My Thoughts
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your looks are fading
away from my memories
i wanted to hold u
but the more i tried
the further u go
things seem to be changing for the better
i m learning to let go of u
perhaps one day when u r completely gone
my prince on his white horse will come
u r so far away
did wanted to find u but no courage
scared of the outcome
scared to face the consequences
gradually u r moving away
out of my life
should i b glad or should i not
thankful for the times we had
remember u for ur sweet smile
for the looks in your eyes
goodbye my dear...
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Lîfë hª§ ßëë g®ëªt hªvîg ü ª®øü� §ø Lët'§ ëjø¥ \^/hîLë \^/ë §tîLL ©ª¡¡¡¡ -
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Lîfë hª§ ßëë g®ëªt hªvîg ü ª®øü� §ø Lët'§ ëjø¥ \^/hîLë \^/ë §tîLL ©ª¡¡¡¡ -
I saw u again in my mind..
u were passing by
i missed u so much
no matter wat happens
i would still love u anyway
i tot u would be gone n lost forever
but today i knew god had given mi a chance to find u again
should i go or should i not
i am scared but i really wished to
wat should i do?
if onli u noe wat i m thinking
if onli u r ard me
u alwiz taught mi what i should do
didn't u?
please teach mi...
i really want u here by my side for mi
to guide mi n lead mi
to protect mi n shelter mi
to be there for mi like u used to
...............
if onli i could turn back time
i would choose neber to let u go....
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Lîfë hª§ ßëë g®ëªt hªvîg ü ª®øü� §ø Lët'§ ëjø¥ \^/hîLë \^/ë §tîLL ©ª¡¡¡¡ -
hmm.... how r u dar dar?
Me been so busy...
Having nite training... so no time to
go in irc...
Now me in office... going training soon..
shag...
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dar...
i m fine.. thank you.. u take care...
last nite i couldn't sleep till abt 3+ am.. lotsa things ran thru my mind...
miss u so much.. *muacks*
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Lîfë hª§ ßëë g®ëªt hªvîg ü ª®øü� §ø Lët'§ ëjø¥ \^/hîLë \^/ë §tîLL ©ª¡¡¡¡ -
in life, there is so many directions for us.. there is no U-turn sign along the road.. once something is done, it cannot be undone..at a crossroad.. one muz think carefully which way to turn.. it is gonna affect the whole life.. by turning rite, one may get to orchard... by turning left, one may end up in the drain... hence.. it is best to open the eyes big big... think i muz have been blind all along.. to make so many mistakes in life.. may my eyes open soon...
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Lîfë hª§ ßëë g®ëªt hªvîg ü ª®øü� §ø Lët'§ ëjø¥ \^/hîLë \^/ë §tîLL ©ª¡¡¡¡ -
Together Again
There are times when I look above and beyond
There are times when I feel your love around me baby
I'll never forget my baby
I'll never forget you
There are times when I look above and beyond
There are times when I feel your love around me baby
I'll never forget my baby
When I feel that I don't belong
Draw my strength
From the words when you said
Hey it's about you baby
Look deeper inside you baby
Dream about us together again
What I want us together again baby
I know we'll be together again 'cause
Everywhere I go
Every smile I see
I know you are there
Smilin' back at me
Dancin' in moonlight
I know you are free
I can see your star
Shinin' down on me
(Together again ooh )
Good times we'll share again
(Together again ooh )
Makes me wanna dance
(Together again ooh)
Say it loud and pride
(Together again ohh)
All my loves for you
Always been a true angle to me
Now above
I can't wait for you to wrap your wings around me
Wrap them around me baby
Sometimes hear you whisperin'
No more pain
No worries will you ever see now baby
I'm so happy for my baby
(Together again ooh )
Good times we'll share again
(Together again ooh )
Makes me wanna dance
(Together again ooh)
Say it loud and pride
(Together again ohh)
All my loves for you
There are times when I look above and beyond
There are times when I feel you smile apon me baby
I'll never forget my baby
What'll I give just to hold you close
As on earth
In heaven we will be together baby
Together again my baby
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Lîfë hª§ ßëë g®ëªt hªvîg ü ª®øü� §ø Lët'§ ëjø¥ \^/hîLë \^/ë §tîLL ©ª¡¡¡¡ -
hope that one day i can do this...
Takin' Back My heart
Babe, I'm all through lovin' you
Wasting my precious time on you
Gonna walk away, walk out
Kiss this love goodbye
Ain't no words you're gonna say
Gonna change my mind
I don't deserve all the hurt
Won't put up with the pain
Been too many lies, baby
Too many games
Chorus:
I'm taking back my heart
Takin' back my heart
Repossessin' my affection
Takin' back my heart
Because baby, baby, baby
Don't belong to you no more
What did I ever see in you?
