sometimes u are forced to slow down.
its like a computer, infomation overload and ur processing speed starts to suffer.
then u learnt the lesson and upgrade ur specs in hope of surviving the next overload with space to spare.
but hey, issues are a whole different matter altogether.
u can stop with the metaphors. ;p
Every problem has a solution. Depends how u go about it , what u gonna sacrifice , are u gonna be a scum sucking maggot n go low... or u gonna be a man.. n take it like a man.
yea man. sorry i have nothing else to compare to because i havnt really met anyone who encountered the same situation before.
maybe u have.. maybe the person is right in front of you.. or maybe no one actually encountered the same situation down to the details with u..
but hey man... the winner , the real men pull through it. Dun be a bitch to the negativity.
sweet mate.
dont bitch about the negativity. yea.
Go out , relax , do something.. go for a swim. Helps clear the head.
for the moment.
i just want to fast forward.
for the moment.
i just want to fast forward.
U fast forward so fast u double post.
hahahaha
yea man.
wow 3 pages of metaphors..I read until i blur sia
lol damn sorry man.
yest spent a long night out facing the open sea and sky.
think the breeze woke me up alot.
again.
fking hell.
ccb, this is going nowhere.
why do we not have a reboot button on ourselves.
i think CNY for this year will also screwed up.
dont know how to survive thru it.
can survive one la... dun worry.
i think ranting here also wont solve the darn problem.
it also isnt a problem that i can solve.
but it affects me.
the hell.
Feel ur own mortality eh.. the inability to do anything about it. The weakness when faced with this problem that isnt even your own. Yes.... it affects u. It will eat u.. consume u into the dark abyss...
Its just a matter of time before u snap..
n see the long way down from the 30th floor as the only way out. Or consuming 50 pills looks so promising... or a slit wrist in a bathub filled to the brim, the sight of ur blood , cogulates with the water... like a calm stream ur life forces flows away with the still water..
yes.. death such a nicer way to go.
i think i would prolly snap people before i snap myself.
damn i realise i sound like a fking pussie in this whole thread but it really helps to keep me sane so i am sorry people.
Dun worry..
i am here to tell u whtever u want to hear...
whatever u want to see...
whatever u want to believe..
What is it u want Pitot ?
What is it u want to see ?
What is it u want accomplished ?
What... does ur heart desire at this moment ?
circle talk man!
screw the fucked up society. humans are too smart for ourselves. we will destroy our own future.
besides, i keep failing in what i want to succeed, okay, not all but some impt ones.
this sucks.