I will be away ...
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For a few days .
R.I.P Dad !!!!
We love you dad .
My dad reported to the Lord last evening .
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cannot sleep ....
there was a few hints before he died ..... the sudden opening of his eyes . Not once , but twice , the last time he wide opened his eyes , the next moment , he's dead .
Today me from 5pm til 10pm , pax kept pushing back to West Side , quite frustrated , at 10pm , Jurong Point my last pax , to Jurong East St 21 , next is CNG refill ... then head home .
At 10.40pm , i was at Brickland Road , on the way to handover , my missus called me , said my dad hearbeat had stopped , here u go .
I went back to check it out , indeed , no heart beat , but pulse still working , but weak .
I summoned for the doctor , justified he's dead .
At 2330hr .
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Just last night , he was at NUH .
We brought him back home yesterday afternoon .
Then the bad news .
That night at NUH , nurse called us to inform us his blood pressure is weaker than usual 90/60 , which is near death .
Afternoon at home , the nurse did another round of pressure test , 85/60 , it's low , very low , nearer and nearer to death .
But at NUH , i whispered into his ears : " Dad , endure another night here , tmr morning i bring you home , and u can smell the air at home , ur pillows and ur room's smell . just loon one more night , u can do it , i promised you , i bring you home ."
We did , and he was happy been home .
I am glad he passed away at home .
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now my sis was asleep , my missus and kids asleep ......
the night was a lonely one .
hey Liverpool lost , isn't it ? Lost at home 1-2 , nevermind , soccer is not about live and death now .
Who cares if they lost ?
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Can you imagine , my mum was not even here today , to see him go . Maybe it's the tradition .
My dad's mistress , i just gotta thank her for doing those dirty jobs of taking care of him during this tough 1 year .
She deserved my dad's to love her .
Yeah my dad loves her , i would say above my mum .
She is the reason why we opt for Christian's procedure , instead of my mum's Soka's Association's procedure , my mum insist on Soka's , which is not what my dad wanted . Before he died , he wanted a Christian cremation .
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on this quiet night alone , Sgforums became my friend , with or without chat mates ....
At least i got something to say , to anybody , i am not alone in Sgforum .
I hate keeping inside .
I felt better off .
I never cried , not my style to cry .
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