How could I be so blind a fool?
Gonna walk away, walk out
Take my love and leave
Gonna save it up for somebody
Who really loves me
You don't deserve me around
And now I'm gonna go
Kiss me goodbye baby
I'm out the door
(chorus)(repeat)
Given up all the pain
Packing up all my pride
I've got one word to say
And that word is "goodbye"
If you'd just realised
Good love don't come for free
Then I wouldn't be
I wouldn't be, oh yeah
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Lîfë hª§ ßëë g®ëªt hªvîg ü ª®øü� §ø Lët'§ ëjø¥ \^/hîLë \^/ë §tîLL ©ª¡¡¡¡ -
i should've never let you go
seems we play the game
but lost along the way
somewhere we went wrong
i didn't have a clue
should've never let you go
baby don't you know
it was all in my mind
was i such a fool
to let you get away
and now every day
there's nothing to defend
my head was in the clouds
and when i look around
i won't give up - till you come back again
if i could turn back time
i never would've thought that i
could lose you boy but now i know
i should've never let you go
if i could have one wish
i'll be the first to tell you
this is never what i wanted, no
i should've never let you go
i was confident
thought you were content
how did we go wrong
and now what can i do
should've never let you go
baby don't you know
my tears are on the inside
how can it be true
i let you get away
and now everyday
there's nothing to defend
my head was in the clouds
and when i look around
i won't give up - till you come back again
oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
i should've never let you go
oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
i should've never let you go
should've nevr should've never let you go
oh baby oh baby don't you know
oh i won't give up
no no no no
i should've never let you go
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Lîfë hª§ ßëë g®ëªt hªvîg ü ª®øü� §ø Lët'§ ëjø¥ \^/hîLë \^/ë §tîLL ©ª¡¡¡¡ -
Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry
My body's longing to hold you
So bad it hurts inside
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life Nobody wants to be lonely so why...
Why don't you let me love you
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Lîfë hª§ ßëë g®ëªt hªvîg ü ª®øü� §ø Lët'§ ëjø¥ \^/hîLë \^/ë §tîLL ©ª¡¡¡¡ -
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Lîfë hª§ ßëë g®ëªt hªvîg ü ª®øü� §ø Lët'§ ëjø¥ \^/hîLë \^/ë §tîLL ©ª¡¡¡¡
[This message has been edited by AsTr0GiRL (edited 16 June 2001).] -
DonÂ’t Leave Me Tonight
If I had to I would lie for you,
And baby I would cry, IÂ’d cry for you.
If I have to, IÂ’ll get down on my knees for you.
Times at home IÂ’ve waited up for you,
And it you let, itÂ’ll make you black and blue.
Please donÂ’t go, not this time,
Oh no donÂ’t leave me tonight.
DonÂ’t leave me tonight, donÂ’t leave me tonight,
DonÂ’t leave me tonight, oh no no.
If you only knew what you put me through,
And how many night IÂ’ve waited up for you.
ThinkinÂ’ about you baby every night,
Now youÂ’re here and youÂ’ve gotta go home.
We can hide out and rondavous,
Just me and just you.
So please baby please, donÂ’t put up a fight,
Oh no donÂ’t leave me tonight.
DonÂ’t leave me tonight, donÂ’t leave me tonight,
DonÂ’t leave me tonight, oh no no.
DonÂ’t leave me tonight (oh baby not tonight)
DonÂ’t leave me tonight (I canÂ’t take it this time)
DonÂ’t leave me tonight (Oh no no no)
He donÂ’t love you half as much as I do,
Promise youÂ’ll stay the night, and love me too.
Yeah yeah yeah.
I canÂ’t stand another night alone,
Or talkinÂ’ to you on the phone.
So tell ‘em that we’re runnin’ away,
Tell ‘em anything you want.
Please stay now, donÂ’t say youÂ’ll go.
DonÂ’t leave me tonight,
EverythingÂ’s gonna be alright.
I need you girl, I need you to stay,
DonÂ’t turn your back and walk away.
DonÂ’t leave me tonight
*please dun leave me alone again*
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Lîfë hª§ ßëë g®ëªt hªvîg ü ª®øü� §ø Lët'§ ëjø¥ \^/hîLë \^/ë §tîLL ©ª¡¡¡¡
[This message has been edited by AsTr0GiRL (edited 23 June 2001).] -
The Promise
I can see the sun goinÂ’ down, I still see the cars roll by,
I can see that seaside pool, where we spent those summer nights.
