The feeling is still there, but..

• caramon

  11 Apr 05, 16:42

  I gazed out over the East Coast Sea, feeling the faint breeze against my face -eyes shut, the white sand warm between my bare toes.. The place was beautiful beyond belief, but it was still unable to ease the grief I felt as I remembered the last time I had been here..
  
  I had brought FireIce right here on this spot three months ago to the day.. Dressed in a simple white tees and bermudas, I had been happier than I had ever thought possible.. FireIce was even less formal but utterly irresistible in creased shorts and a loose white singlet.. my eyes was full of adoration as I looked at FireIce..
  
  We had read our vows as we held hands and laughed at the sheer joy of being young, in love and staying in a five star chalet resort.. We had plan the years blissfully stretching ahead of us, together forever.. We planned for our children, two she said, I said four so we compromised on three (two girls and a boy of course); where we would live, the travelling we would do together - it was all certain, so I had thought then..
  
  But that seemed such a long time ago now.. A lot can change in just a few months - a lot of heartache can change a person and drive a wedge through the strongest ties, break even the deepest love.. Months to the day and I had returned, though this time not for the beachside romances the place was famous for but for one of its equally popular quickie peace-finding..
  
  I let out a sigh that was filled with pain and regret.. What could I do but move on, find a new life and new dreams? - the old one was beyond repair.. How could this beautiful place, with its lush green coastline, eternity of azure blue sea and endless sands be a place for the agony I felt now?
  
• FireIce

  11 Apr 05, 16:47

  knn, why put me in the picture
  
  i expect it to be some top quality post if u wanna use my name ok
• elindra

  11 Apr 05, 16:47

  Having hallucinations again?
  
  Sheez, you really ought to stop consuming those shrooms
• caramon

  11 Apr 05, 16:50

  Originally posted by FireIce:

  knn, why put me in the picture
  
  i expect it to be some top quality post if u wanna use my name ok

  Orrh ok.. will go and rack my brain..
• kingofbeholder

  11 Apr 05, 16:50

  Originally posted by FireIce:

  knn, why put me in the picture
  
  i expect it to be some top quality post if u wanna use my name ok

  like what? normally ppl use u for one night stand!
• FireIce

  11 Apr 05, 16:51

  Originally posted by kingofbeholder:

  like what? normally ppl use u for one night stand!

  if it's meaningful, well-written, i dun mind lending my nick