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It's friday, you ![]()
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tmr wednesday
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Days game? ![]()
You see the title "Monday today" ?
That means tomorrow must be tuesday.
If it is not, then you must be living on planet X1348 Markon - P396 ![]()

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Monday tomorrow... But no school since it's public holiday. ![]()
CAN YOU REMEMBER?
I remember those days,
You were following me,
You siting at the back of the coach bus in pair staring at me,
And you shy away from the camera,
You seem really nice, perhaps not wanting to be known.
And my stressed up stituation,
What is going in my mind,
Everything is driving me crazy,
My parents, my classmates and teacher seem to be shouting all the time at me
Getting me lost in darkness and hostile world, bleeding inside out.
The clouds and mist blows on my short hair and the stench,
You know I still got you in the back of my mind the moment I see you on the escalator.
Yes I have misguided childhood,
I did shout at the mirror in my hotel room,
I didn't know what I was doing,
You seem like the secret police I swear.
For a moment I felt, you are listening....
My Dad isn't best but I know what is right and what is wrong,
I didn't dare to oppose my Dad.
I am sorry for taking your newspaper,
My Dad is prehaps rather stingy,
He finds it waste but I,
Just want it to read it....
Do you remeber siting on the stairs,
I almost scream out, but you ran down real fast.
And in my head, you were there, I know it all along.
Hey just make you prensence known to me.
Whatever did I do to make you take an interest in me.
Because I am still scared, still confused of you.
I like to eat a curry puff, just to kill some time,
Some time before my Dad comes to pick me up,
I am so scared of being lonely and I am so bored,
Nobody to talk to so I pick the corner seat,
But then I see you staring at me,
The look was so confusing,
You walk away but I do know that you are watching me.
Do you remeber siting on the stairs,
Do you remember seeing me remove my white shoes?
I almost took a jump but then I realised you were looking at me,
And in my head, you were there, I know it all along.
Hey just make your prensence known to me.
Whatever did I do to make you take an interest in me.
Because I am still scared, still confused of you.
Time just flies hey look I am sixteen now,
I would like to make things clear, but I am not sure if it is all my imagination.
After those train rides, and you send someone to accompany me in the lone train,
But you seem to lose interest so now I went home alone....
Do you remember my very first relationship,
I gave a guy a heart sign,
And you seem to be shocked,
And my conversation with my flower girl partner on guys and materialistic girls.
You thought that I didn't that you are listening?...
But you still haunt my memories,
Because I have no idea what is your motive,
I hope you think good of me,
And I hope I have a nice file.
Hopefully it will not affect my chances at a government job.
I am still trying to find a good me,
After those years of hell,
And hopefully I can a future of my own.
Can you remember, whatever I did?
Loving her
Loving her is staying at a 5-star hotel,
Sweet, comfortable and coming with a price to me.
Loving her is like trying to save a suicidal person from death,
She hits you, spats at you, curse at you and doesn't appreciate you.
Loving her is like finding an oil well right in the middle of a rainforest,
Like making a choice to get the money or to love an enviornment where you don't even belong.
Fighting with her is like trying to change the space and realised it is way beyond your capablities.
Thinking about her is as easy as looking up the sky and realising you're now lost in the stars.
Regretting her is like wishing you never had any expectations of anyone.
My love for her red, a burning red,
A fire that will burn me but I still smile at her,
But right now I must let myself know I must let go or I will be burned,
Strike it out, run away and flee.
But running away from her is impossible,
Moving her is impossible, when all I see in my head...
Is her, her fire that burns me.
Next Monday got to go school. ![]()
Anyway, 4400th post!
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Wishing that I run away safe and free,
I can't be the subject of this city tragedy,
I will have to let go and turn around the story....
That's my 2nd choice of life.
To you all I'll goodbye until the passing,
I really hope that you can suceed here without knowing,
Of how that dream...is burning brightly in head.
I know my chances have already slipped out of my hands,
Absent-mindingly and forcefully out of my hands.
Never to know....how I ever reserve my actions?
Something are out of my control, and my mind,
I am going to take to my hands for I hate the being out of control.
Maybe you think I am too spoiled and ungrateful..
All the places I've never explored and the people I don't know,
But it is normal to be curious about it,
Don't you think so?
I want to see the whole, the whole wide beautiful world,
And maybe I show what I can be!....
The bells of failure are ringing deep in my head,
As I fade away, I felt my dreams shattering.
Turn back the clock, so maybe I can be saved.
All alone I hide, from the monsters of my life.
Run away, don't ever look back in life,
And I'll promised rightway that the painful reflection will fade in the rearview mirror,
It is just me, and the story is about me.
Oh but I still wish I could a boring together with you.
Hey hey hey, if you could around and give me your hand...
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