And I can hear the moonlit ocean, and I can feel her hand in mine,
I can taste the warm free ocean, what a vision in my mind.
And I, I lie in waiting, and IÂ’m anticipating,
The promise, the promise.
I remember what you told me, we both sounded so sincere,
You said youÂ’d always be my baby, and I said baby IÂ’ll always be there.
Well I remember our first time girl, I still see the beach that night,
I remember we were scared girl, but we both know that it felt so right.
Time can never change it, and IÂ’ll never break it,
The promise, the promise.
Was made for nights like this, seal it with your kiss,
The promise, with the promise.
Now the summer sun is gone, for the young ones who are left to carry on.
The promise, the promise .
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Lîfë hª§ ßëë g®ëªt hªvîg ü ª®øü� §ø Lët'§ ëjø¥ \^/hîLë \^/ë §tîLL ©ª¡¡¡¡ -
a laughter so loud
a smile so wide
but how many noes
that it hurtz inside
With u ard
life has never been more fine
all e laughter & joy tat you've brought me
to show u once really cared
but no longer were they here anymore
I have forgotten how to laugh
since the day u went away
all e sounds of laughter
upon hearing beginning to sound very empty
my soul has died
my heart has stopped
my eyes have gone blind
since the day u went away
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Lîfë hª§ ßëë g®ëªt hªvîg ü ª®øü� §ø Lët'§ ëjø¥ \^/hîLë \^/ë §tîLL ©ª¡¡¡¡ -
YOU VERY FREE HOR?
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astro.. i dun knoe u at all.. but aft readin all those tt u posted.. i'm kinda affected.. it reminded me of my bad memories too..
i hope tt u r feelin much better.. =)
*perharps we all give the best of our hearts uncritically 2 those who hardly think abt us in return..*
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[This message has been edited by *kaiLi* (edited 22 June 2001).] -
evil clown: think i free or not free is not too much of ur business anyway hor...
so dun think u have to bother too much also lar....
kaili: oh well... i m definitely feeling lots better than b4... coz i have learnt to slowly put him down...
if i dun ever put him away, how can i ever love another in my life....
*memories r meant to be stored in a treasure box... to take it out once in a blue moon to recall abt the sweet happenings....*
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Lîfë hª§ ßëë g®ëªt hªvîg ü ª®øü� §ø Lët'§ ëjø¥ \^/hîLë \^/ë §tîLL ©ª¡¡¡¡ -
He broke your heart and said goodbye
After promising forever
You wonder why you even tried
He was such a good pretender
The love you gave was all in vain
And nothing anyone can say
Could ever make you love that way again
It's the lover not the love
Who broke your heart last night
It's the lover not the dream
That didn't work out right
If you listen to your heart
You'll know it's true
It's the lover not the love
Who deserted you
Don't stop reachin' for the stars
Let tomorrow live inside you
And just remember who you are
Keep the faith and love will find you
It's the lover not the love
Who broke your heart last night
It's the lover not the dream
That didn't work out right
If you listen to your heart
You'll know it's true
It's the lover not the love
Who deserted you
It does no good to second guess
Wether love is wrong or right
If it was really meant to be
He'd be with you tonight
It's the lover not the love
Who broke your heart last night
It's the lover not the dream
That didn't turn out right
If you listen to your heart
You'll know it's true
It's the lover not the love
Who deserted you
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When 2 hearts are meant for each other, no distance is too far, no time is too long and no other love can break them apart.... -
A wall so high
A mask so thick
If u made an effort
U would have seen
The real me behind everything
U dun care
U dun give a damn
Dun say I'm wrong
coz this is how i feel
I am afraid
I m scared
I m getting worried
& i get aggitated easily...
I don't noe wat's wrong wif my life or me??
I know I can't expect u to be there for me..
I know I can't hope for anything more than tis..
Juz close my eyes and another day over..
Juz forget abt wat i say today..
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When 2 hearts are meant for each other, no distance is too far, no time is too long and no other love can break them apart.... -
can any1 update me??
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update u on wat???
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When 2 hearts are meant for each other, no distance is too far, no time is too long and no other love can break them apart.... -
dats the prob!!!! i dunno!!!!
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MAke it 100 post !! =D
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Nevermind if u dun care...
Nevermind is u aren't gonna b there...
Maybe things r juz fated to be tis way...
I can't lean on you when i m tired...
I can't reach out to you when i m falling...
I can't grab hold of u when i m sinking...
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When 2 hearts are meant for each other, no distance is too far, no time is too long and no other love can break them apart....
[This message has been edited by AsTr0GiRL (edited 09 July 2001).]