or something like that..
and well, i havent had the experience of getting picked on by others, but well, the worst is over now, yeah? treasure the times ahead
anyway...due to being picked on...i got into some fights before and( not to be racist) most of them were malays/indians
so i am pretty hot-tempered when ppl make fun of me..even its just friendly
sigh...
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Well, I got picked on too when I was in primary and secondary school.
And every time I got bullied, my dad would scold me and pin all the blame on me for being a 'weakling'. According to him, it was all my fault for being bullied as I was weak in the eyes of others.
I can still remember some of the things he shouted at me:
'They bullied you because you are WEAK!!!'
'You are a weakling! That's why they picked on you!'
And the most hurtful remark of all (when I was 12):
'What's wrong with you? Why can't you be like everyone else?'
My young mind interpreted the last remark to mean that he wasn't proud of me for who I was and that he was disgusted at the fact that I was so weak that I got bullied easily.
As a result, I withdrew into my shell and didn't get along well with others. My reasoning was that since I get scolded every time I get bullied, then it's not worthwhile to befriend others for fear of getting bullied by them.
Perhaps it was his way of motivating me to stand and fight, but if that was his motivation, it backfired spectacularly on me. Reverse psychology doesn't always work on a kid - it only made me more and more withdrawn into my shell.
It was only in recent years that I've been able to come out of my shell. But even so, suffice to say, some old habits die hard.
Oh well. I think I had better end here before I slug my dad too much on an online forum. -
ahh..Originally posted by StarPuppy:i know they will enjoy themselves..i just worry if they are ok
anyway...due to being picked on...i got into some fights before and( not to be racist) most of them were malays/indians
so i am pretty hot-tempered when ppl make fun of me..even its just friendly
sigh...
sometimes you just gotta play it cool..
pretend like you didnt hear them, ignore them, treat them like they aint there..
sooner or later, they wouldnt bother you
or in sgf terms, dont feed the trolls -
Come to the dark side
You will be weakling no more......
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go 1v1 with seow laOriginally posted by StarPuppy:jump and slash sword
so long since i did the "butterfly" -
there there..
if you know better, you can and ultimately do the right thing
so look to the brighter side of things.. where there is hope, there will be life.. and i don't mean existence