What a wh0res wants? wait.. isn't singaporean women are wh0res in certain aspects? they want money, money and more money..

I have been talking to the mysterious guy the past few weeks. Suddenly, i feel like a teenager again. School is making me feel like a normal teenager again.
All this and so . But the point is deep down. I know i'll never be normal. How could I ? I just different.
It isn't everyday a teenager get rapes. Or sleep with her tuition teacher. Or even have thoughts about looking for a sugardad.
Nevertheless, during the day and in school I'll try my very best to be just like any other teenager.
I've recenlty received a number of comments from ppl asking me.
why am i doing this to myself when my family is already rich ?
Sympathy from people who thinks I'm "feeble" and "weak" minded.
People who are trying to give me more insight to the rates of being a whore.
People who crease to know who I am. (Do you?) =)
all sorts.
Even so some people said, "you are just trying to get publicity".
No... I do not want publicity.
I started writing only to relieve myself of some thoughts and stress / secrets.
Not to let anyone know about it.
And god knows who is the one who posted my link on MIRC.
let me know if you are the one.
WHy are you doing this?
If you have read my 1st blog I really do want this to be as discreet as possible.
Maybe i should just stop writing.
Does my life really sound like some drama ? Are you people so ignorant that cases and people such as me simply do not or don't deserve to exist in Singapore?
Low crime, Doesn't mean No crime.
Does this sound familar?
I'm a perfectionist.
If i can't live my dream. I will do whatever i'm not suppose to do in my dream .
Being a non-virgin already demolish every single plan , i have for my so called "PERFECT LIFE" .
YOu can call me dumb.
But I'm a ALL OR NOTHING person.
YOu can tell from my grades.
EIther I study hard. ANd score As or I won't even bother and I always go on a F streak. As in Failing with F9s.
O yes, a litte tiny detail to add.
I'm currently typing this in school in the computer lab. U can spot me if u are smart enough.
Would the people behind me be reading this?
I'm not sure. But i couldn't careless.
Someone just emailed me.
Told me that if any any teacher / lecturer finds out about this blog of mine.
My reputation would be tarnish. My scholarship be blown. I might even get kicked out of school.
But on what basis man ?
haha... Maybe i should call the papers and tell them why I got kicked out of school.
Then, I could start writing stories of my affairs. Having coffee with older men. Money for sex. Sex for money.
Maybe I can earn abit from there.
Thats crap anyway.
I'm not afraid to tell you that, I have long hair. Brownish-black one. And that I don't wear a spec. Yes, and since school have started i haven't once wore a spagetti strap top.
And yes, i wear a ring on my left middle finger all the time.
Try spotting. Maybe you would be smart enough. Or maybe you would be in my grp.
My dressing is nevertheless totally not provocative at all....
So who am I ?
Am i contridicting myself again ?
One hand I'm telling you that. I don't want to be known on the other hand I'm giving you people clues to who I might be.
I can be anyone. The girl sitting next to you during your psychology lecture. Or maybe the girl sitting behind you during your sociology lecture. Or even the girl you have lunch with everyday.